Chapter 14
"but holy shit. What did that guy do to you, that you were ready to kill him?" Anthony asked with a laugh.
"Too many things... He was one of those people that made my life a living hell. He deserved death.." "well, at least you are ambitious." he patted his shoulder. "now come on. we have to clean up this mess." "What's with hurt crew members? dont you care about that?" loki asked in disbeliefe. "Darling, we have a witch on board. She handles it. Dont worry. I wouldnt start a fight, if I werent sure that no one of this crew dies or gets injured." "I.. actually got tought that witches are.. bad creatures.. doing evil things..I didnt knew they could heal.." "Does Wanda seem evil in any way, Loki?" "No. Of course not.. but.. she is a witch.." "Well. It isnt the only thing you got tought wrong. Besides. I think she will have to tell you something you should know about yourself." "What would that be? I think I know myself pretty well.." "You'll be surprised. But.. Lets change the subject. What exactly did your brother do, to make your life a living hell?" Tony asked, going downstairs with Loki to help clean up the mess.
".. He.. betrayed me.." "How?" Loki was silent for a few seconds, but he didnt want to upset the Captain again. ".. He told our father..about my..preferences.." "What happened?" Loki had a flashback to his memories oft that day.
Loki was locked in a cell in the dungeons beneath the castle. He was pacing around in worry. After hours he got brought back up in cuffs and held by two guards. He got lead to the balcony from where executions were watched. Loki was feeling ill. He somehow knew what would await him. he just hoped it wasnt like he tought. But he didnt get that mercy. He was brought to the Balcony railings. The guards held him in place. He already started to tear up. There was the guillotine made ready for an execution. His lips trembled as he saw his Lover being brought into the court. Tears streamed down Loki cheeks. He tried to turn to his, so called, father to beg him to have mercy for the innocent man in the court but his head was forced back. he was forced to watch it all. To watch his Lover get strapped down. To watch how his head got secured in place. Loki cried out to his 'father, sitting behind him "Please! Stop this! He is innocent! He didnt do anything wrong!" "This is his fate for being a sinner. Falling for a prince even. Now his head will fall." "I beg you! Dont do this! I beg you. Anything bt dont do this!" Loki cried. He remained unheard by the man he considered father. "Please! Take me instead! Leave him alone!" Loki got grabed by his hair and forced to watch now. He watched how the blade fell. He screamed for the executioner to stop it. But it was to late. The man he loved was dead. His head was rolling. His blood was not only on the blade and the ground, Loki felt like his Lovers blood was sticking to his hands. Loki collapsed. He sank to his knees crying. He whispered "Please.. then kill me aswell.. I begann the same sin.. please.. I beg you.. kill me aswell..." "Thats nothing I will do.. my son." Those two words felt so wrong and unreal. He didnt consider this man his father anymore. He was nothing but a murderer in his eyes now. "I am not your son!" he yelled, tears streaming down his cheeks. "You are nothing more than a MURDERER!" "Loki. Thats enough." "No! It is not enough! You are a monster! Why did you do this?! He was innocent!" "I will tolerate no man, in love with another man! Consider yourself lucky to have the allowence, the privileges, to live!" "KILL ME THEN! I DONT WANT THOSE PRIVILEGES! YOU ARE A CRUEL MAN! UNCARING FOR OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS!" "get him to the whippings now. " Odin comanded the guards without listening to his 'son'. "give him atleast 200 strikes." The king waved off and loki was lead away. Grieving for his just killed lover.
Loki swallowed down hard. "..They killed him.. my Lover.." Loki blinked away his tears and continued helping with the cleaning. Tony froze in shock. "Your father.. had your Lover.. killed?" "Yes.." ".. but you at least didnt have to watch, right?" "..They forced me to wach it all.." "I-I am so sorry, Loki. I didnt knew-" "please. Dont start.." "Im sorry.."