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Dream
Mito pov
I opened my eyes to familiar, but faded out place, i wasn't there for so long, that i for a moment didn't know where exactly i was, however familiar gate stood in front of me, the family crest was on the gates, for a moment it looked bloody, but when I blinked again it was just red paint. I wondered if this was my memory form my youth. I did have lots of bad ones here. But which one was it exactly. Was it before or after the incident. As I was poundering about that, gates had opened and my body moved on it own as I didn't have any control of it, for a second a child and mother had crossed my vision, then i had noticed that someone was pushing me forwards, it was my sister and brother, oh.
A second passed, until I realized this was a memory before the incident. I never really remembered how my brother and sister looked like. I though how old was i , I couldn't be older than 4. My sister and brother were pushing me forward as they didn't know what i was so scared, because they were treated normally, while I the last born child wasn't. I remembered immediately, this day was day before the accident. A major family fight would happen and my father and mother would pack things for a day travel to cool things down. But before they got to leave. I was dragged by my grandmother to separate room, to be punished for being born. For swearing to revenge in my previous lifes. However i never had know that reason until later on, i thought that i deserved it. Mito felt pain just remembering how that hurt. I couldn't believe now how everyone was actually foolish.
Suddenly the scene changed, I was in car quiet, only I and her father were awake, since it was dark and they were traveling back from picking, I couldn't sleep as nightmares would chase me all night. In a moment a flash was all I could see, a flash of truck going in opposite direction. And before she could realize the crash had happened. I was crushed in between everyone else, as i was seated in middle, I couldn't do anything. Even if they didn't die immediately I was too little to actually help, she was panicking, if only that man who had driven the truck was alive then, someone else also could survive, what was worse i knew how close they all were to their home, however it was dark and nobody would usually drive at this late hour. I watched the breath out their last breath.
The scene did not change, as every second I was there felt like torture. Until suddenly I found a whole and i managed to get myself out, I walked to home to say what happened to grandpa and grandma. I was bloody, my body had so much red that she didn't even look like human, so i didn't blame when my grandparents reacted with screaming, but before she could start explaining she was called demon child, i cried as i said :" they are close, please help them."
However i already knew that it was done. I didn't really remember or i didn't realize that so many people were standing around them, when she lived through it, but now she could clearly see that there was huge crowd. Probably because I was yelling for someone to help.
A scene changed again, this time I was at hospital, i was getting patched from accident however the nurses weren't allowed to do everything that they wanted as grandparents said that only things that were life threatening could be treated, as they explained that others things our household has pride in and that they wanted to obey traditions. Which was lie, they wanted me to suffer. I looked at nurses face, and immediately saw it, she also knew, she knew, but thye never did anything. I hate those people the most, those sinners that keep quiet while watching others get hurt. Those cowards.
Then suddenly a scene changed, i felt older, the body i looked into mirror was older, clean and thin, my pale skin a show that i didn't like to go outside, underneath my long sleeves there were many scars, that weren't done by me, i never had that kind of courage, they had done everything on me. They had blamed me fpr everything that had happened, and i could not even walk out form massion without getting stared at, with being cursed out, so i stayed in, i studied, i lnew that was only way i could get out this hell. I passed everything with flying grades, i was 15 and was ready too move out of the house, i got some money from my parents insurance, so i wasn't completely broke, but i knew that it wouldn't be enough, so i had enough to pay rent to room in a city that i wanted to go to high school. I didn't even tell my grandfathers that i was moving out, as he no longer cared for what i did, when gradma died, he stopped injuries, i was thankful that he didn't throw me out.
The next scene changed i was in front of my class it was first day of school, i was there early as everyone else was. I didn't want to stand out so i was in usual clothing, however i never thought that the rumors would follow me here, i could hear them clearly talking about me, i didn't believe it, so i immediately went into the classroom and sat next to a quiet girl, she was rather pretty and seemed nice, however i knew that looks weren't everything. I thought that like everyone else she also knew about those rumors so when she said hi, i was surprised, i completely missed her name. Until she repeated :" hi, are you ok."
I didn't know how to answer that question, nobody asked for years. Nobody asked if it pained me, if i was ok, if i needed help. I realized that i was quiet for too long so i answered with obvious fake happy voice, even i knew that it sounded bad:" of course."
The girl nodded :" if you say so." before the conversation could continue a scene changed again, this time i was surrounded by other boys who liked to bully me. They were saying :" so if i hit you, what would you do, call your mommy. Oh i geuss yoi don't have one. Demon child. "
Then i would feel pain from thier hits, but that pain was nothing compared to those words, they would cut deep into my soul, those woulds would heal, but what about the wounds on my soul they would bleed without break.
The scenes kept changing, torment was always there. Even though i was foolish and didn't know what broken truly meant, i was really broken, those that bullied me, sometimes had a look on their faces, a look of pity, however they weren't feeling pity for me, they pitied that i didn't die, at sense they were doing same thing as i did, however i didn't took things in mine hands, i never tried finishing myself. Maybe i should have done that. But back then i had hope, that everything eventually would get sorted that everything would suddenly be fine, after i grow up. That my problems would suddenly dissappear, i was foolish, i knew everything and at same time didn't know anything.
Izuna pov.
I felt my eyes open, however the first thimg i saw i immediately realized that this wasn't my present, was this memory of my past, or was it a dream, a look to the right answered it, it was definitely a dream, i saw my mother next to house waiting for me, i was small in reflection, however i could see my new eyes in the reflection, as my eye color didn't match, i immediately knew that this was something that that freak had done, i looked at my mother to see that she had a worried look on her face, she usually didn't have those. Those were only when she was thinking about moving again, i as a child would travel i would spend a lot of time traveling. We would live in smaller places for few months and in bigger for a year. That was the case until i reached 15. However now i was maybe 5. I can't really tell, these eyes make me look older. A noise caught my attention and i looked at where it was coming from, then i saw him, he looked like a rabbit, so these were my dreams and memories of past. How nostalgic. He never noticed me, as he looked frightened and cute at same time, his brother and sister were pushing him cutly on the grass. I at that moment didn't know what was happening, and why rabbit was behaving like that, however i remembered that moment as something precious.
