She suddenly realised she might be alone for the rest of her life.
She suddenly realised she might be alone for the rest of her life. It was a realisation that came to scorpia when she left the Fright Zone. Catra didn't want her, she was leavig the only home she had ever known. What if there truly was no where for her? No one was like she was, she stood out like a sore thumb. And maybe, just maybe she could accept that... Eventually. Or maybe not.
Scorpia had spend her life trying to make other's like her. To mold herself into the perfect friend, the perfect solider. Ot was in her blood, that was what she believed. Her family had given everything they had to the Horde so Scorpia should do the same. Then came along Catra who was so interesting, and in alot of ways they were the same. Not entirely human, Force captains, friendless and alone. Everything was there for the basis of friendship together. It was like Hordak had handed Scorpia a best friend on a platter when she had assigned Catra and Scorpia on that first mission together. Even when Catra yelled at her or showned no sign of liking Scorpia in the slightest Scorpia made excuses.
Scorpia had always made excuses for everyone in her life, she had excused her family for giving her up to the Horde, she had excused Shadow Weaver for her abuse and now it was Catra. Scorpia had to be perfect but yet she always had an excuse ready for anyone who wronged her. She was tired. Tired of not valuing herself. Tired to putting everyone else's wants before her needs. Scorpia was not wrong in trying to be friends with Catra, Catra was wrong in treating Scorpia like a servant and punching bag. She had to be more than that.
There had to be place that would accept Scorpia for who she was, she was a kind person and a good friend. Catra was not a good friend and it had taken her far too long to realise that she did desevre more. The only person who had ever offered Scorpia true friendship had been Entrapta. And Scorpia hadn't been a good friend to Entrapta, she should've enevr let Catra send her to beast island. She needed to find Entrapta, Entrapta was the only one who was worth her time, now. Entrapta wasn't normal either, neither of them were "right" ether for the Horde or for the princesses.
Emily rubbed her metallic head against Scorpia's leg. Emily had been the final nail n the coffin. Scorpia knew that she couldn't let Catra take Emily from her, she couldn't let Catra kill Entrapta's favourite robot and Scorpia's final friend.
"I don't know, Emily."
Emily buzzed and Scorpia laughed. Maybe she didn't need people, maybe she didn't need to belong.
"Maybe someday, Emily."