Playing Pretend
Normal P.O.V.
“1, 2, 3, 4!” The DJ shouted over the roar of the club’s crowd. However, a lone, heartbroken soul decided to drown himself in hard liquor at the bar.
“Another one, please.” A blond-haired man with spiked locks asked as he rested his head on the bar top.
“I think you should slow down, dude.” Answered the tall red-haired barkeep.
“No offense, but I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough.” The blond man glared.
“Look dude, I can tell you’re going through some real shit if you have to go through three jacks and coke in thirty minutes. But if you don’t slow down, we’ll be kicking you out of her within the next hour. So how about I give you some water and food to help before giving you another one? This one will be on me.”
A skeptical blond eyebrow raised at the barkeep. “Why are you being so nice?”
“Simple. I can tell the look of heartbreak a mile away. I see it just about every night, and I’ve worn it a few times myself. Call me the Fairy Godfather of Heartbreak.” The red-haired man smirked before disappearing into the kitchen. After a few moments, he came back to the bar and gave him a glass of water. “There, I ordered you a bacon cheeseburger with fries. It should be out in a little bit. Now start sipping on this water.”
“Bacon cheeseburger, eh?” The blond smiled as he happily took the water and drank. “How’d you know if I couldn’t eat pork or any of that shit?”
“Then you wouldn’t be sitting at the bar on a Tuesday night and crying into your third jack and coke.”
“Hn. Fair.” The blond chuckled. “What’s your name anyway?”
“Well, if you read the nametag, you’ll find it says Yahiko. And yours?”
“Naruto. Uzumaki Naruto.” The blond answered as they shook hands.
“Alright, Naruto, why dontchya tell your Fairy Godfather what brought you to me tonight.”
The blond watched as the red-haired bartender leaned over to hear his tale of woe. Deciding that he had nothing to lose, Naruto Uzumaki drowned the rest of his water, asked for a refill, and began his tale. “Alright, but it ain’t easy. It really fuckin’ sucks.”
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Flashback
“Fuck that was good,” Naruto said as he and his lover, Sai, finished making love for the second time in the afternoon.
The scene was pretty simple, Naruto and Sai had been together for about two and a half years. They said they loved each other, and possibly made plans to be together. To Naruto, Sai was his everything. Naruto Uzumaki had been in foster care since he was an infant, never knowing what happened to his biological parents. Since he wasn’t adopted, Naruto juggled between various foster homes, and even abused in a few of them. Luckily, he was mostly placed with a stable couple who couldn’t have children. Unfortunately, they weren’t the most understanding. And, unfortunately for him, Naruto went through his first sexuality experiences early.
When he was about fourteen to fifteen years old, Naruto found himself attracted to both the male and female sex. Having grown up in a religious, homophobic household sent him spiraling down a path of resistance, confusion, and lies. The first year, he did everything he could to resist the temptation of the male sex, but one drunken night at a high school party and a make out session with a local boy only solidified his realization. At first, he accepted that he was bi-curious, and would not go further than make out sessions with random guys he knew. But the more he dove headfirst into that world, the more he realized that it was more than curiosity he wanted. And, at the age of sixteen, Naruto finally lost his virginity twice to both sexes. But it was the one he had with his than best friend, and a few unsuccessful dates and sexual encounters with girls, that made Naruto Uzumaki realize that he was anything but straight. But he couldn’t tell anyone and forced himself to live in secret. That didn’t last long.
Just before his eighteenth birthday, Naruto came out as gay to his religious, prejudiced foster parents. Sure, they were religious and homophobic, but they had always supported him and showed him love. In fact, they told him that when he turned eighteen, they would officially adopt him. They disciplined him with care, and practically handed him the world on a silver platter. To them, there was nothing that Naruto could make them stop loving him, except come out as gay. After he came out, he got into a huge fight with his foster father, packed a bag, and left their house without ever looking back.
Eventually, with the help of some friends and their parents, the 6’0 muscular sunshine-filled man graduated with his GED and associate degree. He even got himself a job as an STNA. Even though ha made a life for himself, he had his trials and tribulations too. Luckily, he had the love and support of some friends and their families. But he was missing something important to him, someone to call his own. That’s about the time Sai entered his life.
Yes, the slim, gothic twenty-one-year-old boy with pale skin and dark brown eyes caught his attention during a college party. After a few strong drinks and beer pong, Naruto woke up next to his angel in his bed. Well, a few more dates, nights of sober and drunken sex, and time spent together had the poor blond head over heels for the gothic man. In fact, he was too in love.
Most of his friends tried telling Naruto that he shouldn’t give all of himself to Sai. They called Sai a snake, cheater, not good enough, and everything under the sun. But Naruto was having none of it. He cussed and fought tooth and nail to get his friend to be ok with his decision, completely blinded to the truth. In fact, he practically cut his friends off because they wouldn’t accept them. Little did he know that this decision would cost him more than he could afford.
Lately, Naruto noticed a few… discrepancies that didn’t sit too well with him. For example, whenever they brought up Sai’s family, the guy would just blow it off or find every excuse why Naruto couldn’t meet them. At first, Naruto just blew it off and convinced himself that Sai’s family was like his foster parents. But when he overheard Sai talking to his parents, his name was mentioned.
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Flashback Interrupted
“Wait a damn minute. Do you mean to tell me that his dude told his parents about you, but you’ve never met them? What the fuck?”
“Don’t worry, the story doesn’t get better. I finished my food, so you can pour me a jack and coke, and I’ll finish the story.” Yahiko did as he was told, took the food away, and poured the fourth glass of jack and coke for his patron. “Thanks. Alright, so~”
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Flashback Continued
When Naruto questioned Sai about his parents knowing about him, Sai again blow him off. Frustrated by this, the men argued and ended up breaking up for about a month. It left Naruto distraught and in a bad mindset. But it also gave him some clarity. Some being a gracious term.
