“Atrocious”
The fall season is about to passed it’s time as Sana determined to serve in the military service as good as possible but the longing and deep pain inside her heart from the feeling of missing a certain flower has reached its aching. The tall woman kept sniffing up the small scarf left by Dahyun every night before her sleep thinking about having the pale girl inside her arms once again has made her becoming a hopeless romantic woman far away from home.
The soft silky black hair that fit just right with those milky pale skin emitting such essence once again had Sana writhing in her own white bed that is starting to wear off the scent left from the night before their department.
How pathetic was she?
Minatozaki Sana refused the hotel’s services to change the duvet and pillowcases just because Sana refused to have those vanilla smells with her every single nights. And she can’t wait to go back to the Im Mansion to have her flower back inside her palm once again.
Back in the Im Mansion, Dahyun has been constantly avoiding Nayeon’s presence and everything about the older woman. She’s letting out all the excuses in the back of her throat even though it made her heart heavy at once point but almost a month has passed and she’s still here hiding behind the school’s library everyday until the dark took its turn to shine then she made her way back home with Jeongyeon.
Her heart and mind had been shattered slowly each days without Sana’s love and gentle gaze as well as the longing for the other side of the world.
Has anyone forgotten her?
She misses her friends and family. She missed having the late night date with Tzuyu and calling to Chaeyoung’s phone before sleep. Her tiring feet started to get sore as if the world is too heavy on her shoulders right now and it’s certainly true.
No matter what was she’s doing, her mind always gave those on and off black and white memories flashing inside her mind each days.
Unfortunately for Dahyun today, the school decided to closed for the new comers entrance exams which left her nowhere to go but the mansion. Under the soft glowing light at the time of the late afternoon, her small back was pressed against the chair just in front of their small house. Her delicate hands holding while writing down the letter with her small smile displayed on her face.
She kept sending letters to Sana every days asking the older girl if she had eaten or how was the service going. While Sana’s letters never fail to impressed Dahyun, Dahyun’s letters never fail to put a smile on Sana’s face. The bubble of love between them had grown bigger each day.
The silence space along the ghostly sounds of those chirpy birds singing lulled Dahyun into her comfort zone. The warmth inside her chest compliment the cold air passing by and it’s making her sleepy. The sleepiness that drugged her mind at the moment made her missed the sounds of some footsteps making its way towards her like a predator towards its prey.
Im Nayeon’s big silhouette with the ghostly cold wind made all the roses along her path keep its head down. The way towards Pompom’s house was such a long journey for Nayeon that it made her impatient and angry.
She knows what’s happening, Dahyun has been avoiding her each day and it made her livid. Her property started to slipped away from her gripped and the face that the older woman haven’t been doing anything about it is such a shame for her ego.
Her dark eyes unwavering as she caught a sight of the wanted person dozing off inside the chair that looked bigger than her. She loosen her tie once again to ease the burning pain boiling down her throat.
The walking was long and cold yet hot as Nayeon’s stomach collided thinking of having Dahyun near her again. The feeling of separation put her on edge, the discomfort needing to be lifted off made her steps faster.
The sky turned grey instantly with all the songs from the chirpy birds died down fearing for the poor girl below their gaze.
Nayeon’s piercing gaze penetrated Dahyun deeply, her burning chest full of fire with the need to burn and take and taste.
The silence was took over the entire scene, Dahyun’s dizzying bluring eyes lost its intensity once she felt the cold comfort air died down as well as the lullaby. Her nostril picked up a familiar minty scent that she knows which it belonged to.
She raised her head immediately with her eyes wide in full of fear to see someone that she doesn’t want to see or being near has presented herself in front of her.
Her back straighten immediately, those pink lips opened and closed again trying to get something out of her throat. Dahyun looks like she was seeing a ghost and Nayeon hated that gaze of hers.
She doesn’t want those fearful gaze to look at her that way. Nayeon took a step forward while Dahyun pressed herself tighter against the back of the chair like a small bird.
“Yo..your grace..”
Her whispering voice came out softly like a light feather falling itself down the drain.
Her curl up lips lifted slightly as the cold gaze of hers not planning to tear off anytime of the moment. The excitement and the satisfaction inside Im’s body letting her know how much Dahyun effect her.
“You really love that necklace..”
Nayeon muttered softly, her feet toke itself forward again.
“I wonder why..”
“Please don’t get near me..”
Dahyun stammered nervously back, her back felt cold as well as both of her feet. Her hair sprayed on her shoulder framing her teary pupils, lips quivering.
“Kim Dahyun.”
Dahyun let out a soft gasp when she felt both of her wrists got pulled by Nayeon up to make Dahyun kneel down on the chair.
Horror and fears took over her chest when those gaze met her again pulling her into the void of darkness beneath the dark.
“I thought..I made it clear to you the other day that you belong to me.”
The struggles went down the drain when the distance between them decreased to zero.
“I guess.. I really have to make it clearer this way.”
Dahyun’s muffle screams is unheard as well as the sounds of her pen and a piece of letter being thrown to the ground.
Nayeon’s shoes stepped on the letter stammering it with dirt.
Dahyun’s tears flowed down once she felt herself being thrown up against the wall just outside her own bedroom.