The scene had changed to night after that, i was woken by yelling, someone was yelling at dark, sounding like they were dying. My mother didn't want to take me with her, so she went to check what was happening herself, however i couldn't stayed put, i wnated to know what was happening. I sneaked on the balcony, only to see something horrible, the boy that looked like a rabbit was all bloody and his clothes were ruined, i couldn't see from where i was standing more, but the parts of his skine that were visible looked bruised. I wanted to knowwhat was happening, but i could barely hear what was happening. Only something like demon child. The rabbit feel down unconscious. Later that night i learned that he had car accident and that everyone else died. My mother said to stay away from him, as he might be a demon, i didn't know what that meant, but i knew that from my moms look she was thinking of leaving even more now.
The scene changed, i was fifteen and it was first day of school, i had grown a lot, i didn't really felt like i was overly happy as i didn't have much friends but other than that i was fine. I wasn't very sociable, as i knew that i would move every few months so it didn't have sense making friends. I did try, but i would fail more oftenly then not. But this time was different as i have chosen this city to live in and go to both middle school and college here. I was very nervous this day, i went super early to school as i was overly excited.
I came so early that nobody was really there, i decided to sit down and read something fun. While i was reading i could hear that everyone else was slowly gathering around, however little people did come in the classroom, they came in said hi, left their stuff and went to explore the school. Many seats were occupied with stuff but not the seat next to me. I could hear a lot of people start to speaking in hushed voice when i walked to throw something in garbage, a word caught my attention, a demon child. I heard the rumors of demon child everywhere I went, i knew what that meant, after all i remembered that one time when my mother said to stay away form demon.
I quickly sat down at my seat and watched a young boy eneter in classroom, he looked like all his dreams had been sunken like Titanic. For a second i thought he wasn't feeling well as he almost fell, he sat next to me, or eyes met for a second, i felt awkward, he didn't say anything, not even hi, it would be rude if i stood up and changed seats. Besides i wanted to see if he was really that dangerous, so i said :" hi, my name is…." i left it hanging to see what his reaction was, the pure shock on his face shocked me. What he didn't expect me to speak to him, i wanted to hear him say something so i asked him :"hi, are you feeling ok."
The pause was long one, and i wasn't even expecting answers after a full minute had passed, when he put the most obvious fake smile and used voice that didn't suit him at all :" of course."
At that moment i realized something, he was just a harmless rabbit, he couldn't hurt anyone, he couldn't even hid anything. He was cute and vulnerable, it was obvious. However i knew that was just my first thoughts, and before i could aks another question, our classmates had entered the room in great hurry as teachers were getting near our classroom. I could see that rabbit, whose name i still didn't know was in his thoughts.
A scene change again, this time it was after school time and i was going home. I was just passing by area where i could hear voices, i heard those words so mich these days that it could not think or give them any meaning, as it was always used, however i should really know what was happening. But since i didn't have friends, i never knew how friends would spend time, at that time i though rabbit has friends, i never thought that they were bullying him.
3.pov
Mito woke up from this dream, she was sweaty, her bed was wet from sweat and her tears, she however didn't know what to do, she really didn't want to process what she dreamed about. She immediately went to change her sheets on her bed ahe opened the window to make the room feel less stuffed, the cold air that had entered the room calmed her down, she thought for a second what else she could do, and then she realized she reaked from the sweat. She quickly went to shower and when she was in there showerin as she didn't want to think while she was in shower she went to ask Isobu what was her plan for day, as Isobu would follow her routine because he was sometimes board. He reminded her that she had to stop exposing of engagement documents. And Mito was thankful for that information. As she then started to think how she should do that, while she knew that letting problems just lay around her isn't good, she didn't want to deal with this one yet. She went to get dressed.
Izuna waked up laying on a cold floor, he immediately realized that he wasn't alone, but before he could say anything, Black Zetsu spoke :" Did you like my gift."
Izuna spoke for the first time to Black Zetsu :" it was quite nostalgic, i must say."
Black Zetsu laughed :" oh so I guessed right, you and Mito were connected somehow, i really had troubles with summoning you here."
Izuna was puzzled, for few seconds :" so the rabbit goes by Mito now."
Black Zetsu nodded :" well o don't know what was her name before, but i know her new name. I geuss that means she used a different name before no wonder i couldn't find anything about her. However both you and her have special feeling to your soul. "
Izuna didn't asnwerd to that, he was jsut listening and wondering what could this mean, he was pretty sure that he entered a different universe, but how, it was obvious to this thing in front of him, why, he didn't know. Why was rabbit here he also didn't know. However he knew that the thing in front of him probably didn't know much either as it assumed that rabbit was living in this world before.
Black Zetsu spoke :" however from a summoning scroll that i used, it only means that you were dead previously and i used some of Mitos blood to make the seal bring your soul into the body I created. So i only assumed that you were connected, probably like yin and yang. So what was your relationship. "
Izuna answer :" it doesn't matter to you. And with this seal on my heart it can't matter to me either right. "
Black Zetsu smirked :" hoho, so you were listening to me, how nice, i thought that you were slow one but you were just giving me attitude, hoho. Yes that is true, wait don't tell me you cared about her, that is great, she probably cared about you too, so since she is a sensor she could probably feel you and she will panic on your first meting, but you don't need to worry you aren't ready to meet her yet, you need to train for years to catch up to her. "