While I was in HYDRA
*NADYA POV*
- You're ours now - said Rollins as the Hydra agents pulled me out of the plane - What? Cat got your tongue? - he said sarcastically
- No, she didn't, I just don't feel like talking to stupid people like you - I said with disgust
- uhhh, this girl needs to learn some manners - he said - your father won't be proud of you at all -
- my father is dead, Yelena and I killed him, I don't think I care much for his opinion -
- oh my darling, your father is more than alive - he said putting his hand on my face.
I hit him with my head on his head and he pulled back, the agents started to grab my arms, so that I can't escape
- TAKE HER TO THE PUNISHMENT ROOM! - he ordered the agents and they obeyed, I didn't try to resist, it was going to be in vain.
TW: SA⚠️
They tied me to a table and an agent climbed on top of me, opened his pants and pulled down my pants. I clenched my fist in the handcuffs that tied me to the table, closed my eyes tightly and waited for all the pain to end.
When I couldn't take the pain anymore I just passed out and I don't remember anything else.
THAT'S IT⚠️
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When I woke up I was lying on the floor of a cell, I tried to get up but I felt an unbearable pain between my thighs. But the pain was not only coming from that place, I also had a shooting pain in my neck, as if a syringe had been stuck hard in that place. And that's probably what happened. Those idiots are not only experimenting on me but also abusing me. I'm going to have my revenge as soon as I get out of here.
Suddenly, the door opened and three guards appeared through the door, opened the cell and went to grab me. I thought about defending myself, but with the pain I was in and the number of guards there, I knew it wasn't going to work. They grabbed me by the arms and pulled me out of the cell. I just let them drag me out.
They sat me in the horrible chair and started the torture.
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1 WEEK LATER
Days go by and we continue with the same routine.
First, they take me to the table, every day a different agent does what he wants with my body, I faint, they put the syringe on my neck and take me to the cell.
They leave me there for about two hours and then they take me to the chair.
Every day the pain gets worse, but I still don't know what is in that syringe they put in me every day.
I was going to find out today.
The men came in like every day and took me out of the cell. But this time they didn't take me to the table, they took me to another room.
- Good morning Nadya, how have you been this week, have they treated you well? - said Rollins.
- If by treating me well you mean abusing me, torturing me and experimenting on me, then I can say yes - I said with pure sarcasm and hatred.
- It seems your manners haven't changed, you're still as sarcastic - he said
- That's something you're not going to take away from me," I said.
- Well, let's hope we can use it in another way - he answered - Well, as a good spy, you must have noticed the doses we have given you, right? -
- Yes, I have noticed, and I also know that those doses have made my body change, haven't they? -
- That's right, those doses have given you powers, although we still don't know if they have worked, that's why we're going to check it now -
- And what am I supposed to do? - I said
- For the moment you are going to sit in that chair, and we are going to check if your DNA has changed - he said, and I sat down, I wasn't going to be able to do anything else either. I just hope the avengers come soon.
Doctors started to put machines and wires in my body, I could understand some things, in the Red Room they also taught a lot of things between biology, physics and many other things.
Rollins was looking at the screen with intensity and then he said
- Apparently the doses have worked, Nadya Dreykov you have powers, you see this golden line here, that inhuman change in your DNA -
- why golden? -
- what color is the phoenix, Nadya? -
- what? I don't know, I didn't have a childhood because of you, how do you want me to know these things, if I haven't read anything that doesn't have to do with the cold war? -
- Well, I'll answer, supposedly the phoenix is red, yellow and orange, but I see it golden, look at this picture, you don't see the golden color - he said showing a picture on the screen.
- No, I only see the colors you described before, maybe you should go to the optician, maybe you are color blind - I said
- Don't ever speak to me like that again - he shouted banging on the table that separated us - Let's start with the trainings for your powers -.
We trained for hours, it took me about 3 hours to make my powers work. Today I understood why they always tell Wanda to keep her emotions under control, really the powers are linked to the emotions.
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ONE MONTH LATER
The days are still the same, at least the pain has improved, as the experiments have stopped, but the rest is now only one hour and the workouts are five hours without rest. More than once I have fainted from lack of sleep, which is punished with the chair. My memory is getting worse and worse and I am forgetting more and more things. Sometimes I have flashbacks of a brunette girl I call Lila but I don't know who she is, I try to remember, but I never do, I know she is someone important, but I can't figure out who she is.
The only person who makes me feel good, is the platinum guy who shares a cell with me, from what he has told me his name is Pietro Maximoff and Hydra brought him to life after sacrificing himself for a certain avenger named Clint. For some reason his first and last name rang a bell, but I couldn't remember. Stupid chair.
When I woke up today Pietro was gone, I guess they took him away. But then I heard the alarms ringing
- Nadya, get up, today we are going to see where your loyalty lies," said Rollins as some guards took me out.
We arrived at a room where Pietro was being held.
- You see Maximoff, he thought he could escape from our hands, but he didn't get very far.
He tried to escape? And he didn't even tell me. Was he planning to leave me here? I could have helped him. No I can't think that, I can't be selfish.
- I want you to kill him, he's a traitor, and I want you to take this gun and shoot twice," he said handing me a gun.
I took it and aimed, I couldn't do it, that was wrong. But if I didn't do it they would kill me, I need a strategy, I need to save us both. If I shoot towards the guards he has on his sides, he could escape and then help me fight the remaining ones, or at least escape.
- I know what you're thinking, Nadya, and it's not going to work, kill Pietro or we kill you and him - Rollins said and I noticed how they put a gun to the back of my head. There was no escape.
I fired, twice, straight through the heart. Pietro's body fell to the ground and blood started pouring out. I had killed him.
- All right, Nadya -
They took Pietro's body and carried him away.
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- I want you to fight these soldiers, use all the power you have, both mental and physical - one of the trainers ordered me. I looked at Rollins who had an expectant look on his face.
I started to fight, I used my martial arts training to fight some of them, while at the same time I fought the others with my phoenix powers.
In the end, I won the fight, I had all the soldiers unconscious on the ground.
I heard some applause behind me.
- He did it, he used all his potential - celebrated Rollins
- I told you she could be better than Jean Grey - said the trainer Jean Grey? Who's that?
- Take her back to her cell, she has 5 minutes of rest, when they are done I want you to take her back to the room and give her another dose, understood? - Rollins ordered the guards.
- Understood sir - said the guard
I was very tired so when I got to the cell I dropped down and passed out.
I started to hear noises, I am never really unconscious, you always have to be alert, rule n°3 of the red room. They sounded like knocking, I decided not to open my eyes just in case and continued to act unconscious.
I noticed that someone lifted me up and went with me in their arms.
I wish with all my strength that the person who picked me up saved me from that horrible place.
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- And that's what happened when I was at Hydra, at least what I remember - I finished.