Chapter 1
“Hey wade!” The hyperactive teenage hero calls out from the hallway. Her hello kitty slippers can be heard squeaking as she runs out into the x mansion kitchen. Wade is like a father figure to yukio and a true friend , but maybe the girl can give him some advice this time. He can't necessarily go to cable for advice, he would most definitely get punched across the room.
“Hello yukio.” Wade opens the fridge and grabs an orange juice, opening it and sits at the table with her. The hello is a bit weaker than normal, like he’s upset. He can’t be upset, he’s saved the world and his other best friend Logan is staying in his dimension. That’s the thing, he wants more from Logan. He loves him and he doesn’t know what to do.
“What is the matter, Wade? You seem upset.” Yukio picks up her coffee cup and takes a sip. It hurts the girl to see her best best friend like this. Whoever hurt this mans feelings will feel the young heroes wrath.
“I am Yukio. Did you and Negasonic start off as friends?” He sighs, heart heavy with love for the Wolverine. He feels like a high schooler with a crush, if the crush made his cock insanely hard whenever they did absolutely anything.
“Negasonic teenage warhead was my absolute best friend before we got together and before I met you,” she smiles into her cup, coming to a realization, “Wait Wade Wilson are you in love with Logan?”
“Phh no, he's not one of the prettiest men I've ever seen that actually cares about me now and oh my god I'm in love with Logan ain't I?”
Wade's mouth was agape with surprise, negasonic teenage warhead walked by, closing the merc’s mouth.
“Wait, how do you know? Can you read minds too, oh my goodness please don't tell Professor X he's getting acne on the top of his head.” just like him to joke in a situation like this. He's screwed monumentally.
“Dude you're not subtle.” The teenage warhead says, sitting in yukios lap. Maybe going to cable for love advice would have been a better idea. “Hes practically the only thing you talk about besides mary puppins.”
Logan’s suit is so awesome.
I saw Logan heal a stab wound within seconds.
Do you think Logan shaves with the claws, I do.
So yeah, maybe he does talk about the Wolverine a little too much, but the man is beautiful. And they have so much in common. They both can heal themselves, have excellent taste in schrawma- they're both beautiful too so its perfect. If Logan feels the same way.
“Does he?” Wade looks at the couple who look back him in confusion, Yukio asking Negasonic to get her another cup of coffee. She pours the coffee and sits back down.
“Does he what exactly?” negasonic sarcastically cocks an eyebrow at wade, earning a smack in the arm by Yukio. “Oh does he feel the same way? How the hell are we supposed to know. The man isn't exactly the most open book.”
He doesn't need to be. They know everything about one another, both past and present. They know everything about one another, both past and present -
Fuck. Fuck.
“Shit guys not to talk and run, I gotta go. I gotta go get my man!” he leaves the x mansion and books it back to his apartment.
He gets back to his apartment in what feels like record time. He calls out for blind Al, her not answering back, him relieved he gets the apartment to himself for a bit.
Alone except for Logan lying on the couch, newspaper in one hand and a bottle of whisky in the other. There is an unreadable look on his face. Although he knows everything about the man, he can't tell what it is he's feeling until the man finally speaks up.
“Hows Yukio?” his growl is low and broken, almost close to tears. “She give you some good advice on how to deal with your feelings for me? How you love me?”
Shitfuckdamnitfuck! Wade thinks to himself. Way to go, Wade. So like you to ruin the only bit of good you have in this entire goddamn timeline because of your stupid feelings.
“Oh my goodness Logan I'm sorry you had to hear that. I don't have to act on it I swear, if you don't want to be around me anymore I get it. I'll miss you, though.” He starts to cry, not noticing the wolverine get up and walk over to him, boots deafeningly loud against the wood floor. That look on his face is readable now, it's a tinge of hunger with an overwhelming amount of love.
“God, Wade! I'm not gonna leave—the only time I'm going anywhere darlin’,” Logan croons deeply, eyes locked on wade, “ my sweet sweet thing, is if your going with me,” the look on his face is serious now like he doesn't know what to do with himself if this happened to be some sick joke, “but ill tell you right the fuck now that you better not be fucking jokin’ about loving me. If this is one of your gags and you don't want me like I want you I swear to god I'll keep ending my own fuckin’ life everyday until its done once and for all. Listen when I say this: I love you, Wade Wilson. So much it kills me. You know what, I need to shut up, fuck it-”
He kisses Wade, holding each side of his face and grasping like a dying man. Its chaste, his lips warm. The kiss gets deeper, both of them unable to pull away, the wolverine lifting Wade up and pressing him against the wall.
“Please for the love of whatever fuckin’ god is listenin’ don't let this be a joke,” Logan says through a growl, willing to not go back on the promise to kill and kill and kill himself until he's gone for good if this is a joke, he pulls the mercenary back to kiss him like a man drowning and wades lips were the oxygen. They pull apart, both panting. “Wade Wilson i swear if you're fuckin’ with me ill blow my brains out on your doorstep everyday until I have no brains left.”
“Save your bullets, wolvie. I ain't joking,” he says through a moan he didn't know he was holding. “You are the one thing I don't fucking joke about, and I joke about a lot.” they gaze into each others eyes for what feels like forever, Logan presses his soft lips against wades forehead and lingers there, loving the warmth against his lips.
“Can I sleep with you tonight?” Logan asks. Its not a request for sex, its simply a request to have wade close, to bask in the love he hasn't felt for forever. Wade nods hurried and Logan plants another soft kiss to his lips.
They take their battle-scared bones to bed that night, Logan having changed into pajamas provided by Logan. His fluffy, Wolverine eared hair slightly curly- he looks beautiful. He gets in bed and snuggles up next to wade, wrapping an arm around him.
“Im serious when I say I love you, Logan. I've never been this serious about anything.” he means it. He has saved the world with this man and fell for him in the process, “Brain matter is insanely hard to get off of these walls, trust me I would know.”
Logans breaking a record here. Normally he'd take whoever he was with at the time to bed and fuck their brains out, but right now that doesn't feel right. As Wade falls asleep in his arms he realizes he needs to take his time with this, they both do. They can't fuck it up. Its life or deaths.