Beyond What We Were Before

Mouthwashing (Video Game) I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream (Video Game)
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Beyond What We Were Before
Summary
In the quiet of the lab, Ellen and Anya find themselves not just confronting technical failures, but the growing connection between them that no longer feels entirely professional. As they work through a difficult project, an unexpected kiss shatters the boundaries they've maintained, revealing a deeper, unspoken bond. It's a moment of vulnerability, of raw emotion—one that neither of them can deny. What will this new closeness mean for their friendship, their professional relationship, and their future?
Note
This is a story about love growing quietly, between two people who never expected to feel this way.

The night had fallen over the city, dark yet full of life, and the laboratory felt quieter than usual. The ceiling lights dimly illuminated the workstations where Ellen and Anya remained immersed in the project that had kept them busy for the past few weeks. Fatigue reflected in their eyes, but there was something else between them, something that connected them beyond their work.

The day had been especially exhausting. An unexpected failure in the AM system had jeopardized one of the most important advancements of the project. Hours passed in a whirlwind of corrections, adjustments, and revisions. Ellen had been in charge, leading the effort to save the situation, while Anya, with her usual calmness, supported every decision with her medical expertise and empathy.

In the end, with the problem resolved, both of them leaned back in their chairs, exhausted but relieved. It was Anya who broke the silence.

“We did it, right?” Her voice, soft and tired, made Ellen look up at her.

“Yes, we did,” Ellen replied, her eyes reflecting a mix of fatigue and satisfaction. “Thank you for being here, Anya. I don’t know what I would have done without you.”

Anya gave her a sincere smile but didn’t say anything more. Both knew that their relationship, though professional, had begun to transcend the boundaries of work. Ellen suddenly became more aware of Anya’s closeness, as if the mere fact of being together in that moment had shifted something between them.

Ellen, always so controlled and reserved, tried to look away, but something in Anya’s energy kept her there. Something warm, something she couldn’t deny. Maybe it was the way Anya always made her feel seen, understood. Maybe it was the tenderness with which she took care of every detail, every small gesture. Or perhaps it was the fact that, in moments like this, Anya had become a refuge, someone who not only understood her but also protected her, without the need for words.

It was Anya who took the next step, moving slowly, her eyes locked on Ellen’s. There was no rush, only a shared feeling, as if the distance between them was shrinking with every second.

Ellen didn’t move, her thoughts tangled between the growing tension and the desire to not pull away from Anya. Anya’s gaze, soft and constant, enveloped her, until the temptation became too great. She didn’t think, didn’t calculate. She just felt.

When their lips met, the world around them disappeared.

The kiss was gentle, almost cautious at first, as if they were both measuring what was happening. But as time passed, the kiss grew in intensity, filled with repressed emotions that finally came to light. It was a kiss that spoke not only of what they already shared but also of what they had avoided for so long: the truth of what they felt for each other.

Ellen closed her eyes, allowing the moment to take over her. Finally, she could allow herself to be vulnerable, to feel without the fear of losing something. When they pulled away, their breaths were quick, and both knew that nothing would ever be the same again.

“What does this mean, Anya?” The question slipped from Ellen’s lips, her uncertainty replaced by a need to know.

Anya, with a slight smile, looked at her tenderly. “It means we’re beyond what we were before. But you don’t have to say anything now. Just… let me stay by your side, like always.”

Ellen didn’t answer right away, but her gaze said everything she needed to convey. There were no words to explain what she felt in that moment. She only knew that the connection between them was stronger than ever.

Time seemed to stop when Anya gently touched Ellen’s hand, a simple gesture full of meaning. It was something small, a barely perceptible touch, but to Ellen, it was enough. It was as if that touch said, “I’m here, you don’t have to be afraid.”

They remained silent, sharing the same energy, knowing that this moment had changed them. Without words, they stood up to finish what they had started, but the air between them was no longer the same. Now, there was a new layer of complicity, one that would develop over time.

Ellen offered her a smile, one that, though shy, held a sincerity she had never shown before. “Thank you for being here, Anya. Really… thank you.”

Anya looked at her with an expression that seemed to say, “Always,” as if, after everything they had been through, the future no longer mattered. The only thing that mattered was the present, and the fact that, finally, they could be together, just as they were.