Chapter 4
It felt as if her life had decided to go at double speed. Graduation came and went. Steve had shown up at the last minute and told her he was so, so proud of her. That made her smile brighter than when the principal gave her the actual paper.
The wedding ceremony in the big church also flew by. They had picked up her dress the literal night before, as it was finally finished by then. It fit perfectly and really made her feel like a bride. It was a little scary but mostly exciting.
Her younger brother was the flower boy, and the twins the ring bearers. Her two friends from school and Natasha and Wanda were her bridesmaids, while Steve had four of his team members as best men. They sealed the deal with a sweet kiss.
She now had two beautiful rings on her either hand, as she refused to part with her engagement ring. The wedding ring was a simpler, thin gold band with similar diamonds as from the engagement ring all around. She loved both rings equally.
During the reception / afterparty in the Avengers tower she met the rest of Steve’s team. The four groomsmen turned out to be the Winter Soldier, the Falcon, Iron Man, and Hawkeye. Utterly insane. She made sure she was polite and smiley to every single person, hoping to leave a good impression with Steve’s ‘family’.
After the dinner and a bit of dancing, Steve decided it was late enough. They did a round of goodbye’s to the most important people, before sneaking out of their own party. On the back of Steve’s motorcycle, in her wedding dress and Steve in his fancy suit, they drove towards their new home.
Steve was adamant he was going to carry her over the threshold, as that was something he had always dreamed about doing. She giggled the entire walk up to their bedroom. Their bedroom. In that moment, she finally remembered the final part of the evening that was such an important tradition for Steve; the wedding night.
Steve sat down on the edge of their brand new king-size bed, keeping her in his arms, making her sit on his lap. His eyes were dark and his breaths were a bit faster than normal. He looked at her as if he was truly and utterly in love.
“You are the most beautiful bride, doll. You made me so happy today.” She knew he was happy, as he had cried a bit when she walked towards him down the aisle earlier that day. It had made her blush when she noticed.
“Now, sweetheart, do you know what is going to happen next?” His big hand began slowly touching her body. He started at her back, moving down and landing on her hip, turning slightly to start stroking her dress-covered legs.
“The wedding night?” She whispered, feeling goosebumps coming up everywhere Steve touched her.
“Indeed. And does my sweet little Junie know what happens on the wedding night?” His voice had become so low and gravely as he whispered it into her ear. She shivered. It felt like she was a prey in the arms of a predator.
“Y-You will take my virginity?” She said it more as a question, but she was quite certain she was right. She might not have had sex or anything yet, but she wasn’t entirely clueless.
Steve grinned down at her, excitement clear on his face. “Yes, that’s right, sweety. And do you know what’s going to happen after I take your precious virginity?” She shook her head. “I’m going to keep making love to you, filling you with so much of my strong sperm, that we’ll get you pregnant tonight.”
She gasped, her eyes widening in shock at his crude words. He was going to make her pregnant tonight? But, they only just got married.
“You don’t have to be scared, doll. What we’re going to do is completely natural. Your body is designed to take my seed, to turn it into our child. You don’t have to worry about anything, I'll do all the hard work. All you have to do is let me play with your body and get you pregnant. Alright, sweety?”
“O-Okay, Steve.” She whispered back. Steve was much older than her, surely he must know what he’s talking about. She remembers her mother telling her and her sisters about how when she got married, she also almost immediately became pregnant. So, it must be the right thing to do.
“Good girl. Such a good girl for me. Just for me, isn’t that right?” He shifted her around a bit so she straddled his thighs instead of sitting sideways on his lap. He was looking at her with an almost hungry expression. She also felt something hard under her bum, right where she was straddling him.
As she pressed against it, both her and Steve gasped.
He grinned, “Such a pretty girl, doll. All mine now. Never gonna leave me, are you? You’re my best girl.” He leaned forward to capture her mouth before she could respond. He put his big hands on her hips and slowly began moving her over his lap while he kissed her.
She gasped, opening her mouth and giving him easy access. He never let up with the movement of her on his lap. He groaned, tightening his hold on her hips. He put his head on her shoulder to catch his breath, nuzzling her neck to trail kisses there.
She squealed when he nipped her sensitive skin, “ah! Steve!” She could feel him smiling against her neck. He did not move away, instead he began sucking on the thin skin. She moaned, shifting forward to get closer to the older man. He wrapped one arm around her back to press her against his chest.
“So sweet, so good for me” He mumbled against her throat. She nodded, folding her arms over his neck just to put them somewhere. He seemed to like it as he groaned in appreciation.
“Alright, let's get to the fun part. For your first time I think you deserve a bed.” He gave her neck one final kiss, before picking her up from his lap, standing up and turning to face the bed, and dropping her softly on the mattress. She gasped in surprise.
As she laid there, still in her wedding dress, panting and so incredibly warm, she saw a different Steve for the first time. His eyes were no longer blue. Desire and something else completely transforming the usual sweet and kind look he gave her.
He took off his jacket smoothly, dumping it on the floor. Next, he unbuttoned his dress shirt and slowly shifted it from his body. He remained in his undershirt and suit pants. In a move that resembled a lion, he crawled over her to make his face rest right above hers.
