Crybaby
Melanie Martinez - Cry Baby (Official Music Video)
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Swinging throughout the streets of NYC Miles was in a frantic panic trying to get to his father before anything happened he was so worried that he hadn't realised his spider senses going insane, when he felt someone grab his ankle and the next thing he knew he had been dragged through a portal not a colorful orangey, red, firey one from the spiders that were currently attempting to stop him this one was a dark one, like a black hole it seemed to suck him in to it's darkness
He had went crashing down onto a roof, he looked up to find two familiar feet infront of him, he had been grabbed by the neck and lifted up his hands gripped on to the Spots wrist.
You seem to replace you're brain with you're heart
"You know." He started "If you had told me YEARS ago that I would get to witness Spiderman's down fall I would never have believed you." He laughed tightening his grip around the teens neck "But here we are." He grinned "I get to take and watch you lose everything and everyone just like how you took and watched me lose everything and everyone." He finished walking towards the edge of the building and dropped him down.
Miles had seen a chance to use his webs but before he could even try he had been sucked into another portal and went crashing into a wall, he sunk to the floor as once again the Spot approached him.
You take things so hard
"It's not like anyone would miss you if you disappeared." The Spot seemed to smirk at this though he didn't have a face he could hear it in his voice........
His focus had drifted from the Spot to behind him, it was a building, plummeting for the ground and it was like something in Miles snapped he had gathered his strength and stood up while swaying side to side, only to be met with a kick to the stomach, his arms wrapped around his middle a burning hot rage seemed to have taken over his body it was as if there was something in him had just had enough of all of the bull crap he had gotten for just existing.
And then you fall apart
In stead of falling over again he burst into a manical laughter and the Spot was taken aback slightly as the teenager had landed a punch to the man face. Unknown to Miles another portal had appeared behind him, it was the other spiders the had come out one by one as soon as they had arrived they were ready to swing into action and help Miles but had stopped in shock when they heard his laugh echo in their ears
"Try being so lonely in you're life that the only time people even try to talk to you the only reason is to make fun of how 'sensitive' you are and you're uncle is the only one that you feel actually understands and has ever understood you." He stated as the Spot disappeared into his portal "Only to lose him, and watching him die right in front of you and have almost everyone give up on you because you aren't strong enough"
"Try missing said people so much because they were the only ones who you see as friends and be willing to give up on you're future happiness and dreams just so you could see them at least one last time!" His voice began to raise the Spot reappearing only to have Miles spin round and kick him in the 'face' sending him back into his own portal. Gwen, Peter, Peni, Spiderham and Spider Nior had looked away their guilt consuming them
"TRY FINDING OUT THAT THEY COULD HAVE VISITED YOU AT ANYTIME BUT CHOSE NOT TO!" He was yelling at this point the Spot once again reappearing Miles was about to punch him but had been grabbed by the fists.
"TRY SAID SOPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS GROUP UP AGAINST YOU!" He yelled electricity began to light up in his balled up hands, the Spot realised this and tried to pull away, only for Miles to intertwine their fingers in to a death grip.
"And then once again you are left alone once again you are blamed for everything bad that has happened." His voice lowering and seemed to crack slightly and sent the Spot into a wall causing him to pass out.
You try to explain
Miles had sprinted for the building and jumped of the side of the roof he was on, and as if on cue the group had swung into action, Miles shot a web at said building and managing to make it onto the side of it that was facing the sky, the others had taken their places and surrounded the building from all sides and made their webs in to a net type thing catching it in the net and pulling it trying to pull it up away from the ground.
Only for a piece to crumble off of it Miles' eyes widened and he swung himself on to said piece.
Hobie seemed to be the only one to relise this and called out to Pav "OI PAV!"
"YEAH?"
"CAN YOU GET THIS SIDE A PIECE HAS FALLEN OFF."
"YEAH."
"CHEERS MATE" He called and with that he had dropped himself down onto one of the walls and caught himself on a window sill, gripping it so tight his knuckles turned white, he sent his web out gripping onto the piece that had detached itself from the rest of the building.
