i sat on the edge of the tub, cigarette resting between my lips. my right leg rested on top of my left, the black, shimmery dress lifted up slightly.
i could hear the clicking of my fiancés footsteps coming down the hall, his dress shoes leaving behind those taps.
he reached the doorway, leaning against it, staring down at me calmly. his blond hair was ruffled, tie loosened around his tanned neck. the jacket of his suit was open, white dress shirt still tucked into his pants, faux leather belt hugging his waist.
i stared at him, blowing out the smoke from my lungs.
he has to be kidding. standing there as if hes done nothing wrong. as if he's some sort of god.
i shook my head, chuckling quietly, putting the cigarette out in the ashtray next to me.
"...you don't even smoke, y/n," he spoke in a low tone, "what are you doing?"
i looked at him with bored eyes, "i could be asking you the same thing, naruto."
he stayed quiet, shifting his weight and standing to his full height of 5’11.
naruto sighed, head falling down a bit, "what is that supposed to mean?"
"you know what i mean.."
"is that why you've been ignoring me the whole way here? it's been a year, y/n. won't you give it a rest? i can't even be in the same room as her without you thinking something of it?"
seriously? as if he didn't do it again. hell, probably more times than that.
"a year? or a few weeks? because if i'm not mistaken, you were discussing a baby with her, naruto. she's three weeks pregnant with your child. now, correct me if i'm wrong, but a pregnancy doesn't come from sex you had a year ago."
"how do you even know this?"
"does that really matter?"
he shook his head in annoyance, rubbing at his freshly shaved jaw.
i gave him an incredulous look and he only stared back at me. i shook my head and rose my eyebrow, "um? hello? the fuck are you staring at me for? say something."
he turned his head to the side, "what am i supposed to say? she's pregnant? you already know that."
wow, okay.
"tch, and to think my dumbass was gonna' go public with this engagement," i pulled the ring off my finger and placed it next to me on the edge of the tub, "i'm done, naruto."
his eyebrows furrowed and he stared at me harder, "what do you mean you're done?"
"what do you think i mean? i'm done with this relationship and i'm done with you."
i rose from my seat, pushing past naruto and out of the bathroom. i walked down the wide hallway, my heels were clicking against the marble floor. i could hear naruto's paced footsteps behind me.
i turn the corner, going into our shared bedroom.
naruto insisted we get a house with five rooms in case we have children. even though i told him it would never be that many.
i tried my hardest to look past the fact that he cheated with someone he said he'd never even looked at in that way. despite the rumors, the gossip, i kept my faith in my lover. yet, he proved everyone right and made me look stupid. not once, but twice.
probably more than that. i'm so fucking dumb.
"done? after everything? we can fix this—"
i stopped and turned to look at him, "fix this? are you serious? we're way past that and you know it. i was supposed to have your first child, naruto. that was the whole point of us getting this huge ass house that we don't even need."
he sighed, running a hand through his hair. he stayed quiet for a moment and i couldn't help but laugh.
"you don't even know what to say. unbelievable," i moved to the other side of the room, walking into our closet.
it mostly had my things in it since naruto was never the organized type. i grabbed my suitcase and duffel bag, packing most of my things into it, leaving anything naruto purchased for me behind.
"are you really going to leave me, y/n? after everything we've been through?"
i ignored him, continuing to pack my things into my bags.
naruto grabbed my hand, wrapping a hand around my jaw, turning my face to his gently, "please, im sorry.."
i stood still for a moment.
was he really pleading for me to stay after all of that?
i moved myself from his touch and zipped my bags up, "you two should go ahead and plan arrangements for your baby. you won't hear from me anymore."
my eyes widened a fraction when i heard him sniffling. his cheeks were already wet with tears, lashes wet and accentuated from the moisture.
"you can't just leave me, y/n.." his voice was hoarse, broken almost.
"what is wrong with you? what the actual fuck is wrong with you? when i cried to you about your affair, you went out and did it again but you expect me to fall for your tears? you want to make me out to be the bad person?"
"but i'm sorry—"
"you did that too. apologized. yet, here we are. i'm leaving, end of discussion. it should be easy to let me go, you can be with your family."
i grabbed my bags, pulling them out of the closet and walking out of the room. naruto was still following me as if we had more to talk about, like a lost puppy.
i shuffled down the stairs with my bags, grabbing the keys for my car from the key holder on the wall next to the stair case.
this place was beautiful. being famous had its perks. naruto, being a model with influence, had a lot of say in what people thought or believed. it was easy for him to get this place, it was easy for him to get everything he wanted when he made it to the top.
"you know that's not true, i could never let you go so easily, y/n.."
i looked back to see him staring at me blankly, the tears still on his face but eyes void of emotion. it was almost scary. as if he didn't plan on letting me go at all.
"you don't have a choice."
"...there's always a choice. we'll be together again, y/n. just wait on it."
"never in this lifetime."
and with that i left. i never told him where i was going, i didn't intend to. i didn't tell anyone that would tell him that is. but, with the world im in and in our line of work, nothing is ever a secret for long.