
Chapter 3
Everything is fine
Something I try to tell myself constantly but I don't feel it yet.
Mobius is constantly fretting, verity is concerned despite her stoic deamnor, OB and ceasey are off in their world with Victor's help and sylvie…… she getting what she wants, I try to be nice and Include her whenever she wants to be involved.
She deserves to die, you spent centuries trying to fix her mistake, all because she didn't want to listen to you. Kill her, kill her, kill her before she does it again.
YOU should've tried harder
Thoughts like that constantly go around and around in my mind and seeing Victor on my supposed bad days, makes it worse.
i know Mobius is rightly worried about me but this is something that will make him keep his eyes on me constantly and coming to me at every setback I have.
Spending centuries, fixing the temperal loom which turned to be another one of his tricks and then spending another decade, figuring out a way to erase the fail-safe without triggering it, killing sylvie and stopping the goddamn timeslipping, without food or sleep is a HUGESetback. I'm such an idiot.
Can't trust Victor to be alone in this place because he has his body, face and the worst part is hearing his voice, all I can see is him.
Sylvie, she didn't listen to me even though I should've tried harder, but I didn't, she killed him and it all went to hell, I don't want her anywhere near the tva, I want her to leave, she's done enough, she's not a victim anymore then they are, i understand that she's had it harder than anyoneand that she wanted to be free. But now I care about my friends more, she doesn't have a right to scold me about how bad the tva can be from her experiences, when she was the one who started all of this and I had to fix it over and over again. I was tired, on the verge of insanity and my body was constantly in pain. Is that what she felt?
I don't know which one is worse, running from hunters alone,your whole life or watching your friends die over and over again for years, I'm a terrible person for even comparing our experiences.
I'm sorry, Mobius, but I'm afraid that this will all go away even if I let my guard down for a bit.
I need coffee or hard liquor