Part 10 Anne Shirley Idea, Maybe?
(3rd Point of View) (Anne Shirley's Point of View)
What does it mean to be happy?
Anne wouldn't know, at least not anymore.
Her happiness was long gone by now.
She couldn't even remember the last time she ever smiled.
It was too much to think about at this point.
But why even bother?
She had already learned her lesson plenty of times before.
First with other girls, then with adults.
A family, however, was a whole other thing altogether.
Of course, it was just as much trouble to think about as was him.
He was someone she never wanted to see ever again.
Because of him, she lost absolutely everything.
Her friends. Her loved ones. The chance to find a new home.
Even G------.
Oh, how she desperately wished to continue being clueless and innocent.
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B---- And----.
I hate him.
He ruined everything.
It's his fault, and I can never return to being me.
Well, the real me, that is.
Now, I'm nothing more than a sad and quiet emotion. Nobody will ever care to notice that she's all the negative adjectives in the world.
It just isn't fair at all.
I never asked for this to happen. I never asked to be alone once again. I never asked to be confronted for my use of words. I never asked to be punished by God. I never asked for anything other than to become a part of a family for once in my life!
I don't understand why this happened to me.
Where did I go wrong?
Or what did I do that made everything look so bad?
Why me?!
Why?!!
Why me?! Why Me?!! WHY MEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Sniff* W-Why-ee?
Dear M------ and darling M------, what do I do now?