Before I Fall

I measure every Grief I meetWith narrow, probing, Eyes --I wonder if It weighs like Mine --Or has an Easier size.I wonder if They bore it long --Or did it just begin --I could not tell the Date of Mine --It feels so old a pain --I wonder if it hurts to live --And if They have to try --And whether -- could They choose between --It would not be -- to die --.......The before trilogy AU I've always craved to write.

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