Thor
Brother, I know I have never told you this in the past centuries, but I love you and if I ever told you otherwise, do not believe in those words because I was probably blinded by emotions at that moment and I was not telling the truth.
I wish you could believe me for once in our lives when I tell you that I love you and I want you to remember it, that is why I am writing it instead of telling you face to face. What is written, you will be able to reread it, but what is said, you will not be able to hear it once again. I want you to keep this letter and save it somewhere, even if you do not look at it ever.
I love you and neither anyone nor anything will make me change my mind. I am truly sorry if I ever hurt you, it has never been my intention. I apologize for all the times I pushed you away or snapped at you, for being such a terrible sibling and a shame, for not being strong for you when you needed it or wanted me to be. I should have always tried harder, but I can’t change the past.
Now I am leaving you and our family in peace, so I need you to do the same. Leave me in the past and continue with your glorious life, you deserve much better things than anything I could have given you.
I love you and I am terribly sorry for what I am going to do. So please, forgive me for this and I will not care if you do not for the other things.