He gave the tip of her nose a tiny kiss, making her twitch and giggle in surprise. Even while looking so dangerous, he was still her sweet Steve after all.
“Need you so bad, darling. Can’t wait any longer. Need to be inside you now. Wanna take your virginity right now, fill you with my spend.” Steve whispered as he gently kissed her all over her face.
“O-Okay.” She whispered back, her eyes wide and slightly scared. This would be the first time she ever showed her naked body to another person as an adult. The first time being with her husband. She giggled as Steve moved down to kiss her neck once more.
“Sit up, darling. Let’s get you out of your pretty princess dress. Looked so gorgeous walking down the aisle towards your husband. So perfect.” He mumbled against her throat. She let herself get undressed by her new husband. He gently undid the buttons on the back and pulled down the hidden zipper on her side. Gently he let it slip off her shoulders and pool down on her lap.
She was now naked from the waist up.
She quickly folded her arms over herself to hide her small boobs, but Steve grabbed her arms to prevent her doing so. He raised his own hands up and gently covered both breasts, stroking the nipple slightly with his thumbs. She gasped at the strange sensation.
“Such pretty little breasts, just for me. You don’t have to be embarrassed, doll.” He said when she shyly looked away. “We’ll get them to grow big and plump with milk soon enough. Now, let your husband taste them.” He gently pushed her back down on her back.
The sensation of Steve sucking on her sensitive nipples was intense. She moaned and tried to pull away, but he wouldn’t let her leave. “No, sweetheart, now that I have you, I’m never going to let you go.” He mumbled against her skin, before quickly moving to suck on the other nipple.
While his lips and tongue were busy abusing her nipples and breasts, his big hands had found other things to do. He had easily shifted her dress down her body the rest of the way. She wanted to complain, tell him it wasn’t fair she was the only one almost naked, but she could barely catch her breath, let alone speak.
“I’ll show you so many new things, honey. Make you feel so good. But first I have to take you. Consummate our marriage.” He mumbled almost drunkenly. When he finally peeled away from her breasts, the cold air against her wet skin made her shiver. When she looked down at them, her nipples almost looked inflamed; red and puffy as they were.
Steve pulled his undershirt off in one swift move, making her hum in appreciation. Steve’s body was incredible. Broad and thick in the shoulders, slim and muscled down to his waist. His impressive v-lines leading down his pants made her swallow.
Steve’s eyes were dark, his eyebrows furrowed and his jaw clenched. It almost looked as if he was holding himself back from doing something. When she shifted a bit on the bed, getting uncomfortable with the way he was just staring at her, he got pulled back into action.
He unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down just as quickly. Her heart started beating faster and faster, the realization what she was about to do setting in.
She still can’t quite believe she got married to Steve. The same Steve she had been talking to as a friend, had seen as a mentor, someone who she knew would have her back. Now she was naked, with only her white panties protecting her dignity, in their bed in their bedroom in their home. Steve was about to get her pregnant. What was she doing?
“S-Steve?” She whispered as he let his pants drop, revealing tight, blue boxers. The bulge of his crotch was prominent and impressive.
“Yes?” He said calmly as he also pulled his underwear down, his thick length flopping up to slap against his stomach. His length was already fully hard, red and leaking precum. She had never seen a penis in real life before. She didn’t know they came in such a big size.
“Do– Are we r-really going to have sex now? I’m scared…” She whispered. She wanted to ask him not to do it, to postpone it to when she was sure she was ready. Only, that wasn’t really her choice anymore, was it? She had agreed to let Steve take full control over her life, and had agreed to have kids with him.
He smiled at her as he crawled back onto the bed, straddling her naked legs and putting his big arms on either side of her head. She felt like a trapped animal. Steve looked at her like a man possessed.
“You don’t have to be scared, doll. The first time will hurt a little bit, especially because of my size, but I promise to make you feel good too. Don’t you want to be good for me? For your husband? It’s my right as your husband to take your virginity, honey. I’ve waited so long for you, you have no idea.”
Steve forced her to keep eye contact the entire time he spoke. He began nodding half way through as he spoke, making her respond by nodding along with him. He must be right, she mused. He knew a lot more about marriage than she did, after all.
“I-I do want to be good.” She shyly replied, giving in.
Steve grinned brilliantly, his perfect teeth shining in the dim light of the bedroom. Steve leaned down to kiss her passionately, shifting around slightly so he could lean on only one arm. The other trailed down from her face, to her throat, down the small valley of her breasts. He rubbed over her stomach almost lovingly, before moving down to tug her panties down.
She raised her hips slightly to help him remove them, getting rewarded by hearing Steve groan in appreciation. He was taking full control of the kiss, his tongue invading her completely. He only pulled away momentarily to completely get rid of her panties, before he quickly leaned back down to capture her lips again.
He used his free arm to shift and move her body around, keeping her distracted by kissing her so completely. Before she realized, she had her legs spread wide, her calves hanging over his slim hips.
