Akatsuki One Shots

I knock at the wooden door. A slight tint of dried blood covers portions surrounding the handle of the wooden object. Hidan's door reflects his consistent sacrifices towards Lord Jashine something that he revers yet I insulted today.

"What." 

The sound of hurt in his irritated voice is barley audible but I can hear it. No matter how hard he tries to mask. I took things too far today. Shit, I fucked up. Praying that he hasn't locked himself in his room I turn the knob and slowly push the door open.

Carefully shutting the door behind me,  I lean my back up against the wood and stare at the man laying in the bed. Partially covered with a comforter I can tell he has stripped down to his boxers and was fully intending on sleeping... something I now have interrupted. The silverettes hair has been ruffled down and hangs along his face in long pretty strands. A silhouette that I am unaccustomed to compared to his normally slicked back neat appearance.

"Can we talk?" I ask tentatively.

He props himself up on his forearms as soon as he hears my voice and turns his head to glance in my direction glaring at me. His beautiful lavender eyes are slightly tinted red. Has he been crying?

"Why would I listen to you bitch"

His words hit me like a truck going full speed. All day. Day in and out. His obnoxious flirting. My false confrontational demeanor to blend in with the band of rouge criminals. Every comment from him, a rebuttal from me. Back and forth. Today I took it too far.

"Just listen to me okay...." I so badly want him to see and hear me, and to be seen and heard.

"Just fucking say what you gotta bitch and get out of my room"

Hidan sits up and faces me resting his head on his hand propped up on his knee. An irritated look now spread across his face as he diverts his gaze from mine down to the comforter on the bed.

"Look, I took it too far today. I shouldn't have said what I did and I'm really fucking sorry. I hurt you and that's not fucking okay"

"If your trying to fucking apologize or some bullshit its not fucking accepted" Hidan declares throwing himself back down on the bed. "Just fucking go already"

"Hidan... please" Begging? This is so unlike me. But I can't just let this feeling I have sit.

"I don't want to hear it you fucking bitch. Like forreal. Saying stupid shit like you did. For what? To fucking hurt me? Well you fucking did"

The straw that broke the camels back. And by camel I mean me. I can't stand hearing him like this. Mister chauvinistic tough guy finally broken down. His feelings obviously hurt badly. I fucking hurt him so bad and I just want to pick up the pieces and put this man back together. I just want a chance.... I can't stop the crack in my voice. Or the flurry of words pieced together anymore.

"I'm sorry Hidan. I didn't mean to hurt you. I never fucking wanted to. I keep up this fucking attitude of being a fucking bitch all the time.. And today it fucking backfired on me cause I insulted someone I have fucking feelings for by calling you a fucking religious zealot without even considering the repercussions for you or even for my own fucking beliefs and now you hate me. And I hate myself. I'm really fucking sorry."

At this point I've started to cry. In a futile attempt to save my pride, knowing full well I spilled my guts to this man I turn and go to open the door. A hand grabs my wrist and pulls me back before I can reach the handle. My body being whipped around firmly but gently into Hidan's bare chest. Arms wrap around me softly and I feel his head rest on top of mine.

"You have feelings for me?" He asks softly and slowly.

"Yeah... I do." I mutter softly in response.

"Your a fucking idiot you know that right?" Despite the soft tone I can hear the playfulness in the taller man's voice.

"Maybe" I mutter back.

"You wanna say something to me then?"

I pull back and look up quizzically at him unsure of what reply he is looking for. "Say something...?"

"You know I know right"

"Know what?"

"Your beliefs. Your a Jashinist as well... a shitty one at that. Don't think I haven't noticed the symbol on your bracelet.  You insulted Lord Jashine by calling me a stupid religious zealot. You should be telling me what apology you plan on telling Jashine for what you said about one of his favorite followers." He deadpanned. My face grows red at his comment. Shit. He's more observant than I thought.

"I... wanted to make sure you were okay first. I hurt you and it hurt me really bad knowing that I did."

"Your stupid." He laughs.

"Shut up Hidan" I playfully push at his chest knowing full well calling me stupid is one of his attempts at flirting despite the moment that were having.

He grabs my wrists and drags me back over to the bed where he once laid and throws me down. "Lay the fuck down and talk. My fucking head hurts from your stupid comments and I need a nap. Your taking one with me".  If it was even possible I feel my face getting redder as I comply with his simple request and slide over to the side of the bed that  he wasn't laying on before. Laying down next to me he pulls me back over to him and pulls me in close wrapping himself around me.

"So miss I'm all tough and shit has fucking feelings for me huh?"

"Yeah. I do. Gotta problem with that?" I mutter back at him. Embarrassed that I am now laying in my crushes bed, wrapped in his arms, being asked about my current biggest secret. 

"Good cause so do I. Your mine now bitch. Get over it." Despite the choice of words, I can hear the lightness, caring, and sincerity in his voice. A smile creeps across my face as I snuggle in closer.

"Mean it?"

"Did I fucking stutter? I said your mine."

"Mine as in....."

"For fucks sake woman. Are you stupid or do I need to have Kakuzu check your head out or something. Your mine. As in my fucking girlfriend. So get over it" The audible eye roll can be heard in his voice. But hearing him say it makes me start to cry. Again.

"Jashine. Why are you crying now?" The false irritation in his tone masks a slight level of concern.

"Cause I'm happy that your okay and that I'm yours now" I brokenly state.

"Girls are fucking weird"

"Get over it. You have one who's attached to you now"

He softly kisses my forehead and I look up at his lavender eyes. Being in his arms feels like home and goddammit I love every minuet of it.