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You keep me safe
It's been such a bad day for Penny. First she failed a test, then she got detention for no homework, then she got told that she was moving classes away from her friends. She really didn't want to go to choir. She goes to make Ocean happy.
She walked through the choir doors, just to hear the loud bickering of Ocean and Noel. Ricky and Mischa sat on the side, listening to music together as Constance was trying to calm Ocean and Noel down.
"Ocean, just let me have this one solo, please!" Noel begged
"Noel we are 3 days away from competition, we can't just add things in!" Ocean yelled back
"How about you do a solo next time?" Constance added, trying to help, only to get shut down.
Constance gave Penny a look of annoyance, before she herself sat down. Penny looked up at the ceiling, sighing out of annoyance, before sitting down on the bench and reading messages. She was on a brink of crying at this point.
She opened her phone, she was getting spammed by her mom
mom
Mom: Penny what did you do, why do you have a detention.
Mom: answer your phone I don't give a shit that youre in school
Mom: me, dad and ez are going away next week, you aren't coming.
Mom: watch the house.
Mom: you are so dead when you get home.
Mom: Penny
Mom: PENNY LAMB ANSWER YOUR GOD DAMN PHONE
Mom: I'm sick of this, don't bother coming home, I've taken all your stuff.
read: 15:17 pm
Penny read each message. Each one felt like a stab to the heart. Her own mother didn't like her. She couldn't reach out to Ocean this moment as she was still arguing with Noel. She felt herself tear up silently, before she lost control of her breathing, breathing faster and faster before breaths turned into gasps.
She grabbed her water but couldn't drink without choking. She starting uncontrollably crying. Now people were looking at her.
Noel and Ocean were still in argument, but the other three had noticed her panic attack.
Penny felt someone holding her, she found Constance giving her a hug, Penny loved the gesture but couldn't deal with the human contact. She lightly pushed Constance off, feeling slightly bad. Constance gave her a reassuring look.
Mischa couldn't do anything to help, he stood there like a dear in headlights. Trying to remember what Noel told him to do. Mischa then walked up to Penny and tried to get her to copy his breathing, that would be the best option. Penny couldn't do it, she just kept crying and breathing heavily.
Ricky tried to sign but Penny couldn't see his hands through the blurs of tears.
Noel tried the same thing as Mischa, it still wasn't working. By now Ocean had stopped talking and realised what was going on.
Everyone was trying to hug Penny or give her some physical reassurance but nothing was working, as she just kept pushing them off and got more and more annoyed.
Penny looked at Ocean and saw her holding her hand out. Penny pushed everyone off of her and grabbed Ocean's hand as they sped walked down the hallway. Penny trying to wipe her eyes, turning her white sleeves see-through.
They ended up in the bathroom behind the school, that way they knew it would be quiet.
Penny sat on the floor and sobbed as Ocean grabbed a whole roll of toilet paper and handed it to her girlfriend.
Penny was still breathing heavily, it showed no sign of stopping. Penny sat on the floor as Ocean sat on her lap, facing her.
"Hold my hand and go tighter when you feel stressed" Ocean spoke softly.
Penny did so, and practically broke Ocean's hand. Ocean didn't dare to show a sign of pain. She wanted to be strong for Penny.
Ocean had panic attacks before, trying to remember what she did to help her.
"Ok, Penny, sweetheart, breathe with me. In 2-3-4 and out 2-3-4, ok your doing well! Keep doing it with me!" Ocean said, as they breathed in and out over and over again.
Penny regained stability, now she was just crying into this huge wad of tissue that Ocean had handed her.
Ocean kept wiping Penny's tears with her hands too, making sure she stopped any other tears from falling out.
"What happened?" Ocean asked as Penny calmed down
Penny didn't know what to say, so she just showed Ocean her phone. Ocean read every message with a look of disgust on her face.
"I know it's not the best place, but you can stay at mine. I already have most of your stuff and my parents probably won't even know you're there" Ocean reassured.
"You'd do that?" Penny asked, holding Ocean's hand a little less tighter now.
"Of course I would, you're my girlfriend. I would do anything for you!" Ocean said.
Penny just leaned into Ocean's shoulders, hugging Ocean tightly. Planting kisses onto her neck, she could tell Ocean was smiling as they lightly swayed side to side. Time was no longer a concept. It was just them on this old bathroom floor. Ocean hadn't even clocked how unsanitary it was, that how much she cared for Penny.
They got up eventually and got to the choir room. They found Constance leading choir temporarily.
Everyone was making sure Penny was ok, but she just needed to be left alone for a bit. Penny sat out this choir meeting, as everyone else started rehearsing the song.
Noel was still a bit salty he didn't have a solo, but he didn't feel like bringing it up.
Penny blocked both her mom and dad's number. She couldn't block Ezra, he hasn't done anything wrong.
Penny zoned out, forgetting she even had a panic attack. She just looked at Ocean. God does she love that girl. she doesn't care that nobody else sees it. She just likes being happy.