The Aftermath
God, feel really bad right now. My whole body feels dizzy and my reaction time increased by so much I could get out moved by a sloth. But the worst of it all was the constant urge to vomit. I dragged myself to the bathroom after I told Kiba I needed pee really hard. It felt like it took me hours to get there, because of the lack of control over my movement, even though it only was a matter of a couple of minutes.
After I arrived at my what It felled like 'final destination', I fell down to my knees waiting to unload all the content of my stomach into the toilet in front of me. Soon I noticed someone came into the room behind me, but I was to weak to turn around and see who it was, but I heard Kiba's voice ask me how I felled. I wanted to tell him that I was fine, but I only manged to get out a 'hmm' with so less elan that nobody would be surprised that Kiba wouldn't buy it.
Then suddenly it overcame me and I just managed to hit the bowl just in time to not redecorate the room in a matter of seconds. I lost control over myself by the sudden shook that went through my body and was about to fall over to my side, but Kiba grabbed my chest and supported me. It felt kind of good, but pretty much anything would feel good in my current situation right? A couple of minutes later my stomach was as empty as it could be and started feeling a little better again. Still not able to use my voice in full extend I thanked Kiba for holding me the whole time.
We went back to the main area, where most of the other guys were at the party, yet this time we didn't drink any more of the bad stuff. We sat down on a couch and Kiba started talking to some of the guys. I wasn't yet able to say anything myself, because I still had problems listening to the other guys' conversations. I started feeling a little bit tired and leaned back into the pillows of the couch, but had problems to sit without falling to either side. After trying to stop it for some time I just gave in and let myself lean to the right where Kiba was sitting, since I didn't think he would have a problem with that. Much to my suprise he actually pushed me up again kind of hectic. I fell over to the other side, wondering why he just acted so weird just now. He held me earlier and also he never really had problems with body contact when we were at home, yet right now he seems to dislike it so much. But I didn't gave it much more thought, because I was just to exhausted to do so.
I opened my eyes opened my eyes again and saw we were pretty much alone now. I must've fallen asleep for a couple of hours. Judging by the clock on the wall it must have been about two hours, but only could guess because I don't really know what time it was when I doze off. Shikamaru was already cleaning up some of the biggest mess and Kiba and few others were helping him. Good to see the both had overcome their cold start. I watched them for a couple of minutes before I tried to get up and walk over to them. To my suprise it worked better then expected. Really slow but it worked. It was Shikamaru who noticed first: “Hey Naruto, are you feeling better?”, he asked with a smirk “Kiba told me what happened and we decided to let you sleep” “Well, thanks I guess” Now it was Kiba's turn to ask: “How are you?” “Definitely better then before but still pretty horrible to be honest” “Ok better then nothing right? Wanna go home soon? We're pretty much finished here” “Yeah sure, I can't wait to get in my bed”.
We said goodbye to the rest of the guys and made us on our way home. I was still walking all over the place and Kiba helped me every now and then to not fall down. The way back from the party took us nearly double the time, but we eventually got to my flat.
“Can I stay at your place for tonight?”, he asked me “I don't really wanna come home drunk like this”. To me he didn't even look that drunk, but I wasn't really in the state to argue with him and I didn't mind his company. “Sure, but you will have to sleep in my bed though, because I don't have any other space, but it's big enough for both of us” “Ok, as long as you don't have any problems with it” “It's fine”.
So we went up to my flat and I gave him a blanket. I was about to search for a pajama for him, when he said: “It's fine I'm used to sleep in my boxers, if it's ok for you, also you don't need to wash the pajama” “No problem”. I got my pajama from the bathroom and lied down in the far side of the bed towards the wall, while Kiba plugged in his phone and wrote a short message to his mother, so she wouldn't be worried the next morning. Then lifted up the Shirt I gave him earlier and I noticed he was actually pretty fit. How doesn't he have a girlfriend I asked myself again, quiet though this time. After he got rid of his shorts as well he lied down next to me. We had a short talk about the party but said goodnight pretty soon, because we were both pretty tired and fell asleep pretty much instantly after.
It was about half past 5 when I woke up because I was really thirsty. I jumped out of the bottom side of the bed making my way to the kitchen to get a bottle of water which I almost completely emptied directly. I filled it up under the tap again and went back to my room and placed the bottle on the windows ledge next to the bed so I wouldn't have to get up again. I noticed Kiba moved to the middle of the bed, leaving me little space, but I was to tired to care and made the best out of the space I had left. I was about to fall asleep again, when I noticed him coming even closer and moving his leg and arm over me like he wanted to cuddle. “Kiba?” I whispered, but no reaction. Well I guess he's a pretty active sleeper. Even tho I was a little surprised at first, but I got used to it pretty soon and even started to kind of like it. I never really had the feeling of somebody close and even tho he was a guy as well I didn't feel too bad.
We woke again around 12:00 clock the next day. “Wanna have breakfast” I asked him. Just nodding he put his blanket aside and stood up to put his clothes on. 'Damm... He's got a morning wood and it's pretty big' I noticed, because there was quite the bulge in in his boxes. He tried to hide it, but it was pretty obvious. I made sure not to stare at it like I did last time at his place to not get any weird questions again. I kind of wondered what it looked like underneath and much to my suprise the thought did turn me kind of on. What was going on??
Kiba excused himself and went to the bathroom. I took the opportunity to change into my normal clothes and made sure my erection couldn't be seen. After I reassured myself everything was hidden I went to the kitchen. Kiba was there not much later. “What do you wanna have?”, I asked him “I've only get cereals here, but there's a bakery just on the other side of the street”. “It's fine, I'll just take some cereals”. I got some bowls and the cereals from the cupboard, while Kiba went and got the milk from the fridge. My kitchen table was pretty small, just big enough for the two of us. I thought about how close he was to me tonight and suddenly wanted to sit right next to him again and have him hold me.
While we ate we talked a bit about school and the party yesterday. About half an hour later Kiba left and I was home alone again. The rest of the day nothing exciting did happen. I just took a bath to relax a bit and watched some TV. In evening when I went back to bed I noticed something odd. I felled really empty inside. A strange feeling that I never really had this bad. Just like when you get disappointed by friends, but way worse. What was going on? Did I really miss him lying next to me right now? I never had feelings like this for any girl. I mean sure I was attracted to them but no further than a sexual level. This was different. I had feelings way deeper for him. I just wanted to be near him all the time. Does that mean I’m gay? But I can’t be, right? I don’t want to be. Also Kiba wasn't gay right? I mean he even pushed me away yesterday after I leaned on him as if he found it disgusting.