Part 1
(Y/n)'s P.O.V-
(Y/n) felt betrayed by everyone in her life. That the only was to end her sorry miserable life. She was in love with Jensen so much. But she'd settle for being his friend. Even if that hurt her the worst. Many times that night she had tried to grab his attention. But it all came back a failed mission.
She was in her bathroom with her dark slow music of how life sucks, drinking to a point where she just didn't care anymore ,and cutting her arms to where blood flowed like a river. And her whole system was slowly ebbing away.
"At least nobody will ever have to deal with my ass ever again!" Thought (Y/n) weakly.
Her perfectly make up face was nothing but a blurred mess. And blood flowed out. She slowly was fading away and knew death was going to be a sweet release. And she'd greet like a long lost lover. A lover she deemed worthy too.
Jensen's P.O.V-
He saw that (Y/n) wanted to talk to him. And it hurt him that he was hurting her. That anytime she wanted his attention he was drawn away by his friends. He wanted to hold and kiss (Y/n) like his life depended on it. He is in love with (Y/n).
Now he was on a mission to find her. To love her and give her all of Hus attention. But he searched high and low for his sweet darling (Y/n). When he heard a sound coming from Jared's guest bedroom. And sobbing wail too now.
The Story-
Jensen walked in with horror all over his face. That he had hurt her this much. She has cut herself and was drunk. A combo that wasn't stall ever good either.
"Oh hey it's fuckface here! Come to see me to the pearly gates?" asked (Y/n) sobbingly.
"Okay I admit I do deserve this all from you. I am so very sorry I hurt you!" said Jensen.
"Damn fucking right you have. And all I wanted was five shit eating minutes with you. And I can't for the life of me can't understand why you flee from me!" said (Y/n) weakly.
Jensen saw minute by minute she grew more pale. She was going right there.
"And I am will forever be sorry to you. But I must take you to the hospital!" said Jensen.
Jensen picked up (Y/n)'s bloody body up. And got her in his car and drove off fastly. He called Jared about the mess in his guest bedroom. (Y/n) hated herself for looking so weak in Jensen's presence. But that wasn't ever going to happen ever again. That was her vow to herself. When the doctor's asked what had happened she had lied. Jensen had said nothing back either.
Weeks Later On.....
(Y/n) was walking back to her trailer. As Jensen saw her enter her trailer. She had locked it as she saw Jensen heading her way. Blasting her music to hear him. Jensen realized he had messed up. He had a scene with her in a few minutes. So he was going to make for damn sure she knew his true feelings.
Minutes Later On.....
Jensen and (Y/n) were back on the set. Getting ready to have a fight scene too.
"Look Dean, I could give a flying fuck whom you fuck! Leave me alone!" said (Y/c/n).
"(Y/c/n), I love you and that won't ever change. Your my sweet angel!" said Dean.
"Yeah well that only goes so far, huh? When you still reek of another slut!" said (Y/c/n).
"But how can I ever make it up to you? I love you and always have!" said Dean.
Then Jensen came across to where (Y/n) was at. Laying a endearing kiss for her. And knowing this wasn't in the script. (Y/n) realized quickly Jensen broke his character and came to kiss her like this. She threw Jensen on the couch nearby and started to make out with him. Cheers were heard but to both Jensen and (Y/n) it didn't matter one bit. Because in this very moment this was sheer passion.