God is a White Himalayan Ragdoll Kitten Playing Chess with Me who is the Mouse

I am bored so I shall create horrors of some my mind to all you readers to suffer with me.I know I haven't finished the other stories, but my brain said no to them so I'm sorry and now this one shall be made!Oh, I made Brick worse ever here and very much sexual undertones, in world where I want make Brick a serial killer like mind and "gets the girl" in the end, poor Courtney.Anyway, it's called I wanted to make myself mad and cry again.It's called I am bored, and I want make Brick a real freak here and I am sorry for this one because it's very disgusting and more? Who even knows, man.Brick is just at right place at the right time type vibes.hehe :( I am going through it, I will write out my emotions, and I really wanted to see if I can make Brick and Courtney into "freaks" aka my brain give me fucked ideas againBrick's narrative and shit mostly

slow build up lolNot the murder yet or the burlesque girls...So, I am ruin it a bit for you some the girls are "burlesque dancers "and their place has an apartment upstairs all for them, but the truth is Blaineley "adopts" run-away brides, teen girls who escape bad situation, sex workers, mothers on run with their children, and more...She allows them to live there but "make ends met" in terms of some of them make art to posters for her bar.There are dancers but most the girls are servers, or baby sit children, others who pickpocket, others that try keep the cops out their bar, and all the works!But she's like mother to all of them...Also, she doesn't force anyone to dancer or sing for the amusement of men only if they deem ready and willing to be ogled at but mostly, she doesn't like to let the younger ones on stage, they are usually in the backstage helping with makeup, clothes, or cleaning around the bar in plain sight.I know it's not reality, but I will tell you this- I wish there was more safety for all even in old times... also I want to do this.Ella, Courtney, Bridgette usually sings on stage if allowed.Heather like to perform in acts of making fun of the men in the crowd and dancing around doing ballet.Staci, Beth, Lindsay, and Gwen are usually with the children because they feel safer this way plus Gwen's little brother gets anxious, she's not there him and their mom often. Also, creepy men tend to follow them around at the bar.Jo and Anne Maria behind the bar making the drinks and what's on the menu for that night!Eva is like Blaineley's stand in if she's ever sick or not in the mood as Eva grace and strength have many believing they are like sisters or related for being so in touch with themselves and taking out men that push them! Ezekiel isn't the killer either! Or Duncan! Or Alejandro! This fiction world around 1940sBut the world still ignorant on people and antisemitic is often in this system which I would like to say that's abusive, very harmful, and we need to see people for their humanity not if they are a Jew or not.I am just mad today because the "true religion" got me fuck up again, so I was like hmmm how about no, what if I make some these people religious, atheist, or fall out love of the church too.I am mad I got told something fuck up about Jewish people and that Christians are the only holy people, I think that's wrong and Scott one my top favorite white bois in total drama.... he smokes now out learning this bad habit in the army.Bonk makes Scott Jewish, Brick Christian struggling in the faith later, and Lightning being a choir boy but only because his father told to be but is like I don't care if there is a God in general, but this isn't their whole personality because I say so.I am so sorry I don't why I keep talking about the faith of others or God- it's getting so weird- I am weird like bro stop bringing God here and this place!Ugh but no murder yet just my bullshit! So, lame?