Confession
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I remember how it happened. All those years ago. I remember how happy i was. I was in the academy. I was the best in the academy. I was happy. I remember a the trouble maker Naruto, i knew of how my parents disliked him. I knew of how he had no one. But i did not care. I was happy. I was a child. I did not know the truth, in all of it's plain harsh glory. But i found out. Oh yes, i made it my reason of living. To find out. That night. The night Itachi told me, the way the village looked upon the uchiha, that way of the uchiha, to live in a half life. To love or hate. My life was first full of love, then as all things must wither and die, so too did my child like heart, and my life became full of hatred. I hear the voices in my head all the time now. I know of naruto's secret. How it was his fault. I know How the wretched village that proclaims love and openness and honesty is nothing more than a sham for those are to weak minded to know any better. Like leading pig to the slaughter house. And finally when they know and they begin to scream, its to late. And then they are sliced and cut and wrapped and frozen then cooke and eaten by a family who doesn't care. Yes. Konoha is much like this. Everyday i go. I train, and grow stronger. The day will come when i avenge that which must be avenged.
I am older now. I have joined team 7. Naruto and sakura are the names of my teammates. I get the pink haired weak minded pig, and blonde fox, whose cunning fools nearly all those who meet it. He pretend to be and idiot but i know, he pretend to be clueless but i know, he pretends to be kind, But I Know! He is a masked demon.
Years have passed. Its time for my leave. I have gained all that i can from the empty places of the village. Yet he stops me. Naruto Uzumaki. He cannot hear them. The voices which are screaming in my head. Him a demon which knows nothing of human nature, i am monster who must live alone, he and i are alike in many ways. I come so close. But i can't. As much as he and i are different we are alike. But there is a thing he can never understand. The feeling of knowing, of being, everything, then the feeling of being nothing. Empty. So quick like a flash light. Let people hate me. Let them call me what they will. It shows how people will never understand. I am a monster.
I am not human. I know that know. The voice told me so the moment i took Itachi's life. The light fading from his eyes. I cover my face with a mask. A face which masks the pain, and pain of a heart. A heart, no one knows. The voices grow louder still. Screaming. They blame him. The one who cause me so much agony. It hurts. I cant help but fall. Why must it be that i kill him? Make it the hokage! The village! The smallest infant! I even killed my brother, yet, why must it be that they endlessly scream his name? Naruto Uzumaki. I am not sure of the meaning of being in love. I only know that which i remember from when i was young. Which is not much. Most has been consumed, the voices coating it in a thick blackness till i can no longer tell what lies underneath. They blame you. You are Kyuubi. You are the monster which, if had not come, my family would not have been blamed, my brother would not have had to kill my parents,and would not have had to cry, because he disobeyed his orders to save me. If kyuubi had not come, i would have my family, i would have my brother, and i would have been happy. I was happy with you. I know, that i would be even happier if could have stayed. I know this to be a fact. Because despite the voices screaming for your blood, the hatred if feel for kyuubi, you made me smile, you made me feel happy. Loved. You tied up my broken mind, if only for a while.
While i was a part of team 7, i protected you, like on out first mission. The one where you saved the soul of Zabuza. When i thought of you dead. And when you came for me, to try and rescue me from myself. From the hated and the voices of my family which never seem to fade.
The day when i supposed to kill you. At the valley of the end. Where madara and the first hokage faced each other. I looked into your eyes. And i saw that you still wished to protect me. I hope you can. Please. Save me from myself. I am so lost. I know we shall face each other again. For we are so alike. And we so different.
You shall be the sun. And i, the moon. Naruto. I know now. What my parents felt before they died. What my brother felt before i killed him. Naruto Uzumaki.
Do you remember. That day in they academy. When i felt your lips connect to mine. I felt strange. I did not know them what it was. I know now. It was love. The feeling of not being judged. With you, i was not, "the last uchiha" or "the second son" or the "strongest genin" with you. I was Sasuke. So naruto. Before you kill me. Before you save me, and end the voices which have resided in my head and have coated my heart, Naruto, i just wanted you to know.
I love you.