During their split up, since he did not date other guys, he had time to think over his relationship with Sai. What else was he hiding? Was he hiding him? Them? Were his friends, right? Was Sai just as bad as they said? Did he throw away everything for nothing? The lies, Sai’s nonchalant behaviors about serious situations for them, the times Sai said he loved him did not feel real after a while when he hid his phone and everything in between. For that entire month, Naruto felt as if he was losing his mind, and decided to drown his sorrows in hard liquor again. Unfortunately for him, Sai came crawling back. Actually, that’s not right.
One night, while Naruto sat at home, in his underwear, and drank himself to sleep, Sai’s name appeared on his cellphone. Without a clear reason, Naruto allowed his ex over to his apartment. That night, they fought until Naruto cried. Sai held him and gave fake apologies. Naruto accepted and gave his own terms and boundaries. And all was right in Naruto’s world again as he fucked his once-again boyfriend into his mattress all night. That was about three months ago. But let’s skip ahead to what happened earlier this afternoon.
After Naruto came into the condom for the second time, he laid next to his lover with a light heart.
“Did I ever tell you how much I love you?” Naruto smiled brightly as he pulled Sai’s back against his chest.
“Only twenty times today. Now let me go. I have to meet my parents for dinner.” Sai said as he tried to climb out of his lover’s strong arms.
“Aw come on. Why don’t you skip that and stay here with me? I’ll make it worth your while.” He purred in Sai’s ear, making the smaller male shiver.
“You know I wish I called, but you know how my parents are.”
“Yeah. I actually kind of regret meeting them. I don’t really like the way they looked at me when we I came over to your house a couple of weeks ago.”
“They take some time to get used to. Don’t mind them. Now, I really have to go.” Sai said as he finally climbed out of Naruto’s arms.
The blond stood up, threw on a pair of boxers, disposed of the used condoms, and sat on the bed while his lover got dressed. Of course, he enjoyed the view. After Sai got dressed, Naruto stood up and pulled Sai into him with a kiss.
“Call me later?”
“Tell you what, if you’re good, I’ll do more than just call you tonight.” Sai teased with a smirk.
“Now that sounds fun. But hey, before you go. I have something to give you. Wait here.” With a confused look on his face, Sai watched as Naruto went to his dresser drawer and pulled out a little black box with a ribbon on it. “This is for you.”
“What is it?” Sai asked as he examined the box.
“Shut up and open it.” Naruto chuckled proudly with his arms crossed.
With nothing else, Sai shrugged his shoulders and opened the box and gasped when he saw a small diamond ring inside.
“Naruto…”
“I know. I know. It’s really small, but it’s all I can afford right now. But don’t worry, I’m going to pull extra shifts at the home to get you a nicer one. I just hope this is enough for you.” Naruto said as he came close and kissed Sai.
“I… don’t know what to say…”
“Just say yes. Say yes to marrying me and make me the happiest man on Earth.”
With dark brown eyes, Sai looked into Naruto’s bright, happy ocean blue eyes with an unreadable expression and answered with a plain, “No.”
“No? What do you mean no? Is it the ring? Is it too soon? Do you want to wait a little longer? What about~”
“Naruto. Stop.” The pale-skinned man commanded as he stared at his lover and handed the ring back. “I was saying no to never. I will never marry you. I can’t marry you.”
“I don’t get it. What do you mean you can’t ever marry me.”
“That’s right, you don’t get it, and that’s your problem. I though you understood that this wasn’t supposed to be anything serious. Don’t get me wrong, it’s really fun and you’re the best lover I’ve ever had. But we, this,” he gestured between them, “could never be what you want it to be.”
“But… I thought you loved me. Or was that a lie?” Naruto asked, his voice breaking as he held the ring tightly in his hands.
“I have love for you. I care about you, but I can’t be what you want me to be. And no offense, I can’t be called a freak like you.”
“What the fuck do you mean by that?!” Naruto all but shouted as he tried to hold back his tears.
“Exactly like I said. You’re a freak. I mean look at you. You’re a tall, handsome, somewhat accomplished man, despite your past. But because of your sexuality you were thrown out of your foster parents’ house and are constantly discriminated against. How many times did I sit here and bandaged you after a fight with some straight guys? Why would you choose to live your life like that? Don’t you want to be happy?”
“I am happy! I don’t care what others say about me, and I damn sure don’t care about any fights I get into! And why?! Because I have you! You were everything to me. Hell, I even gave up on my friends because they couldn’t accept us being together!”
“That’s terrible, but do you see my point? They obviously couldn’t accept you as being gay.”
“No Sai. They accepted me just fine. It’s you they couldn’t accept. Every one of them tried to tell me that you were this horrible person, and that you weren’t good enough for me. Stupid me told them to fuck off and chose you instead!” Naruto screamed as he grabbed his hair, and let the tears fall down his face.
Sai didn’t say anything for a while as he stood there and watched Naruto crumble on the floor. Finally, after a while, he handed the other man a tissue. “I can see you’re upset. Here, why don’t you clean up and take some time. I’ll give you some space and call you later tonight. I’ll still do that thing for you if you want.”
“Don’t bother. Just get the fuck out and lose my number. I don’t want shit to do with you after you walk out that door, got it.” Naruto glared with his tears and clenched fists and teeth. The tension in the room made it impossible to breathe. With nothing else to say, Sai turned around and made his way to the front door. But before he reached Naruto’s threshold, he heard, “Oh and Sai. If I ever see your face again, I’ll beat it into the side of a building to the point your parents won’t recognize you.”
