"Hey, I talked to-" , Loki started, but he stopped when he saw tears in Mobius eyes. What happend? Did Loki do something wrong? "Is everything okay?...", Loki asked carefully. Mobius smiled. It was a sarcastic smile. Lokis heart hurt at the sight. "Everything is fine, Loki", Mobius said. His voice was not as usual, it was rougher and more hurtful. Loki looked at him confused. He did not understand what he did wrong. He talked to Sylvie about it. He protected Mobius. He wanted her out of here too. He hated how mean she was to him. He gulped. "Uhm, okay... do you still want pie?" "No Loki, I do not want that stupid pie. Just...just leave it", Mobius snarled before walking away. Loki did not understand it. Why was Mobius so mad? What did he do wrong? "Mobius, wait-", Loki called out while he reached for Mobius, who was walking away. He wasn't listening. Loki felt his heart breaking at the seight. He wanted to fix it, to help Mobius, but he had no idea how. Loki knew he was bad at this. Loving someone...or being loved...it was not in a Lokis nature like it seemed. The last person he loved was Fandral and that ended terribly.
"B-15?", he softly asked. She looked up, looking at Loki. "You don't look okay", she stated. Loki smiled softly. "Did you see Mobius?...He's mad at me and I don't understand why." B-15 looked at him confused and Loki explained what happend. "Well, did you tell Mobius what you said to Sylvie?" Loki shook his head. "You should do that, Loki." "Why?" "Just do it", she said and left with Casey, who just walked past her. What? He watched them walk away. Loki needs to find Mobius and make this right.
"Hey...", Loki carefully said when he found Mobius sitting in the intergeration room. He didn't like this place, it made him feel small and scared, but this was for Mobius. Everything was. When Loki walked up to Mobius, he looked up and then ignored Loki again. Why was he ignoring him? "You know I sided with you earlier, right?..." Mobius let out a huff. "Did you now?" "Yes Mobius, I was trying to-" "Trying to what? Choose her again? Well done, you two fit each other perfectly" What? "I wasn't choosing her. Mobius, I lo-" "Please, do not say you love me, Loki.", Mobius sighed, his voice almost breaking. "But I-" "You don't. You only love yourself...quite literally", Mobius huffed. What was this about? Why did everyone think of him that way? "Can everyone please stop telling me what I want? What I feel? What I am? I love you, Mobius M. Mobius! If you don't love me, fine, hurry and leave me like everyone else did, I don't care, but do not tell me what I feel.", Loki argued, his voice raised. He couldn't breathe. This was soo much. Too much. Did Mobius really not feel the same? Loki read the signs wrong, didn't he? Loki started to panic. "I-", he started, but then turned around leaving Mobius alone. If Mobius called out for him, he didn't hear. As soon as he left the tears fell and his heart clenched. Loki fucked up, again. And this time he fucked up really bad. He should've known.
It was late at night whe he returned to their apartment. He was with OB the rest of the day, trying to help fix the loom. Didn't work. Loki honestly just wanted to lay down and cry. He didn't realise Mobius was still awake, sitting on the couch. Loki gracefully took of hia boots and went to the kitchen, filling a glass of water, down in one go. Whwn he turned around Mobius was sending in front of him. He could easily overpower Mobius, but he didn't.
"Loki", he softly said, reaching out to grab Lokis hand, but he stepped back before Mobius was able to do so. "Listen to me at least, please?" Loki nodded. They sat down on the couch together. Loki on the one end, Mobius on the other. He felt tensed, every muscle in his body was. "Loki, can you explain me what exactly you said to Sylvie?", he soflty asked. Loki nodded and explained it to him, but his voice was very low. He did not want to fight again. "Okay, I understand. Can you listen to me?" Loki nodded and Mobius moved a bit closer, then he carefully reached for Lokis cheek and turned him to face him. Mobius smiled reasuringly. "It's okay. Loki, I was just...I'm scared what's on my timeline, okay? I told you before when Brad hit that nerve...I don’t want to know because what if it's good?" Mobius smile fell a bit. Loki wanted to reasure him, but he didn't know how. "And Sylvie hit that nerve too...and then you went with her and I tought you had chosen her over me, again..." Loki leaned into the touch of Mobius hand, which was still resting on his cheek. He placed his own hand on top of it, holding it there. The touch calmed him.. “Mobius… I would never choose her over you. You´re so important to me. I meant what I said earlier. I love you Mobius M. Mobius.” Mobius smiled softly. “I love you too, Loki. I´m sorry I leashed out like this…I just really don´t want to lose you…” Loki chuckled, leaning closer. “You won´t lose me.” He leaned in, his lips pressing against Mobius lips. It was very soft. Loki smirked when they parted, getting his confidence back. “And just that you know, I want her out of here as much as you want. I don´t even know why she´s here…I just want her to go…she started all of this in the first place”, Loki sighed, pressing his forhead against Mobius. “I´m glad you´re here, Mobius…”, he whispered. Mobius pressed a kiss to his forhead. “I´m glad you are here too…we will figure this out and when the TVA is stable she will go back…” Loki nodded. “Together?” “Together. For all time” “Always.”