When she felt something thick and spongy touch her opening, she finally pulled away from the kiss. “Steve.” She shook her head, overwhelmed all over again. Steve shushed her, pulling her back into a kiss to distract her.
The first push of his penis inside her tiny hole hurt a lot. It felt like he was spreading her completely apart, ripping through the sensitive flesh. After the tip, he quickly pushed the rest of his length in. She choked, pulling away from the kiss to throw her head back in a painful groan.
“You’re okay, doing so well for me, so good. I know it hurts, I know. Had to put it all in to get it over with. I’ll wait now, okay? Tell me when to move, alright, doll? You already did the hardest part. So good for me, so sweet.” He reassures her, kissing her over her face and neck while she tries to catch her breath.
After a few long seconds she finally brought herself back to the reality of the situation. She could feel Steve inside of her, feel him completely filling her up. The look on his face was one that was gentle, caring, sweet. Her Steve was back. The one she had a crush on, the one who always reassured her when she came to him with worries. The good man she married, not the dark imposter from earlier that night.
This Steve she could have sex with.
She smiled gently up at him, her eyes still watery from the burning pain coming from her vagina. She raised one hand up to gently stroke over his cheek. He smiled back, kissing the palm of her hand sweetly. She took a deep breath, before nodding, letting him know she was ready.
He leaned down, kissing her one more time, before pulling away. “I’m going to make love to you now, dearest.” He whispered. “Okay.” She replied quietly, putting both her arms up to wrap them around his neck.
When Steve began to move, the burning pain intensified all over again. His thrusts were deep and slow, allowing her to slowly get used to the foreign sensation. Steve kissed her throughout, gently moving their bodies together as well as their tongues. Slowly it even began to feel good.
After a few minutes, Steve sped up to an almost punishing pace. She pulled away from his mouth to gasp and groan loudly, the pleasure from earlier dissipating. “That’s it. So good for me, doll. My perfect little baby mama. Knew you were going to be so sweet for me. Perfect, perfect thing.” He groaned, not caring about her pleasure as he kept thrusting into her.
Eventually, after what felt like an eternity, his hips began to lose their perfect rhythm. His breathing sped up and he leaned his body lower to fully press completely against her. “Gonna cum, gonna fill you up. ‘R you ready? Here it comes, all for you– Oh! OH, FUCK!” His hips stuttered, and he finally stopped moving, pressing his length completely inside of her.
She felt the most strange sensation yet as his cum spurted inside of her, coating her walls. He came for a long time, filling her up almost uncomfortably. The sex had begun to feel good for her when he was gently making love to her, but as soon as his harsh pacing began, all pleasure disappeared. She just let him reach his climax as she laid there.
“So good, sweety. My perfect girl. Did you cum?” He whispered into her ear as he remained lying on top of her. She debated about telling him the truth, but decided she wasn’t really in the mood to find out how he would react.
“Y-Yes.” She whispered back, carding her fingers through his blond, sweaty hair. She could feel him shifting a little before suddenly coming face to face with him again. “Good girl.” He gently pressed his lips against hers.
They remained in that position, Steve slowly softening inside of her while she remained on her back, for a long time. Eventually Steve had to pee, so he put a pillow under her hips to keep her core elevated, before pulling out. With a thick finger he pressed back every drop that dared slip out, before he quickly rushed to the bathroom.
She was left alone on their bed, her womb full of his cum. For some reason, tears began to trickle from her eyes down her face. She quietly let herself cry, not sure what the reason was. This is what she wanted, right? She wanted to marry Steve so she didn’t have to work or go to school. But then why did she have such a bad feeling in her stomach? Like she made the wrong choice?
Steve allowed her to wash up after half an hour, stating that his seed should have traveled deep enough by now. With trembling legs and an aching core, she stumbled towards the bathroom. In the shower, she allowed herself to continue crying. She had stopped earlier when she heard him flushing the toilet, not wanting him to see.
What husband wants to see his wife cry after their first time together? It wasn’t Steve’s fault that her emotions were all over the place. She’ll get over it.
She dried herself up after the shower, even taking the time to blow dry her hair, not liking the sensation of wet hair in bed. Eventually, she had to return to the bedroom. Completely naked, as she had not thought to bring clothes into the bathroom, she slowly made her way back.
“I already changed the sheets, sweety. Come, let's go to sleep.” Steve said in a tired tone of voice. His arms held up one side of the duvet, clearly wanting her to join him. With a nervous sigh she followed his instructions.
Steve immediately pulled her back against his chest, a thick arm slinging over her waist and tightening her even closer to his body. He nuzzled his face into the back of her neck, sighing in happiness. She tried to keep her heartbeat even as much as she could.
“Goodnight, sweetheart. You’ve been a very good girl for your husband. I can’t wait to spend every night together like this. We’ll have you pregnant before you know it.” He mumbled into her hair, pressing a kiss against her head before growing completely relaxed.
It took her a long time to fall asleep, mulling over every decision she had made in life to get to this point. Eventually, she slipped into a dreamless sleep. She could only hope that the scary Steve from before would not make a reappearance.