"Hobie?" Miles questioned supried slightly
"Go on then mate, save you're dad." The grin could be heard in his voice from meters away
Miles smiled at the other and nodded, jumping off the detached building and sprinting down a wall as swiftly as he possibly could, swinging down to the floor, he had reached the ground before the building had, yes.
But he still had quite the way to run so he could reach his dad but that didn't stop him, and ran as fast as he possibly could, reaching out his arm, his dad was stood under the falling building holding a little girl close to him acting as a type of shield in attempt to protect her, he looked up and seemed to see Miles and as soon as the building was about to fall.................
But before you can start
He had thrown the crying girl towards Miles, who had caught her in his arms, and with that a layer of dust coated his vision and he pulled the girl closer to him, almost curling around her, spinning on his heel to keep the dust from effect their eyes.....
Those cry baby tears come out of the dark
Once the dust had cleared the girl had lept out of his arms and sprinted to her parents, the area had basically been evacuated, Miles was the only one still there and Miles had let the effects of what just happened sink in..............
His dad was dead
He was to late
His dad was dead
And it was all his fault
Someone's turning the handle
He began to hyperventilate, he sunk down to his knees, his vision began to blur because of the tears that had began to rapidly run down his cheeks as if they were in a marathon and he had ripped off his mask.
To the faucet in you're eye's
He buried his head in his hands, his mind began to rapidly run through memories he had of his father
You pour it out
His screams and sobs echoed though the ruins
Where everyone can see
The group had managed to get the buildings down without it injuring anyone and had made it down to the ground ready to congratulate the fact that Miles had managed to save his father only to be met with the heart breaking sounds of his cries
You're heart's to big for you're body
Hobie placed a hand on the boys shoulder and sat down beside him
Pav and Margo had joined him sitting beside the sobbing boy
It's why it won't fit inside
He just sat there crying his eyes out blaming himself for everything
You pour it out where everyone can see
"Come on mate let's get you home." Hobie softly said rubbing his back gently
They call you
Once he had made it home the first thing he had done was leave the group to check on his mother only to find that she had seemed to already heard the news and ran up to him in tears as she hugged her son as tightly as she possibly could, his own arms wrapping around her almost just as tight as she had done, tears once again made their way to her way to his eyes.
"Oh bebé eres padre él-" She cried (Oh baby your father he-)
"Lo se mama lo siento mucho." He replied his voice sounded broken (I know mom I'm so sorry)
Crybaby, crybaby
He had locked himself in his room for almost a month, he had gotten little sleep the only time he left his room was at night to get coffee, the only thing he had seemed to draw during that time was his father, off of his memory of course yes he had photos with him but he just couldn't bring himself to look at them.
Rio would sleep on the couch holding her husbands police hat close to her chest, Miles had to cover her with a blanket and a quilt on the colder nights, she was like an empty shell of who she once was, her smiles seemed to have just completely disappeared from the face of the Earth.
And when Miles went back to school the only thing he got was either pitty looks, fatherless jokes or people who would just whisper about him whenever he walked past. He and Ganke had became closer but even still Miles had just assumed that it was just out of pitty.
As for the spiders, if Miles saw Miguel ever again he was going to kill him without mercy, Hobie, Pav, Margo and Miles 42 were alright but as for Gwen, Peter, Spiderham, Peni, Spider Noir (well not so much the last three) and the other spiders at HQ he was angry at and no emount of apologising they did will ever changed the fact that all Miguel had to do was snap his fingers and they were all against him.
But you don't fuckin care
But it's not like any of them had cared enough to even visit him after everything that had happened
Crybaby, Crybaby
He just felt so alone it got to the point of him starting to talk to himself for company, he was just so sick and tired of everything at this point the only person who he trusted now was his mother
So you laugh though you're tears
He would just lie in his bed all day on the weekends and lay there with dead, lifeless eyes staring into space
Crybaby, Crybaby
He found that he had started crying himself to sleep
Cause you don't fuckin care
And that he had started picking up old unhealthy habits that he had picked up when his uncle died, such as avoiding food at all costs and completely cutting himself off from almost everyone in his life.