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“Damn, dude. You said that?” Naruto nodded as he took another sip. “Then what happened?”
“He left and I didn’t stop him. After that, I don’t remember too much other than screaming and throwing the ring against the wall. And somehow, I ended up here with you as my Fairy Godfather/ bartender.”
“Well, I hope you meant every word of that. Creeps like that don’t deserve anything outside of being fucked with something hard and sand papery.”
“Classic.” Naruto chuckled as he finished his glass. “Well, that’s my story. Told ya it really fuckin sucked.”
“Yeah, but usually breaks do, trust me. I feel for ya, bro. But know that you have a seat at my bar. Here, next one’s on me. It’ll probably be your last when all of it hits ya,” Yahiko smirked as he gave Naruto his fifth drink of the night.
For the next hour, the two sat and talked over the loud music, and in between Yahiko serving other guests. But then it got late. About ten something that evening or something like that. Naruto wasn’t sure. His vision started to double, and his speech slurred. Maybe he should have listened to his Fairy Godfather’s warning. Well, now was as good as time as any. But just as he was about to ask for his bill, someone caught his eye. A slender, strong pale skinned beauty with dark hair and onyx eyes sat in the seat beside him.
“What can I get you, sir?” Yahiko asked the newcomer.
“Bloody Mary and keep them coming. And don’t call me boss. If you must call me anything, call me Sasuke.” The stranger groaned as he slapped a fifty onto the bar top.
“You got it, Sasuke.” Yahiko smiled as he picked up the money and made the drink.
While his drink was being made, something tall, tan, and handsome caught Sasuke’s attention. And not in the best way either.
“Unless you want to lose all of your teeth, I suggest you stop staring at me.” Onyx eyes glared into crystal blue.
“Oh, um. Sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
“Hn.” Sasuke grunted as he received his drink.
Naruto on the other hand did his best not to stare again. But man was this guy hot. Hotter than Sai, that’s for sure. Suddenly, a napkin with a message written on it was passed in front of him. Both Naruto and Yahiko shared various looks and hints back and furth until Yahiko got frustrated enough to shove the note into Naruto’s hand.
As discreetly as he could, Naruto opened and read the note with his back against the bar.
“You should talk to him.”
“What?! Why?” Naruto whispered after he whipped around with panicked eyes.
“Because you could use a pick me up.”
“You’ve been giving me pick me ups.” Naruto’s eyes bulged with further panic.
“Well, you need one that’s not a drink. You could use another guy.”
“Are you crazy?! I don’t know him. And I don’t even know if he’s gay!”
“Trust me. I know he is. And besides, you should have all the liquid courage needed to hit on him. Now, hurry up before he leaves.” Yahiko sighed as he pretended to clean a glass cup. “Another one, boss?”
“I said keep em coming, didn’t I?” Sasuke glared as he passed his empty glass to the bartender.
“GO FOR IT!” The red-haired man practically yelled before leaving to make the next drink.
Maybe Yahiko was right. Sure, he just broke up with Sai earlier that day. And sure, he was possibly very drunk at the moment, and will probably make a fool of himself. But what else does he have to lose? It’s not like he needs to be faithful to anyone anymore. And if anything, maybe he could pretend it was someone else? Either way, Naruto knew what he needed to do.
With a huge gulp of his jack and coke, Naruto damned near chocked himself red, gaining the attention of both Sasuke and Yahiko. Both men watched in confusion as the blond chocked and pounded on his chest until tears leaked from his eyes and his face turned red.
“Hey.” Naruto finally said, trying to be as smooth as possible. It did not work.
Yahiko face palmed while Sasuke just stared at him with a mix of confusion and horror on his face.
“Hi?”
“How are you?” Naruto continued as he tried to reach for his drink without looking at it. Again, another failed attempt at flirting.
“Jesus, make it stop.” Yahiko facepalmed again.
“Are you an idiot or something?” Sasuke asked.
“No. I, um, saw that you may not be having the best night. Need a friend?” Naruto tried to smile.
“Fuck no. The last thing I need is some random idiot trying to hit on me at a sleazy bar.”
“Sleazy bar?1 Sir, I take great offense to that comment. This is THE BEST sleazy bar in town. And it shall be recognized as such.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” The dark-haired man said as he turned to a dramatic Yahiko.
“What I’m talking about is that this bar is one of the best bars to be in, especially right now. I have two lonely souls looking for redemption, and I am here to deliver that unto thee.” Now it was Naruto’s turn to facepalm while Sasuke continued with his horror and confused look. “For instance, take this poor soul here.”
“Gods, please don’t.” Naruto panicked as Yahiko came over and practically yanked him across the bar.
“This very attractive young man just told me the worst tale of his own heartbreak. It was so bad; it almost brought a grown man to tears.” He said as he faked cried while clutching his bar towel.
“Ha, ha. Don’t listen to him. I think he’s been here a little too long and taking sips from my drinks. He’s crazy.” Naruto awkwardly laughed.
“Oh, but it’s true. And, if you ask me, I think he might need a friend more than you do. After all, what’s there to lose? It’s not like either of you are currently in a relationship.”
“And what makes you say that?” Sasuke glared as he leaned back and folded his arms.
“Because hun. If you were, you wouldn’t be in my bar on a Tuesday night drinking Bloody Mary’s. Now, play nice you two.” Yahiko sang as he left the two of them alone.
The air around them was somewhat tense and awkward, even with the loud music playing in the background. Sasuke paid no mind to the atmosphere as he continued to finish his second Bloody Mary. Naruto, on the other hand fidgeted as he played with his glass. Luckily, he finally worked up the courage to speak.
