So a few weeks ago I got a girlfriend, she was my best friend and then we took the relationship to the next step. Now I am regretting becoming her girlfriend because I feel that we were better as friends and that I fuck up too much. Apparently I told one of my friends something about our relationship and he said a little too much about it and now my gf is saying that she doesn’t like not knowing thing especially if their about her but the problem is that I feel that if I say something to my friend and he says that he won’t say anything shouldn’t be an issue, but of course he said something and now my gf is flooding our dms about her trust issues. I don’t want to hurt her and I don’t want to break up with her for that reason but I still feel like I just want to be friends again. I feel like there is better people for both of us and I didn’t have these feelings previously. We got together after we kissed but now I just feel disgust with the kissing, maybe it’s because I’m asexual but I genuinely don’t think that I like her at all but I will feel bad and it would make things awkward if I expressed these feelings to her.