Tears fall to the ground we'll just let us drown
He found himself relating a bit to much to to Melanie Martinez cry baby specifically the lyrics
You're all on you're own and you lost all you're friends
Most likely not the best thing, but it was true, he was alone, non of his old friends seemed to care anymore
You told yourself that it's not you it's them
That was until Ganke had offered him to go out with him somewhere, Miles had declined which led to Ganke to give him a whole speech on how he was worried about him, but Miles looked at him with doubt which led to an argument between the two.
And Miles had left the room via window, when he had came back he had tried to sort thigs out between him and Ganke but was given the cold shoulder, realising it was no use he just left the dorm close to tears.
You're one of a kind and no one understands
He was sat on the roof of a building that he had beaten the Spot on he was crying
But those Crybaby tears keep comin back again
Him crying in the dead of night, alone was nothing new, it had basically became a routine for him, he curled into his dad's sweater he had stolen from the house before leaving to go to the roof
Someone's turnin the handle to the faucet in your eye's
He wiped his tears and lay down exhausted "I'm sorry dad." He whispered into the darkness
You pour it out where everyone can see
When he woke up the next morning the sun was beaming down on him he had swung down to the floor and walked to rest of his way home his mother was still asleep and he returned the sweater to where it was before
You're heart's to big for you're body
He went to school and had tried to talk to Ganke but nothing worked so he pretended to be sick and got himself sent home and he spent the rest of the day how he usually would
It's what you won't feel inside
It got to the point where he would get notes thrown off him saying he was a wimp, that he was the reason his father died and that he aas a Crybaby for being so over dramatic
They call you Crybaby, Crybaby
He had just given up on even trying to get better, make up with Ganke and trying to tell the teachers about what was happening because non of them cared enough to listen to him
But you don't fuckin care
Miles had thaught about the group from time to time and how non of them seemed to care enough to visit the last time he saw any of them was when his dad died so he had lost hope with any of them visiting
Crybaby, Crybaby, so you laugh though you're tears
That was until he heard a knock at his window
Crybaby, Crybaby cause you don't fuckin care, tears fall to the ground we'll just let them drown
He opened his window after drying his tears on his baggy sweater
"Hello?"
"Hey." A familiar voice said
"Oh um hi." He smiled slightly moving out the way to let the other teen in "What are you doing here?"
"Came to check on you." Miles 42 shrugged stepping into Miles' room "Let's just say I know eat it's like to lose a dad."
"Right."
"And when I found out that non of those assholes even attempted to visit you I had to see if you were ok I guess." He said sitting on Miles bed after taking his shoe's off
"Thanks." He replied tears welling up once again in his eyes
"Come here." He said opening his arms for the other teen, and Miles did exactly that his face buried into his otherselfs shoulder and wrapping his arms around the other.
Miles 42 just sighed rubbing the others back gently
"I look at you and I see myself." Miles 42 said
Miles just sat there in the arms of his twin like double
"And I know your better than anyone else." He said with closed eyes as he had also began to tear up remembering the pain he'd felt once his dad had died as well
And I have the same faucet in my eye's
Another knock at the window, the two hasn't noticed
So you're tears are mine
So the three let themselves in
They call me Crybaby, Crybaby but I don't fuckin care
The two realised the three were there and Miles smiled gently at them
Crybaby, Crybaby so I laugh through my tears
"Sorry we haven't seen you in a while mate-" Hobie started but was intrupted by almost being tackled "we just didn't know if you would want to see any of us or not after what happened." He went on to explain wrapping his arms around the shoter teen
Crybaby, Crybaby cause I don't fuckin care
"It's okay." He smiled burying his face into Hobie's chest
Tears fall to the ground I just let them drown