Tobi-mama / part 1/?
When Kobayashi was born she knows she had a life before this, a more complicated life.
And also in the past, she was a he.
She remembers her past life as Senju Tobirama, second son of Senju Batsuma, she remembers everything. And she remembers the feelings too.
She had no problem for her what she is now. She’s a woman, and she identified herself as a she, she’s Kobayashi who just had a shitty past life.
But she didn’t grow up as a normal woman, because she still remembers her life as a man.
Looking at the mirror sometimes brings feelings from her past life. She doesn’t have the snowy hair she’s famous for before, she now has a pale red color for her hair, but her eyes sometimes shine in the same vermillion shade even though her eyes now is hazel.
She doesn’t like wearing dresses and girly clothes because she remembers the comfort of wearing practical clothes.
She wears pants and shirts and shoes and doesn’t care what people are saying.
They say she should let her hair grow, that she would look prettier if her hair is a little bit longer, but something about having long hair bothered her, she knows people from her past that have long hair.
But she didn’t chop it off like before, she keeps it on a shoulder length.
As she was growing up she chose to distance herself from anyone, even her own parents.
She didn’t want to be close to them in fear of them breaking her heart if she didn’t do what they want, good thing her parents are busy working. Busy that they can’t go to school festival but not that busy to neglect her.
She knows it’s unfair for her new parents, especially since they are good people. But she can still feel her heartbreak from before so she didn't let anyone in.
She has hobbies that she never thought she would have. She likes reading manga, particularly maid themed manga. She also likes going to saunas, bathhouses and of course drinking.
She wanted a simple life this time so she didn’t show her abilities, she could be a doctor or a professor, but she wants to distance herself from her past life as much as possible, so she took Computer Science as a course and took an IT job for an accounting firm. She took a second course seeing that she’s also taking accounting seriously.
The job at the firm is not as serious as running a village with the constant war on its gates, but every month-end she’s seriously thinking of committing murder; her boss is a pain in the ass, always pointing finger but not actually helping.
Really how hard is it to manage a company of 100 employees? Maybe she can tutor him on how not to power trip.
So at the very end of the stressful month-end, she drinks and lets herself go, and on that very same day she met a dragon named Tohru, and her life never becomes simple again.
So in this new life, she met dragons who can transform into humans, families that are into witchcraft that summons other dragons and child dragons that consider her as a mother.
She became a known human in the dragon community together with her co-worker Takiya that becomes her best friend. She was able to impress two dragon kings and life goes on.
Tohru, Kanna-chan, and all of the dragons knows that she can remember her past life and they helped her move-on. Sometimes they try to play but her body is not that strong as her past life, her back always hurt for too much work.
She should’ve known something fucked up will happen.
On a peaceful day in June, she started throwing up. She’s always tired and has massive mood swings.
The dragons suddenly became protective of her especially Fafnir to the point of sometimes sleeping in their apartment.
And the reason is that she’s pregnant!
And the reason as to how that happened is because Kanna-chan wants a sibling. She can’t understand at first because she didn’t have any sex with anyone.
Apparently dragons can be pregnant by themselves because their magic allowed it.
The thing is she’s not a dragon, but the magic wish made by Kanna was so powerful that even she a normal human being got pregnant.
“Are you angry at me mama?” Kanna asked her one evening with eyes red with crying and body trembling from so much sadness she can’t stay angry at Kanna.
She kneeled in from of Kanna and hugged the child and tuck the stray hair in her ears “I’m not, I’m just surprised.”
Kanna has stopped crying when she asks “What did you wish Kanna-chan that I got pregnant?”
“I wished that you will see how great of a mother you are."
Some days have passed and normality has come back after the weirdly solo-pregnancy issue, she’s still pregnant, but life is doing great when Kobayashi’s hair started going white, and not white that old people have, it’s snowy white, her hair when she was Tobirama.
Quetzalcoatl the older and wiser of the dragons have told her that something might happen and she needs to ready for whatever is it. And that she needs to protect the babe no matter what.
She’s due on January and it seems like most of the dragons are becoming more protective of her.
New year celebration is near and they planned to have a celebration near the temple, like the one they had before.
