Blue
Jimin has been miserable after Yoongi handed him the divorce paper.
Jimin knows he won’t let got of his husband no matter what Yoongi does
Jimin might sound desperate but he already made his decision.
He’ll take Yoongi back.
His Yoongi
Jimin has spent countless attempt to make a good relationship again with Yoongi
Like cooking for him everyday even though the younger knows he won’t be coming home or texting him how his day went or how his hearing went. But none of it is working
it’s been 2 days since Yoongi left for his work and still hasn’t comeback, he called his husband’s secretary and she told him that Yoongi has a court hearing today.
Yoongi is the most high demand lawyer all over Korean now, he never lose a case and he’s always been on the right side.
Jimin has been crushing hard for Yoongi ever since he saw him during his Tax remedial law, Yoongi is one of the big shot in the law industry that time and he got invited to be one who inspires students who taking law, that’s where they met. Yoongi didn’t take any interest on Jimin at first but when they met again at club they somehow end up at each other’s throat and to Jimin moaning mess on top of Yoongi. Yoongi.
Yoongi ask Jimin for a date because he doesn’t want one time thing from Jimin
They somehow clicked and give a shot on relationship.
After 3 years of dating Yoongi decided to propose on Jimin.
And after 2 more years they finally got married.
And before their 2nd anniversary Yoongi handed Jimin the divorce paper.
“Jimin why you still holding on to that relationship? You deserve someone better. Stop pushing yourself on that narcissistic lawyer” Taehyung has been reminding him that words for over a month.
When Yoongi started to became cold and handed him the divorce paper he always came running to his best friend.
“You know how Yoongi cared about me, he’s just confused Tae. I’m giving him some time to think” Jimin say while cleaning his desk
One student came running on to him “Jimin Seonseng-nim could you please open my juice box? I couldn’t open it” Jimin take the juice box and opened it carefully and handed it to the students who ran outside after she got her opened juice box
Jimin watched her with a fond in his eyes
“You know Hyung always been wanting a kids, but I told him I wasn’t ready yet” Jimin suddenly feel gloomy because of the memory
“He said he’ll wait till im ready, I want my child to have a great fathers but I know I’m not ready to be a father yet and I might just bring traumas to them” Taehyung look at him with a sad eyes, Taehyung knows Jimin well. They met when they were only 9 years old, Jimin attend on the event with his parents and he met Taehyung who became his best friend.
Taehyung always been there for Jimin even when Jimin run away to Seoul he supported him and never tell any soul about it.
Jimin grow up with a very unhealthy and toxic parenting. His father have some shady business and his mother who never really there emotionally. He grow up taking care of himself
That’s why he’s scared that if he’s became a father he wouldn’t be able to fulfill his duty as a father.
“Jiminie I know you’ll be a very good and caring father when the time comes, everything will be alright Jiminie. You deserve so much” Taehyung smiled “and oh… do you want to eat gimbap with us after work??? It’s my treat” Taehyung offered “I don’t think I’ll be able Tae, Yoongi hyung might come home today. I’m sorry” Taehyung smiled sadly at him
“Jiminie don’t hurt yourself too much okay? We’re always here for you, me and Jungkook. When things are too tough don’t even hesitate to reach on us. I love you Jimin” Taehyung hugged him tight before they bid goodbye to each other
Jimin went home after work and to his surprise Yoongi is there sitting on the kitchen table while doing something on his laptop.
“H-hyung do you….” Yoongi stare at him
“Do y-you want me to cook for you? Sorry I came home kinda late I was really bus-“Yoongi stands up without saying anything and left on the kitchen while Jimin’s standing, left alone and probably speechless.
Yoongi is being rude to him but he thinks it’s okay as long as Yoongi is still with him
There’s a term with people like Jimin
“Martyr”
Jimin just sigh and go to the refrigerator to prepare because even though everything isn’t okay between him and Yoongi, Jimin still has to take care of his husband.
It took almost an hour before he finished what he prepare for Yoongi, just when he’s about to set the table he saw Yoongi coming out of their bedroom, wearing a night out outfit.
“Where are you going hyung?” Jimin ask
“Out” Yoongi simply said with a flat tone
“B-but I cooked for you, can you please eat even a little, you haven’t eaten any home cooked meals for past month I’m starting to get worried about your health please hyu-“ Jimin said, almost like begging
“Did I tell you to cook for me?” Yoongi scoffed
“Jimin look, don’t stoop this so low. Just sign the divorce paper and we’re good, don’t make this hard for the both of us, Jimin” Does Yoongi even know what he’s saying?? Does Yoongi knows he’s breaking Jimin??
Yoongi already stab the younger when he became cold and handed the divorce paper. But now he’s twisting it and making it bleed even more
In the past Jimin always been in the edge, he’s always on the verge of breaking down and giving up his life but there’s always Yoongi who saved him and made Jimin understand that the life is meaningful and worth of fighting for.
Jimin is on the edge again but today there’s something wrong because Yoongi isn’t there to save him.
Yoongi is the one who breaking him.
“I told you I won’t sign it hyung, just tell me what I did wrong please. I’ll make it right, I won’t leave you I’ll never leave you hyung” Jimin can’t hold his tears anymore
“I’ll make you then” Yoongi said before walking towards their door
Yoongi is about to go outside when Jimin hold his wrist trying to stop him from leaving “Hyung don’t go” Jimin is begging his husband “Hyung please” Jimin look him in the eyes but he see nothing. Just a two pairs of bored eyes looking at him Just a pair of two eyes that can’t wait to get Jimin out of their sight.
Before Jimin can say anything else Yoongi harshly removed Jimin hand on his wrist and walk out of their home.
This isn’t supposed to be like this.
Now Jimin is left sobbing loudly with a broken heart alone on their home where they used to share their warmth and undying love.
When will Jimin learn to let go of something??
When will Jimin can finally let his Yoongi go???