“Ha, ha. That’s one crazy dude, right?” When Sasuke didn’t say anything, Naruto continued. “Ya know, he’s right. I did just get my heartbroken, by someone who I thought wanted me and who I was going to marry. But… well… as you can see, I’m here.” Naruto looked over to see that Sasuke was focused as he slowly slipped his drink. Deciding that his night was done here, Naruto downed the rest of his drink, stood up, and left money for his tab. “Well, I hope whatever you’re going through will heal itself. “Oh, and by the way. I’m not sure if you’ll find this endearing or not, but if you were gay, I’d go out with you. You’re a pretty attractive dude, and whoever dumped you missed out on a good thing.”
The blond sighed as he turned his back and shoved his hands in his pockets. Tonight, turned out to be pretty fucking shitty.
“How many drinks have you had?” Sasuke suddenly asked, causing Naruto to turn around.
“Huh?”
“I said, how many drinks have you had?” Sasuke asked as he stared deep into confused crystal blues.
“Like five jacks and cokes. I’m not gonna lie, I’m pretty fucking drunk.”
“Why don’t you stay and sober up while I drink.” Sasuke said as he gestured to the seat next to him.
Surprised, Naruto did as he was told and immediately sat down with a smile. For the rest of the night, both Naruto and Sasuke talked and drank about different things and situations. Yahiko made sure to serve them a combination of watered-down drinks and water. It was just enough to keep them comfortable and relaxed. Soon, they were comfortable enough with each other to touch each other’s legs and shoulders while talking and laughing.
“Dude, I know you’re fuckin’ lying.” Naruto slurred with one hand holding his drink and the other on Sasuke’s shoulder.
“It’s true. I usually don’t come out to bars, but tonight was a shitshow.” Sasuke slurred as he played with the rest of his Bloody Mary.
“So, it’s over, huh?”
“Yeah. It’s whatever though. Sakura ended up cheating on me. She way more pissed than I thought she’d be.”
“Wait a minute. How could she be pissed when she’s the one who cheated?” Naruto asked.
“She said it was because I didn’t pay her enough attention. But I guess it didn’t matter because the relationship was falling apart anyway. She was my friend growing up, and I always knew that she had a thing for me since we were kids. And for a long time, I struggled with my sexuality. I tried being with girls, but there was no spark. Finally, I broke down and gave it one last college try with Sakura. We were together for about a year before I realized that it would never work, and that guys were more my thing. But she seemed so happy, and I still wanted to be her friend. It sucked that I stayed with her when I knew it wasn’t right. But both our families liked that we were together. In fact, I think they were secretly planning our wedding. I swear I never meant to hurt her, but it was too late. I felt trapped. But when she cheated, I felt… relieved. She gave me a way out, even though I had to listen to her scream at me for over an hour. That’s how I ended up here.”
“Damn. That sucks man. Did you tell your folks?” Naruto asked.
“Yeah, I did. They weren’t too happy?”
“Because Sakura and you broke up?”
“That, and now knowing that I’m full-on gay.”
At Sasuke’s comment, Naruto spit out his drink across the bar, earning a glare from Yahiko.
“Wait, you told your family that you were gay?! How did they react.”
“Yeah. My father is angry, but he’ll get over it. My, mother mostly complained about not getting grandchildren from me. And my older bother laughed and said he knew the whole time. In fact, his exact words were that I was so far in the closet I was hidden with the Christmas presents.” Both laughed.
“I’m sorry, but that’s funny as fuck.”
“It wasn’t at the time.” Sasuke chuckled as he put his now emptied glass down.
“Last call you, jokers.” Yahiko warned.
“It seems we’ve both had a hard night. Too bad we can’t pretend that today didn’t happen.” Sasuke sighed as he rested his head on his folded arms.
“Why can’t we?” Naruto asked, gaining Sasuke’s attention. “Listen Sasuke, you’re right about us having shitty days. And, although I had an awesome night talking to you and getting ridiculously drunk, I don’t think I want it to end. I mean, you already know I find you attractive. I’m not sure what you think of me, but maybe we can get out of here and help each other forget for the night. I know a nice hotel down the street we can kick it and chill if you want.”
Sasuke stared at him for a bit before sitting up and laughing, ignoring the slight headache from the alcohol.
“Fuck it, let’s go.” The smile on both wore bright smiles as he leaned on the other as they walked out of the bar. But, before they left, Naruto turned around and whispered a “thank you” to Yahiko. “Yeah know, Naruto, was it? I just realized another reason things wouldn’t work out between Sakura and me.”
“Oh yeah? Why is that?”
“Sakura was shorter than me and used to dye her hair pink. But I’m more into tall blonds.”
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It didn’t take long for the two of them to get a room at the nearby hotel. At that point, both were slap-happy drunk and were falling all over the place. But somehow, with the support of each other, they made it to their room much more effort than necessary.
“Here we are!” Naruto sang as he pushed the door opened and fell onto the couch.
“Not bad. I’ve been in worse.” Sasuke said as he looked around before plopping down onto the bed.
“Oh yeah? Care to share?”
“Maybe later.” Sasuke smiled as he shook his head. “So, what now? You got my up here. What’s your next plan?”
“I don’t know. Honestly, I didn’t think I’d get this far.” Naruto chuckled as he stared at Sasuke from across the room.
“Hn. I can think of a few things. Do you have protection?” Naruto nodded. “Then come here.”
