Family is complicated
Love is a dangerous being created by some lonesome creatures, my mother rules over all beginnings and endings. As her daughter, I didn't awaken this until after my beloved father decided he needed a weapon to make the once hideout of the treasonous selfish beings the rulers of the realms.
When usage was gone after I found my light in the darkness, he decided to end me and claim I had become too bloodthirsty, and I was especially when your newborn is ripped from you. I made many mistakes among them having chosen the only Jotun without a backbone to defend my son. Laufey left him in a temple next to the heart of the realm, and of course, my father not only took the casket but also my son.
Hide him from me made me believe he was reborn into the cycle lost in the universe as someone else's child, he and his wife claimed to have loved my child but they called him the God of Lies and his whole life was a lie. A sorcerer needs a strong self-identity to not lose themselves and his wife knew this and still lied, he was mocked for being himself, and when Thanos got ahold of him Asgard was nowhere to be found. Even after death, my father assured that the all-force would blind me in anger he hoped I slay my child knowing just how dearly my child loved Thor his older brother.
Even Thanos knew this and was going to kill Thor but Loki, placed himself in the slot, giving Thor three hints, the first he needed to create Stormbreaker said to bring the sun, second Thanos was weak beneath his chin struck the neck, lastly Thanos is not a god as such the infinity stones won't grant his wish unless he becomes a god in title. Loki didn't come back to life because he was consumed by Thanos meaning when Thor killed Thanos he also killed Loki leaving his body emptied to float forever stuck in limbo.
When Thanos said he knew of Stark, he had been seeing Loki's memories he knew Thor would go for the heart he always did. He wanted to torment Loki in knowing Thor wouldn't save him, because our father and Thor's mother never taught him anything but lies to spin the tale of Asgard being great.
The realms are in lost without Asgard and New Asgard has a drunk to lead them and a reforming drunk guiding the other one. A manmade Berserker acts as a medic but their emotions cloud them.
Then there are the eternals doing absolutely nothing but waiting for their fruit to be ripe for picking, a true god is awakened when their blood changes from red or golden to silver or in my case as Goddess of Death black.
Writing in this stupid journal because a mortal medic said is healthy is something my dear old father would despise, all the reason I continue with this. Agatha continues to believe she is a detective investigating the death of Wanda who has been blipped. I find it so difficult to believe Wanda best Agatha, yet Wanda is a being of chaos like Loki, Agatha has yet to awaken her true potential thanks to her mother.
Stark and his wife have a daughter in true I filled the emptied body with the soul of Leah, and they named her Morgan Howard, I shouldn't judge just last week at a cafe a girl's name was Latrine, after asking the person behind me why the disgusted face turns out the poor girl was named after the restroom.
That ends tonight's writing I shall meet Agatha and eat pizza becoming a true Midgardian eating away my sorrows, gosh I'm truly related to the overwater oaf.