The love of a sibling
*WANDA POV*
- So, HYDRA revived you and you were with them all this time? - I asked my brother, who I always thought had lost
- Yes, I met Nadya there, it reminded me of when I took care of you, my little sister - he answered.
- You know you're only 15 minutes older than me, right? - I told
- You're still my little sister - he told me and I smiled, how I've missed him
- Well, when we rescued her what happened? - I asked
- Before you rescued her, I tried to escape from HYDRA, Nadya told me that you were alive and with the Avengers, so I wanted to see you, I told Nadya to come with me, but she said that she would stay there watching and when I was far enough she would go with me, but that didn't happen, she shot me when I was far enough to escape, I don't know why she did it, I think she thought she had killed me, but she didn't, HYDRA caught me again and I brought me inside, she saw everything and did nothing. But I don't blame her, at first yes, but when I really looked her in the eye, I realized that she was just another prisoner, and she didn't do it because she wanted to, but because they forced her, they controlled her - he told me and the tears began to fall from my eyes
- I'm sorry, I thought they had killed you, I was here all the time, living a relatively normal life, while you were locked up there and being tortured, I'm sorry - I said crying
- Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, you thought I wasn't here anymore - he said hugging me - Nadya told me about you and Natasha Romanoff, I'm glad you could be happy with her -
- She was the only person who made me feel safe after you left - I told him smiling, remembering when Natasha brought me everything, when I refused to leave my room after my brother's supposed death.
flashback
- Hey little witch - I heard from the door, it was Natasha again - Today we had spaghetti to eat, since you weren't there, I decided to bring you some, you need to eat, I'll leave it here at the door - she informed me and I smiled, she kept worrying of me, after what I did
I went to open the door, hoping she was still there.
- Oh hello, I was leaving you the tray here, I didn't expect you to open it - she told me and I smiled at her
- Thank you, you can come in if you want - I told her, opening the door more so he could come in.
- Are you sure? - she asked me with a look of insecurity, she didn't want to break in
- Yes - I said taking the tray
- Okay - she said walking in behind me.
- Why do you keep worrying about me after what I did to you? You have all those nightmares because of me, sorry, I don't get into your head, it's just that at night I still don't know how to control my powers and sometimes I enter other people's dreams - I said nervously
- Calm down, little witch, it's fine, and don't blame yourself for the nightmares, I already had them since before you appeared - he calmed me down
- Oh, I'm sorry - I said.
- I must teach you not to apologize when you don't have to - she told me and I smiled - Look, I made you smile - she said laughing and I kept smiling.
I guess it won't be so bad to be here with the Avengers, if I have her by my side.
End of flashback
- That was the first time I smiled after your death, when she left, I really destroyed myself, I didn't know what to do, then Yelena and Nadya appeared, and my goal was to help them as Natasha asked me - I told my brother
- I'm glad you had her with you when I wasn't there, Nadya told me that she had discovered a way to bring her back, if we can, maybe we can bring her back, little girl - she told me
- If it doesn't endanger Nadya then I agree - I told him and he nodded.
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*YELENA POV*
- Nadya, you need to rest, then we will continue investigating Dreykov's files, but please, rest a bit - I begged my sister
- I can't rest, I need to find out how to bring Natasha back, I decided to kill him without even discovering that before, I'm stupid - she said hitting herself on the head with her hand, that's when I decided to intervene, I wasn't going to let her hurt herself, neither physically nor mentally
- Hey don't do that, tell me what's really wrong with you, why don't you want to sleep? - I asked holding her hands so she wouldn't hurt herself.
When she doesn't understand her emotions, she usually hurts herself, so I try to help her understand herself.
- When I close my eyes, all I see is how I murdered my father in cold blood, how could I do that, I didn't even feel bad when I did it, how does that make me better than my father? He said it, I am the same as him, vengeful and a murderer - she told me crying, I brought her to me
- Listen to me, Nadya - I told her firmly - You are nothing like him, neither physically nor in personality, you are kind, incredibly generous, you do everything for others without asking for anything in return, you put your life before others, and even if I don't agree with it, I know that I won't be able to change it, because that's how you are, little girl, and that's how I love you. You are the best person I have ever met, along with Natasha, and nothing you do will change my opinion, you are nothing like him, Nadya - I continued
- I want her here with us, Yel - she told me crying - She didn't deserve to die -
- I know - I said tears also falling from my eyes - But we won't be able to bring her back if you don't rest, I'll be here with you, nothing will happen to you, when you have a nightmare, I'll be here to wake you up and tell you that everything is okay - I said, as I moved to a more comfortable position to sleep
- Okay, don't go, please - she asked me as she lay more comfortably against my body.
- I'm not going anywhere, mladshaya sestra - (Little sister/Little sister) I told her while she fell asleep little by little
A short time later, she fell asleep, but not even asleep was she at ease, she didn't seem calm, she wasn't having a nightmare, but she wasn't relaxed either. I started stroking her hair, to see if she would relax a bit, and although it took a while, it worked. When I saw her relax, I began to sleep myself.
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*LILA POV*
- So, are you telling me that Nadya's father is the same person who trained her and Yelena to become assassins and spies, and who kidnapped Nadya to take her to HYDRA and turn her into the fire soldier and gave her powers? - asked my brother Cooper
- Yes - I replied
- How is she? - he asked me worried
- She is with her sister, I think they are resting, or at least Yelena is trying to get Nadya to rest - I replied
- I'm glad that she is with her sister, she understands a little about what she is going through, not the part where he is her father, but the part of being trained by him - he said and I nodded.
- How are you doing in college? - I asked trying to change the subject.
- Well, I decided to follow your advice about Austen, we have decided that we will continue dating even if I graduate this year, we will think about what to do when that happens. Are you coming home for Christmas? - asked
- It's true, I had forgotten that next week is December 25 - I told him
- I know Wanda is coming, like every year, you can bring Yelena and Nadya - she told me and I nodded.
- I'll talk to them, maybe it will help Nadya recover, that's what we always did when Auntie Nat wasn't well after a mission - I told him and I saw how his eyes changed from happiness to sadness and nostalgia.
- Tomorrow is the anniversary of when dad rescued her - he said
- December 16 - I affirmed - Will we do something to celebrate it? - I asked
- I don't know, I'll go home this afternoon, you could come with dad - he answered
- I'll talk to him now - I told him.
- Well, well, I have to go, I was with Austen before I left - he informed me and we said goodbye
I went to my father's room to ask him, I knocked on the door and he told me to go ahead.
- Dad - I called him
- what's up, sweetie? - he told me turning with the desk chair to look at me
- Tomorrow is December 16 - I told him looking into his eyes so he would understand me
- The day I rescued Auntie Nat - he told me, opening his arms for me to sit on his lap, like when I was little.
- Are we going to do something? - I asked
- I do not know, what do you want to do? - he gave me a choice
- Can we go to where we buried her? - I asked for
- Of course - he answered giving me a kiss on the head - Yelena and Nadya can come too - he told me and I accepted - Tomorrow we're going home, we'll pick up your brothers and your mother and we'll go to Ohio -
I left my father's room and went up to Yelena's room, but I found the two sisters asleep, so I decided that I would tell them when dinner so as not to wake them up.