With as much strength as he could muster, Naruto managed to stand up and cross the room with dizzy steps. But when he was close enough, he fell onto his knees between Sasuke’s legs. Taking control of the situation, Sasuke leaned over, grabbed Naruto’s stubbled chin, and pressed a sloppy kiss onto full tan lips. The action surprised Naruto, but he quickly responded and grabbed the front of Sasuke’s shirt to pull him closer. Soon Naruto opened his mouth and tried to force his tongue down Sasuke’s throat, which the dark-hair man would happily allow. Their rough, sloppy kiss continued for a few more moments before they pulled part. Shallow, alcoholic breathes ghosted over their lips and they gazed into the other’s hazy vision.
“I’ve been wanting to do that all night.” Naruto panted.
“Then don’t stop.” Sasuke encouraged.
Using that as permission, Naruto pulled back to remove his shirt, revealing a nice six-pack and toned arms. Sasuke subconsciously licked his lips as he sat up and removed his own shirt. Both took a minute to admire the other’s half-naked bodies before they continued to undress down to their boxers. Sasuke scooted back to towards the headboard with Naruto clumsily following on top of him.
When they got towards the headboard, Naruto attacked Sasuke’s lips again. Much like the first one, this kiss was sloppy and rough. Teeth clashed against each other before their tongues wrestled with the other. However, Naruto wanted to take it a step further. He teased Sasuke by moving to his pale neck and leaving hickeys in his wake. With each hickey Naruto left, Sasuke moved grinned their hips together, buried his hands into thick, spiked blond locks, and moan loudly. Loving every minute and sound his partner made, Naruto continued downward until he reached Sasuke’s nipples. Using his lips, fingers, tongue and teeth, Naruto teased, sucked, and played with each nub until they were erect.
“Fuck.” Sasuke moaned as he felt every sensation course through his skin.
“You liked that?”
“Yeah.” Sasuke whispered as he looked Naruto in the eyes.
“Good, because I’m not done yet.” He smirked before he moved to the navy-blue boxer briefs.
With one hand, a large, tanned hand pulled them down enough to free the erect member. It was incredibly hard, reddish, and veiny. A playful pink tongue came out to lick full tan lips before going to work. A hiss could be heard from pale lips as his member was grabbed at the base. But a burst of pleasure came when long tan fingers opened to hold the sides of Sasuke’s member as Naruto took a long lick from the base to the tip. And when the tongue reached the top, it curled around and wrapped itself around the erect member while his hot mouth descended to the base. And for Sasuke, it was almost enough to make him cum at that moment.
Sure, he had sex with girls before. And sure, some of them did a great job, but none of them could deep throat him in one gulp like that/ It was almost a talent that seemed unreal. Unfortunately, it wasn’t enough for Naruto. He wanted to make Sasuke scream and suffer before the night was over. He continued to bob his head up and down, making sure to go further down each time to deep throat the dark-haired man again, and again. Deep, throaty moans filled the room as Sasuke tried to hold back from the assault. But it was all too much to handle, and soon he spilled his seed inside Naruto’s hot mouth. The blond happily drank all of Sasuke until there was nothing left, and it caused more pain than pleasure. But again, Naruto wasn’t done yet.
He clumsily got up from the bed to search his pockets. While Sasuke was in the bathroom, Naruto bought condoms and lube from a nearby store. He planned to put them to good use. Once he found both the pack of condoms and the lube, he climbed back on top of Sasuke and sat between his spread legs.
“Have you ever done this before?” Naruto asked as he leaned over Sasuke.
“Only once when I was in my teens. It hurt like hell though.”
“Ok so couple of things. This is going to hurt… a lot. So, I’m going to use as much lube as possibly to make things easier.”
“How do you know that I don’t want to top you?” Sasuke asked with one of his arms thrown over his face and a raised eyebrow.
“Well, I assumed that you wanted me to top when you asked if I had protection. I mean, if I’m the one fucking you, why would you want a condom? Unless you don’t like the mess afterwards. Which in case I understand. Do you want to top me? I don’t care either way. I just want you to be comfortable and~” Naruto challenged with a smirk.
“You’re killing my buzz and erection. Just hurry up before I change my mind.” Sasuke sighed as he adjusted himself.
“Alright. Just remember that it’s gonna hurt a lot during the first part. But, if you follow my lead, and just breathe, then I promise it’ll be worth it. Ok?”
Sasuke nodded his head as he watched Naruto go to work. The blond hooked an arm under a pale leg and placed it onto his hip, spreading those long legs further apart. To help them both get a little more comfortable, Naruto shifted so that his rock-hard erection wouldn’t penetrate Sasuke just yet and scare him. When he was situated, the blond lathered one of his fingers and lowered it to the puckered hole.
“Remember to just breathe, and focus on me, ok?”
Sasuke could feel his heart beat out of his chest as he held Naruto’s gaze. With a nod, he watched as Naruto leaned over and captured his lips. Much like the other kisses, it was hot, sexy, and thrilling. Most of his blood rushed to his penis. He felt paler than normal, a little nauseous, and his head spun as he still came down from his first orgasm, but Sasuke didn’t care. He gave his entire self to the attractive blond that made him feel as if he mattered. Unlike his first time, Naruto took care of his needs, and made sure that he was enjoying it as much as him even though he didn’t cum yet. Sudden flashes from his first time came to his head and caused a headache. But he forced himself to ignore it and bring himself to the present. But the familiar sense of pain from his anus caused him to curse and his from the sting despite the lube.
“Fuck that hurts.”
“Just relax, I’ve got you. Focus on your breathing and me. Dig your nails into me if you have to. I’m into that anyway.” Naruto whispered in Sasuke’s ear with a smirk.
“Kinky bastard.” Sasuke chuckled as he did what Naruto told him to do.
“The kinkier and rougher, the better, love.”
