No
*LILA POV*
- Nadya? - I asked her when she didn't answer, my heart was going a hundred per hour and her silence didn't help
- Why? - she finally said
- Why what? - I asked confused, this was just a yes or no answer question
- Why do you want to be my girlfriend? - She asked closing her eyes to stop the tears from coming out.
I approached her and put my hand on her chin and lifted her head, and I proceeded to wipe her tears and told her
- You are an amazing person, you have suffered a lot, but you never gave up- I started but she interrupted me
- That's not true, I've tried to give up many times, three times to be exact - she said and showed me the scars on her arms - The first time was after the explosion, I cut my wrists, but my father wouldn't let me, he said it was too important for the Red Room to die, the second time was after they killed what I considered my family, I cut my wrists again and this time it was Madam B who stopped me, the last time was when I escaped from the Red Room with Yelena and Natasha, it was Yelena who found me, I took some pills, she saved me and helped me recover, I owe her my life -
- But, you're still here, aren't you? - I asked, although it sounded more like a statement than a question.
- Yes - She answered
- I don't care about your past, I'm not in love with your past, but with you in front of me now, I told you the first time I asked you to go out with me, and I repeat it now - I told her
- you're in love? - she asked, and I was there when I realized what I had said.
My first thought was to try to rectify what I had said, but I didn't, I had never lied, it was true, I was in love with her.
- I know that this scares you, even I, who have not gone through the same thing as you, am scared, you do not need to tell me the same, I understand if it is too soon, but I needed you to know - I told her
When I didn't get an answer I decided to drop the topic.
- I am too - she murmured.
- Oh really? - I asked as a huge smile formed on my lips.
- Yes, but I was afraid to admit it - she said with her voice about to break
When she started to cry, I pulled her into my arms immediately, she hid her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around my waist. I comforted her and draw non-existent patterns on her back, while telling her that everything was fine.
- Everything is fine, Nads, I'm here - I consoled her
Each time her sobs turned into little sniffles, I took tissues out of my pocket and gave them to her, while wiping her tear-stained face.
- Do you always carry tissues in your pocket? - he asked laughing
- I'm always ready for anything - I told her with a side smile and she gave a little laugh again
- Yes - she said and I looked at her confused - that's my answer to your question, if I want to be your girlfriend - she finally said and I hugged her, lifting her off the ground and turning around. She began to laugh very hard - put me down, Lila - she yelled between laughs, and I obeyed.
- Sorry, sorry - I said as I lowered her to the ground.
She stared into my eyes and I stared back at her, my eyes starting to drop to her lips and then I did something I never thought I would do.
I began to bring my mouth closer to hers slowly, and I kissed her, at first she didn't respond, I thought about separating but then she responded.
Her lips were soft, I felt tingling throughout my body, a sensation impossible to describe, an immense happiness that I had never felt before. Then I felt how her tongue asked for permission to enter, and I immediately let it pass, while mine also entered his. The kiss conveyed the feelings each had for the other.