This is my first work
‘rule number one, never fall inlove with eachother’ Audrey giggles as we all link arms with her in the middle. We all knew who she was referring to. She looked at Julie and looked at me with raised eyebrows
Audrey and Julie were my first best friends we met on the first day of year 7, ever since then, we were inseparable.
Julie was perfect. Ever since I had first met her, I thought she was perfect. Her curly hair, to her magnifying glasses, I wish she could see herself the way I see her,
I love you Julie. But your not mine
We barged into the auditorium, still as crowded as ever, weaving through the people and the chairs as we spot our friend group.
Tulip.
Julie’s ‘wife’.
You know how you don’t call people your ‘best friends’ but like your girlfriend or wife? It’s like that but in a friend way. A few weeks earlier, Julie had broken up with me, we had been like friend dating, I know she meant it in a friend way but that hurt. Was it a real break up?
’JULIE!’ Tulip called over screams and shrieks she never really acknowledges me unless I’m a last resort but that’s okay.
we have many people in our friend group (like 15 of us) so we sit in a big circle. First was Audrey next to Julie , and Julie next to tulip. I sat opposite them with my phone in my bag, checking for teachers occasionally.
i hated Tulip. She struggles with mental health so if I dislike her I just feel guilty and I struggle too but if I talk to people about it, I feel I’m just selfish and I just don’t like talking to people about it so nobody really knows how I feel. If they paid attention to me the would know.
I start tearing up because I love Julie . But she’s not mine and I could never have her.
The girl next to me, mikayla , she’s nice and we’re friends but not as good as Audrey and Julie. She turns to me because still over the bellowing noise, she can hear my sniffles. She asks if I’m okay and gives me a hug. Julie doesn’t ask if I’m okay she just looked up at me. I wipe my eyes because not any amount of my tears should be wasted on Tulip or even Julie.
We finished school and I’m on the train with headphones on , scrolling through Julie’s reposts
all beautiful things start with T
i flutter through the slides. Trees, trams and some other weird stuff till I stop on the last slide
that girl who begins with T ♥️
Julie always told me she was straight when I sent her videos about holding hands and stuff but scrolling through her reposts.. I t Hiii no otherwise.