The long, tanned finger continued to slowly enter through the ring of muscle. The tightness of the muscles as they constricted around his finger drove Naruto mad. He desperately wanted to forgo the preparation and enter without care, like Sai used to let him do. However, even in his drunken state, the blond new better. Even though they both agreed to play pretend, he didn’t want Sasuke’s second sexual experience to be worse than his first, so he took his time. In and out. In and out he pushed the finger to loosen the tight muscle ring. Sasuke’s quiet moans let him know that he was ready for the next finger.
Slowly, Naruto sat up, used one hand to put a heavy pale leg over his left shoulder, and poured more lube onto his fingers. Just as slowly as the first one, the blond made sure to enter his second finger. Again, Sasuke hissed at the sting, but made Naruto proud as he breathed through it. In and out. In and out. In rhythmed with the pale man’s breathing, Naruto pumped and scissored his two fingers until his had his partner moaning and digging his fingers into his muscular arms. Soon they were up to three fingers before Naruto couldn’t take it anymore. He pulled his fingers out a little too fast with a pop, causing Sasuke to moan and hiss.
“Shit! Are you alright?” The blond panicked.
“Yeah.”
“I’m super sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt~”
“Naruto!” Sasuke panted, effectively silencing the worried man. “I’m fine. It didn’t hurt. Now hurry up and finish. I’m… actually close again…” He blushed at his admission.
Even though the room was pretty dark in the quiet room, Sasuke could see the bright smile spread over Naruto’s face. To get revenge against and encourage his partner, he dug his nails further into those tanned strong arms. Naruto hissed and chuckled at the action, but it only turned him on further.
“I knew I liked you for a reason.”
“Well, we’ll see how much I like you after this. Don’t keep me waiting.”
“Yes sir.”
Onyx eyes watched with hunger as Naruto used his teeth to open the condom and roll it up to the base of his cock. The same long, thick, red cock that would sound make him scream a man’s name. Crystal blue eyes returned the same look as he stroked himself to Sasuke’s desire and pants. Slowly, Naruto placed the bottle off to the side of bed, grabbed the base of his cock, lined himself up, and leaned over Sasuke’s heated body.
“Still with me?” Naruto whispered into his partner’s ear. Sasuke nodded. “Good. Now don’t be afraid to bite me, pull my hair, or keep digging those nails into me. I want it all.”
And with that, the blond slowly entered that somewhat loosened but tight ring of muscle. Sasuke hissed, cursed, moaned, threw his head back, and dug his fingers further into Naruto’s toned biceps. Having the man under him do all of that and squirm only turn the blond on more. However, to keep his partner comfortable and maintain his sanity, Naruto had to restrained himself and Sasuke with his hips. Once he was fully seated inside, the blond waited a minute for his partner to get used to his massive size. After a while, the blond felt Sasuke relax against him and used that as the green light to bring the pale man to his next climax.
Slowly, Naruto pulled out until only the tip remained before thrusting forward. The movement of tanned hips against his made Sasuke’s head spin further and his vision go black temporarily. However, he was brought back to life by the sensation again, and again, and again. Over and over, Naruto pounded into Sasuke’s hole as the pale man practically screamed and dug his nails into a tanned back and pulled on spiked, thick blond locks. Suddenly, Naruto leaned up and used his right hand to wrap around a slender pale neck and grunted. The feeling of restricted oxygen was something that Sasuke would have never thought would turn him on. But here he was, being choked and pounded into a hotel mattress by a random guy he met at a bar. What a wild night, and Sasuke couldn’t be happier. Knowing that this stranger was kind enough to make sure he was taken care of, but rough enough to make his second time more pleasurable than the first was unlike anything he’d ever felt before.
While he was being fucked, Sasuke threw his head back just as the tanned hand let up the pressure slightly. Next, he felt another hand reach for both of his wrists and pinned them to the headboard. They stayed like this for a while before Naruto suddenly pulled out.
“Roll over and put your ass in the air but keep your head down.” He commanded as he moved back some.
Reluctantly and slowly, Sasuke did as he was told. His legs felt stiff and sore from being in one position for too long, but he powered through it. Anything to keep his high from coming down. But apparently, he wasn’t moving fast enough for his impatient partner. Because, before he knew it, he was on his knees with his ass in the air, a hand shoving his head into the pillow, and both his arms pinned to his back.
“Sorry, but you took too long.” Naruto huskily whispered into Sasuke’s ear before he pulled on dark locks and reentered the abused hole.
Another scream could be heard from Sasuke as he felt himself penetrated again from the new angle. Another new kink discovered. If he wasn’t so drunk from the alcohol and Naruto, Sasuke would wonder how many more kinks he would discover tonight. Maybe something he’ll have to play with another day. But tonight, this was all he could focus on, not that he was complaining.
The pair of strangers continued to fuck in several different positions, cumming and changing condoms more than once because they kept tearing apart. Nether knew how long they fucked for without looking at the clock. But it wasn’t like anyone was counting. The only thing they were focusing was the sounds and atmosphere they entrapped themselves in.
As the continued to fuck the room filled with both their grunts, pants, moans, silent screams, the banging of the headboard, and the creak of the mattress. At some point, Naruto grabbed the headboard and tried to hold it still, or at least used his knuckles to muffle the sound. Come the morning, they would be bruised and possibly bloodied, but he didn’t care. He was getting the best fuck he’d ever had, especially in the past two and a half years. Did they have neighbors? Who knows. Were they being inconsiderate considering the time? Possibly. Did they care? Fuck no. They were in heaven. To them, the world around them didn’t exist anymore. Only their desires and the awesome sex they were having mattered tonight. Everything else can wait until the morning.
