Rtc Nischa/Perfectdolls/Spacedolls one shots!!! [On permanent hiatus]

Ocean stared at the screen in shock. Jane Doe was the girl she had planned to ask out. She didn't even recognise Penny. She was horrible to her. Except, when Penny walked through the door, she saw everything go dark as a strong gust of wind hit her face. And she then felt a sharp pain in her stomach. 

She opened her eyes soon after and found a bar slightly going through her stomach. She looked over at Penny, hoping to see her face. 

"Penny?" She whispered before she saw the horrible reality. Penny had no head. 

Ocean screamed as loud as she could, nothing could bring Penny back, she knew that. But she is currently looking at her friend, with not head, keeled over as if she never was alive. She had a life, friends, family, school. And now it's gone. That God damn machine lied. She was supposed to be the only one bought back not the only one dead. 

She felt herself pass out a quick moment later, waking up in the hospital, seeing everyone else there. Except for Penny. She was still in her uniform, a hole was in the front of her pinafore. The lap bar wasn't there but they had to keep the dress on for a few hours as the stitches would stay. 

"Ocean?" Noel asked, the only other one awake in the room. 

"Yeah?"

"Why did you let Jane, wait, Penny go?"

"I felt bad she didn't know who she was, then when I found out. I felt awful"

"Why, wouldn't you want her to live?"

"I felt bad I was Horrible to her. Noel, I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend after we rode the cyclone. Yet, in the afterlife I was so mean. Sure she was creepy but she wasn't mean. And now she's probably still Jane, stuck with that machine and that rat, not knowing who she is. And she never will. Unless us confirming her identity will change anything. Noel, I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend, and I'll never know the answer." Ocean said, tears rolling down her face. 

"I would hug you but I can't walk and I have a broken arm" Noel said, laughing awkwardly. 

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The choir were questioned about Penny. At least this time she wasn't Jane Doe. She was Penny, a person, she existed. 

A funeral was held for her in the town hall. The choir joined over zoom as they were unable to leave the hospital. They watched her casket be bought down, the priest say prayers, other students crying, teachers crying, members of the public crying. 

The choir pushed their beds together and all just sat and cried after the ceremony. They gave her a name. A real identity. A person. They promised to visit as soon as they got out of the hospital. 

Ricky and Mischa left together. They visited the grave together. Leaving flowers and photos. 

Noel left second. He left her a doll, almost identical to the Jane doll. Hoping she was at least Penny in the afterlife. 

Then Constance left, she made cookies. 2 for her, she left two at the grave. She didn't care that they would go mouldy and no one could eat them. The worms must be fed right? 

Ocean left the hospital last. It was almost christmas by now. She walked down the cold Canadian streets. Getting blinded by Christmas light, and deafened by 'All I want for Christmas' every time she walked past a store. She found herself in the graveyard. 

She stared at the grave for a while, not saying anything. Feeling the snowfall all around her. She really shouldn't be out. Who cares at this point? She needed to speak to Penny. 

She moved the snow away and sat down on the floor, before pulling out a piece of paper. The one she was going to use to ask her to be her girlfriend. It had blood on the edges now, the corner had been ripped through, but the handwriting was still legible. 

"Penny, I know you can't hear me, but on the day we died. I was going to ask you to be my girlfriend. I wish to read you the note I wrote. 

'To Penny, 

This is probably something weird to do. If this all goes right, we should be on the Ferris wheel together, holding hands at sunset as I read you this note. Ocean, if you wuss out I'll never forgive myself. 

Penny I love you so much. I love your hair, I love your voice, I love your perfume, I love your personality, I love your everything. You're my everything. You are just overall my favorite person. At night I dream about us, running out of this town together before kissing under moonlight. You probably think I'm so strange for this but you make me feel as if no one else exists. You make me lovesick. I've spaced out so many times in classes. I love you so much. I like you, like really like. 

I hope this doesn't change our friendship at all, you were actually my realisation that I like girls so I hope you like me back. 

Love, 

Ocean"

Ocean finished the note, awaiting a response that would never come. She hoped for some type of freaky miracle, a note in the snow, something appearing on her grave, a ghost, a voice, anything. 

She knew it would never come. The note was now covered in blood and tears, shoving the hand written words in different directions. She saw the cookies Constance left a few weeks before. They didn't look very appetizing now, some animals have obviously gotten to them. She saw the flowers Noel and Ricky had Bought. They were slightly wilted by now, the photos had slightly faded, but you can still see what they are. They were half buried by snow at this point, but you could still see Penny's face, smiling happily over the snow. She saw Noel's doll, she lay on top of the snow, looking almost identical to Jane, it didn't even look scary anyone, just saddening, knowing that is what Penny was littles down to in the afterlife. 

Ocean knew what she should do. She kissed the letter and left it on the base of the grave, in between Constance's cookies and the photos. She sobbed, the tears freezing to her face as she started walking back home. She only wished to see Penny one more time. That would never happen, it was something stupid to want. Something she could never have. 

Penny was supposed to be alive. But she's not. Ocean never got to let Penny know how she felt. And she has to come to terms with the fact she never will.