Chapter 12
Harry could tell Draco was trying as hard as he could to be polite so he decided to give the blond a break. Maybe this little adventure of Severus’ will work, three men working together, three very different men. Whenever Severus spoke with Draco about obtaining certain potion ingredients, he always made sure to involve Harry in the discussion, he would even hold Harry’s hand as they sat discussing everything about the shop the three of them would be involved in very soon. Draco had said a polite goodbye, Harry cleaned up while Severus went to have a shower.
Harry finished his shower and stepped into the bedroom to see Severus in his old black robes he wore as a teacher, then Harry saw some student robes lying across the bed. Harry had a feeling he knew what was going on, so he dropped the towel that was around his waist then put the robes on which naturally showed that he was naked. Harry slowly moved to stand in front of Severus then lowered his head.
‘You wanted to see me professor.’
Severus smirked, ‘I did Potter, I think it’s time you face the consequences of your actions.’
‘And what will those be?’
‘Turn around and bend over the bed,’ Severus licked his lips as Harry did what he was told, ‘Lift your robes up.’
Harry couldn’t believe how hot and hard he was and he hadn’t been touched. But he did was he was told and lifted his robes, exposing his arse. The moment the air hit his bare skin he groaned softly.
‘Five years I’ve waited for this,’ Severus caressed each cheek then ran his finger down the crack until he got to the puckered opening, ‘Will you complain again Potter?’
‘No sir, never,’ Harry swallowed as he felt his body heating up, his blood pulsing, his heart beating wildly, his breathing laboured, ‘Oh god.’
‘No talking Potter.’
‘Yes sir,’ Harry clamped his mouth shut trying to suppress his groan, but when he felt the first finger enter him his mouth automatically opened to release his loud excited moan, ‘Please.’
‘I said no talking,’ Severus slapped Harry’s arse, hard, then slipped another finger inside, ‘Your skin is turning a nice shade of pink, I might have to do that again.’
‘Merlin yes,’ Harry panted then felt it, the slap to his other cheek, but instead of feeling pain all he felt was pleasure pulsing through his body, his cock kept twitching, his balls hardened and he wasn’t sure he could hold it together, he thought he might cum before Severus touched his cock, ‘Oh god, Sev.’
‘What did you call me Potter.’
‘Sorry sir,’ Harry groaned again, ‘Please.’
‘Please what?’
‘Take me, I want to feel you inside me, fill me up.’
‘Oh I plan to, you just need to learn some patience.’
Harry couldn’t believe what Severus was doing to him or how he was making him feel. He couldn’t control himself until he was begging to be taken. Finally he was and it was everything he had dreamed of over the last five years.
Harry lay with his head on Severus chest, ‘You make me feel alive Sev.’
‘You make me feel the same. But I can feel you still a little closed off, I want you to come back to me.’
‘I will, it’s just going to take time. How are you able to cope with everything?’
‘My life has always been hard Harry, so it was easy enough to deal with. What was hard was you, I did miss you, more than I thought possible. I sometimes wonder what Lily would say if she knew.’
‘Wouldn’t she want her son to be happy?’
‘Yes, but she would want you to love someone who was younger, someone that was good. I might have helped Harry but I did do a lot of things I’m not proud of, things I will have to live with.’
‘To me you are good, better than most, you risk everything for years to get information and keep me safe at the same time, without anyone knowing how much danger you were truly in. To me, your heart and soul are good, everything you did showed that.’
‘You have too much faith in me, that is so Gryffindor.’
Harry chuckled, ‘I am a Gryffindor, but with a touch of Slytherin. Think of it though, even with how you acted you still did the right thing which put you in a lot of danger. Those out there who refused to stand up for you refused to do the right thing, you helped them as well, helped by keeping them alive, by keeping me alive, by getting me the information I needed. You did everything that was necessary but also what was right. So I’m prouder of you than you know and you should be proud of yourself. We all make mistakes, every one of us, you paid for yours, but they just couldn’t see it.’
‘No they couldn’t, but thank you, hearing you say you’re proud of me is all I need, you’re all I need.’
‘You’re all I need, but tell me Sev, will we be okay?’
‘Are you talking about us or our little adventure?’
‘Both, but us mainly, we do love each other, but we are so different. When we were together it was a Hogwarts so we never spent more than a few hours together and usually we were discussing ways to stay alive long enough until the time was right. You saw how I was sometimes, you also helped with that but we still never spent a lot of time alone as we had to keep our relationship secret but there’s more. I sometimes worry that I’m not right for you, that you need someone that is as smart as you, you need someone that can hold an intelligent conversation with.’
‘I enjoy talking with you Harry and you’re smarter than you know. If I want intellect there are a lot of people I could talk to, but I don’t. I love spending time with you, I love fucking you, but the most important thing here Harry is that I love you.’
Harry tilted his head, ‘I love you too Sev. that’s all we need, love,’ Harry put his head back on Severus chest, making small circles with his finger until he drifted off to sleep.
‘You will feel secure in our relationship Harry, I’ll make sure of that. Yes we have to take this slow, get used to sharing our lives, more than we have before. We are very similar in a lot of ways my love, we are used to keeping so much of ourselves private, we never showed who we truly were. That has all changed now and one thing I know my love, you will see a show of affection because that is part of your problem. You need to feel secure and the only way that will happen is if I show you. You have always craved affection even if you hid that from everyone, but I saw it, I still see it. So my love, our relationship is going to change, just enough that everyone will see our love,’ Severus kissed the top of Harry’s head before he closed his eyes and drifted off to one of the first peaceful sleeps he has had in more years than he cared to remember.