Sasuke came at least two more times before Naruto came even once. At some point, Sasuke wondered if this was how Naruto always fucked or was, he just showing out. Either way, the blond sank his claws and fangs into Sasuke’s mind, and the pale man wasn’t planning on letting him go anytime soon. So, he continued to push through his tired and soreness to help give Naruto the pleasure he sought. Luckily for him, the pale man didn’t have to wait much longer.
Eventually they ended back into the missionary position with Sasuke bent in half like a folded chair, his arms pinned to the headboard again, and Naruto’s hips powerfully snapping into his ass. One more, two more, three more, and finally in four more thrusts, Naruto came hard into his third condom of the night. With the last of his strength, the blond released Sasuke’s bruised wrists in favor of using the headboard to hold him up. Dull, tired blue eyes stared down at the destroyed pale man covered in his own cum, bite and nail marks, drool, and handprints over his entire body. A little bit of guilt filled his heart, but it was quickly replaced with pride at the work he put in, especially knowing that his body was also worst for wear.
Slowly, Naruto lowered tired, heavy pale legs before pulling out. Clumsily, and somewhat sober, he peeled off the condom, tied it up, disposed of it, and went to the bathroom to grab a wet towel. When he returned to the bed, Sasuke had already fallen asleep in the position Naruto left him in. A low chuckle could be heard as the blond kindly cleaned both of them off. Afterwards, he disposed of the towel, maneuvered the other man under the covers, and climbed into bed to pass out as well. Hopefully, he wouldn’t sleep passed checkout time. Not like he cared anyway. He would happily sleep into tomorrow night if it meant he could keep this high longer. Unfortunately, he wasn’t so lucky.
Several hours later and regrettably, Naruto woke up sometime after nine in the morning. His eye peeled open to see that a still sleeping Sasuke and he were somehow entangled. Cautiously and slowly, he peeled himself away from the sleeping man, and sat up. However, he would soon regret his decision when his head spun, and a sense of nausea overcame him. He had a hangover like a bitch and his body was sore as fuck. Next, he felt confusion as he looked around the hotel room. He wondered how he got there and who the man was before the memories came flooding back. A small proud smile spread over his face until he looked at Sasuke’s body.
“Damn. I really fucked him up.” He whispered as he held his head. But when he looked at his own body, his pride was restored. “Hn. I’m in no better shape. I guess I did a good job, eh Sasuke?” He chuckled before preparing himself to get dressed.
It took him a full half-hour of stumbling around, standing, leaning against the wall, sitting, and throwing up into the toilet before he dressed himself as well as he could. Next, he grabbed his wallet, the lube, condoms, and all of his stuff and exited the hotel. Then, he walked to the nearby store when he bought the stuff and purchased aspirin, two bottles of water, and two pairs of sunglasses. Afterwards, he returned to the hotel room to leave the supplies for Sasuke when he woke up. He looked around the room for a paper towel or napkin. When he found one, he quickly wrote a note to be found on the nightstand later.
“Sasuke,
Thanks for last night. I had a lot of fun, and you helped me forget for a while. I left you some aspirin, a pair of sunglasses, and a bottle of water for when you wake up. Check out is at eleven, don’t feel like you have to leave too soon. I told the front desk that if you wanted to sleep in longer to charge my card, so get some rest. Also, I know that this was only supposed to be a one-night thing. But if you ever feel like getting lunch, or playing pretend again, you can call me sometime. He’s my number XXX-XXX-XXXX. Maybe we’ll see each other again. If not, I hope you’ll be ok.”
-Naruto U.
Afterward, he put on his sunglasses and left the room with a longing look and a small smile. But before he left the hotel, he stopped at the front desk and told the receptionist to charge his card if Sasuke didn’t leave before check-out time.
He called an Uber to take him home. Naruto knew he smelt of sex, shame, pride, throw-up, and boozes, but he did not give two shits. He just wanted to get home and pass out in his own bed… maybe after a shower.
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Naruto thanked the Uber driver with a gracious tip and entered his apartment. When he opened the door, he groaned at the mess he made yesterday but decided that was later Naruto’s problem and entered. First, he stripped out of his clothes and took a shower, being careful of his bruises and wounds. Next, he got dressed and dressed most of his wounds while he made a bowl of ramen. Afterward, he ate the food, took more aspirin for his pounding headache and pain, and plugged his dead phone in and checked it.
“No messages. Thank gods.” He groaned as he rolled over.
However, his thoughts wondered to Sai, their argument, the ring, and the mess in his apartment. He cursed as he tried to hold his tears back. Unfortunately, they still fell, and Naruto cried himself back to sleep.
It was sometime in the afternoon when the blond woke back up and felt like shit. He still felt depressed from Sai and thoughts of his friends came to mind. He couldn’t believe he gave up everything for someone who only treated him as a good fuck. He was the biggest piece of shit on Earth. Would his friends forgive him? Would they treat him like he did them? They should. But, if it took groveling on his hands and knees, Naruto would do anything to have his friends back. However, he also knew that he needed help himself. Sure, last night with Sasuke temporarily helped, but it wasn’t meant to forgo everything that happened. Although thoughts of Sasuke flooded his brain, he knew that he would probably never see the man again, and that was ok. Last night was enough for him to keep going for a while. Now, Naruto knew that he needed to pick up the pieces and get himself together. And it started with thanking a certain fairy godfather/ bartender.
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It was a later in the afternoon when he returned to the bar. He knew that Yahiko wouldn’t be there this early, but it was worth a shot. And if anything, he’ll leave a message with the staff. Naruto got out of his car and took a deep breath before entering the quiet bar. A few patrons were drinking at the bar, some played pool, and others watched whatever sporting event that was on.