This time Kobayashi is wearing a kimono made for woman who is pregnant in the shade of light pink. Her hair was now completely white.
Old feelings are coming back so she just didn’t look at the mirror anymore.
She teaches the Japanese term for mama to Kanna and now she’s regretting it cause Kanna seems to always call her and Kanna-chan is always near her and whenever she can, she holds Kobayashi’s hand.
Everything was going normal at the celebration when some portal appeared sucking her and Kanna, she heard Tohru’s scream then they were on the other side.
When she opened her eyes panics sets in. Kanna’s shouts made her spring up despite her pregnant belly and ran towards where Kanna is.
She found Kanna a few steps away from her and when Kanna saw her dash towards her.
She finally observed the as to where they were and something dreadful settles in her stomach.
She’s in the Nara forest, near the border of the Uchiha Clan.
She knows and hated this place.
“Kanna-chan, can you portal us back?”
“I can’t, I still don’t have enough okasan.”
“Can you generate enough mana tonight?” She tried so hard not to feel fear so that she won’t scare Kanna.
“I can okasan, but I need the whole night, there’s not enough electricity around. Why are you scared okasan?” Kanna asked while tilting her head.
“I don’t like this world, Kanna-chan.” She answers grabbing Kanna’s hands and walks, trying to look for a safe place.
“We are in your old world then?”
She looked at Kanna and nodded “yes.”
“I’ll protect you okasan.”
“I have no doubt about that Kanna-chan.”
The problem is that she might remember how to fight but she can’t fight. She remember how to be the greatest sensor but now she’s just a normal human with no ability to fight back. And she’s pregnant.
Then they heard a rustling near them.
“You are gone for nine months Senju, your whole clan’s a mess. Your brother’s so distraught he almost killed my brother every time we met on the field. Who would have thought I would find you here, in the Uchiha’s territory. Tobirama”
Kobayashi faced the direction as to where Izuna’s voice is coming.
The man appeared looking the same all those years ago, here, alive. Like nothing has happened.
Kobayashi puts Kanna behind her. “I don’t know any Tobirama, my name is Kobayash-” but she never finished because Izuna laughed.
“You would think I wouldn’t recognize your chakra Senju?”
Then when Izuna spotted Kanna “Who is that? And why are you wearing a kimono for pregnant- and and why do you look like a girl?!”
Izuna continued his shouted and Kanna giggled “Okasan he looks like a monkey!”
She really hates teaching Kanna traditional terms.
“Oka-Okasan?! You’re a girl? Wait are you pregnant?” Izuna is still screaming
“Yes, can you please lower your voice?” She asks feeling something’s not right.
She then felt extreme pain, then a gush of water pouring out of her.
“Okasan!” Kanna hurriedly tried to help her as Kobayashi almost faint.
She felt hands supporting her and Izuna’s voice “Wait, are you going to give birth now?!”
But she can’t answer as she felt pain and she screamed, then she blackout.
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Madara is getting agitated, Hashirama’s brother has ran away and hasn’t come back for 9 months and it makes the Senju more problematic in the battlefield. Hashirama is attacking him and is becoming ruthless.
While patrolling the borders with his brother they felt a familiar chakra.
“That’s Tobirama.” Izuna shouted as he ran away even before Madara could stop his brother.
There is something wrong with the Senju’s chakra, something warmer than his usual cold one.
He then followed his brother when he heard Izuna’s shouts of panic.
He then showed up as to where his brother is and found Izuna with a child with white hair who is crying and a woman who could’ve looked like Tobirama if he’s a woman. And the said woman is pregnant.
His thoughts were halted by Izuna’s scream. “Aniki what are you doing! Help me Tobirama’s giving birth.”
Madara knows his brother is a joker but this one takes the toll. “What do you mean Tobirama’s pregnant?! Senju’s a man!”
“Well he’s- I mean she’s not! Feel her chakra!”
Madara did and it almost made him jump when it confirms that it is Tobirama.
“Stop daydreaming Aniki and help me!”
He then moved and carried Tobirama’s body and ran. Izuna carried the distraught child whose screaming ‘okasan’ towards Tobirama.
And that made him think. Is that the reason why Tobirama ran away? Because he- she’s pregnant? And does Hashirama knows his brother is a she?