“What can I get ya?” An older barkeep happily greeted as he cleaned a glass cup.
The barkeep had long gray spiked hair tied into a low ponytail, dark eyes, and two red tattooed strips down his cheeks. He looked a bit eccentric, but someone who would definitely work at a bar in their town.
“I was wondering when Yahiko would be in tonight?” Naruto asked as he sat down.
Shock and confusion filled him as the barkeep’s movements halted and a glare appeared on his face.
“You think you’re funny? How dare you come into my bar and ask a question like that? Get the fuck out before I throw you out!” The barkeep shouted as he glared at Naruto.
“Wait?! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to offend you. I don’t know what I did. I just wanted to thank him for last night.” Naruto panicked as he raised his hand in surrender.
“What do you mean you wanted to thank him for last night? Are you drunk already boy?” The barkeep said as he continued to glare.
“No. At least I don’t think so. You see what happened was that I came in here last night, and he served me drinks, gave me food, listened to my heartbreak story, and even helped me get laid last night.” He explained, blushing at the last part. “He called himself my fairy godfather of heartbreak. And I just wanted to thank him for helping me last night. I woke up this morning feeling better and with a clearer head. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend you.”
The look of shock spread across the barkeeps face before he said, “Wait here a sec.” and disappeared behind a door. After a few minutes, he returned with a picture of a red-haired man with a bright smile, and the words Fairy Godfather of Heartbreak written at the bottom of the picture frame. “Is this the guy you saw last night?”
“Uh yeah? That’s him. His name is Yahiko. Wait! Did something happen to him?” Naruto panicked with wide eyes.
“He did… five years ago. He was my son.” The barkeep sighed as he held the frame to his chest and held back tears.
“He died? Five years ago? How is that possible? I just met him last night!”
“My son, he… was gay and very open about it. His mother and I accepted him, nonetheless. He was our oldest of two boys. He was so full of life and loved helping people, especially other gay men. He even nicknamed himself the Fairy Godfather of Heartbreak. He was loved by almost everyone who met him. But then he got involved with this guy. We tried to tell him that something was wrong with the guy, but Yahiko wouldn’t listen. He found the good in everyone.
Anyway, one night, the guy called him and asked for him. Yahiko being the hero he thought he was, went to him; unaware he was being led into a trap. That night, … a group of guys ganged up on him. They beat him, raped him, and beat him again before shooting him in the head execution-style. They took our boy from us.” The barkeep cried.
A tear trickled down Naruto’s cheek as he listened to the story. “Did… they ever catch the guys who did it?”
“Luckily, but they didn’t get all of them. We did everything we could to help the police, but they believe that there was a gang of men that commit these crimes all the time. But no one is willing to come forward and stop them. My son is just one of their many victims.” The barkeep explained as he wiped away his tears and placed the picture behind the bar. “Tell me, son, are you gay?”
“Yes sir. But I’m not afraid. I’ve been through some rough shit and even a few fights because of it. However, I refuse to be something I’m not because other people don’t accept me. I’d rather life my life the way I want then live in misery.” Naruto proclaimed with determined eyes.
“You know, you remind me of my son. He was courageous and outspoken like you. I’m sorry I yelled at ya earlier. It’s just been hard these past few years. But hearing a story like yours makes me feel a little better.”
“I’m glad I could help then.” Naruto smiled as he scratched the back of his head.
“Wanna hear a secret? Rumor has it that since Yahiko was attached to this bar, his spirit returned here after he died. When he was alive, Yahiko was a prankster. Every now and again, strange things would happen around the bar. And even some of the patrons swear they see him from time to time. Even I feel that way. Every now and again, when I’m alone at night or in the morning dealing and cleaning in here, I can feel his presence. It’s strong, and I can see it in you. You’re the first person to say you interacted with his spirit. I’m glad he’s still making a difference for some people, even if he isn’t here anymore.”
Naruto reached across the bar and placed a supportive hand on the older man’s shoulder. “Thank you for telling me that story. I just wish I could repay him.”
“If Yahiko was here, he would tell ya to keep living your life exactly as you said. Keep being unapologetically you. And don’t be a stranger. Any friend of my son is a friend of mine. What’s your name by the way?”
“Naruto. Naruto Uzumaki.” He smiled brightly.
“The name is Jiraiya. Nice to meet ya.” The old man grinned as they shook hands. “Come here anytime, kid. Drinks will be on the house.” The barkeep smiled.
“I appreciate it. Well, I better get going. I have a life to put back together.”
And with that, Naruto waved goodbye before leaving the bar and heading home.
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When he returned home, Naruto immediately rolled up his sleeves and cleaned his apartment. But as he did, he found the ring he tried to give Sai. A range of emotions filled his heart, but Naruto didn’t want to think about them right now. So instead, he placed the ring in his bedside dresser and continued cleaning. After about an hour, he finally finished. Feeling much better than earlier, the blond fixed himself some food and prepared to turn in for the day. He was on first shift at the home, and he wanted to be well-rested. Suddenly his phone went off with a text message with an unknown number as the sender. Curiously, he opened and grinned at the message.
“Naruto,
Thanks for the note, supplies, and last night. I had fun too. I wouldn’t be opposed to lunch and another night like last night if you’re ok with paying for my doctor’s visit. Anyway, here’s my number. You can save it, or don’t. I would understand. Either way, I hope things work out for you too.
Sasuke U.”
The smile widened as he typed a reply. For the next five minutes, they spent coordinating their lunch before saying good night. With a bright future and lighter heart, Naruto put his phone down, turned out his light, and slipped into a peaceful sleep. He couldn’t wait to see what his next adventure was, and his next visit to the bar.
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The End
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