Thanos x male/trans reader
No one knows really where you are, people around you chatting as you enter the large space. Sand crunches below your feet as you silently stand there, watching people around you interact. A purple haired guy is trying to win over a longer haired girl, rapping at her with a grin on his face. She looks heavily uninterested in his pathetic attempt at flirting and scoffs. The purple haired man doesn’t give up though. You find yourself wishing it was you despite yourself, you’re just lost and lonely after all.
An older man comes up in front of the crowd of people and starts screaming at everyone. “LISTEN UP!!” He screams, starting to yell at everyone about how this game is dangerous and deadly and will kill you. You don’t really listen, trying to block out his voice. You don’t need more anxiety than you already have after all…. And this man was definitely causing some anxiety.
You finally start paying attention when the man goes quiet and the game begins. Everyone starts moving and you follow, creeping slowly behind everyone, trying to stay invisible. “The dolls little song stops and everyone stops moving, until some girl laughs, you don’t move, hearing her scream something about a bee. And then… a sound you’ll never forget, a gunshot, the first you’ll hear in this series of hellish games. And then screams, more shots, and then silence. You wait until the doll starts singing again and the man screams at you to form lines. You get in line behind the purple haired man, he seems to have taken something, his pupils are blown and he’s laughing to himself.
The game progresses and a man gets shot, and then another, when you eventually cross the finish line you collapse, shaking in fear, no one notices as you slink away to the corner space. No one notices as you allow yourself to cry, you’ve never been in a situation like this before, never seen someone die, and it scared the shit out of you.
After the game you returned to your bunk. It was announced you would vote and after some convincing and a large amount of money being presented to you you decide it’s worth it to keep playing. You pressed the big ‘o’ button and cheers erupted from the blue side of the room. You walked over to the crowd and felt a hand on your shoulder, it was a smaller man, he looked anxious. “Hey man, you good?” You ask. He shook his head and you frowned, “you need anything? I’m Y/n” you introduce yourself and he nods, “I’m Min-Su… Park Min-su…” he murmured, “it’s okay. I’m here for you, let’s stick together okay?” You smile down at him.
The people who voted X and people who voted ‘O’ separate themselves on different sides of the room, choosing to only hang out with their groups. You sit with Min-su and he hugs you tightly. You feel a protective older sibling type of feeling, you pull him closer and eat dinner.
You go to bed, lights dark and face tired, you look drained, sad, but it’s alright, because now you have someone.
When the lights come on the next morning you’re greeted with the face of min-su, he looks like he got no sleep, you jump a little and gasp. “Min-su!? Shit! I wasn’t expecting that-“ you gasp a little and he blushes, embarrassed, and shakes his head apologetically, “sorry…” he mumbles, “it’s time for us to get ready for the next game…” his words are soft and you nod. “Alright, sorry. Let’s go”
You prepare for the next game, after it’s explained and you’re told to form teams you and Min-su are wandering around, suddenly there’s a voice behind you. “Señorita, excuse me?” You turn and he whistles, “sorry man. I thought you were a chick for a second. But I can tell you’re not.” You nod slowly, and he continues talking. “So… do you wanna join my team for the game?” He asks with a smirk. “Yeah… okay…” you murmur before looking down at Min-su, “as long as he can come.” Thanos looks down at the boy and shrugs, giving him an energetic greeting and patting his back.
You guys play the game and live, min-su is clinging to you and thanos is giving you looks. Looks you couldn’t help but enjoy a little. “Min-su is like a brother to me” you explain, smiling at Thanos. He looks relieved and nods. “Got it. He grins, his facade still on. You guys hang together until the voting. And you, exteremly uncomfortable with the gore and blood you had been forced to view by the games, voted ‘X.’ You came over to the side of the room back to Thanos, Namgyu, and Min-Su,” Thanos does not look pleased with you. “X? Really? I thought a handsome boy like you would have good taste.” He rolls his eyes, you scoff, hiding the blush on your face from his pet name.
“So…” you whisper to him, you’re sitting on the floor between bunks. Bored, you can’t sleep and Min-su was passed out in your bed. The poor boy had clung to you, he’s so anxious. You and thanos talked all night before you both passed out, only sleeping a few hours before waking up for the next game. When you awoke he was leaning over your bed, a sly grin in his face. “Come on handsome it’s game time…”
Fuck. This wasn’t what you’d expected, this wasn’t what you wanted, what you ever, ever would think would be a game. Lights blare around you and suddenly a number rings out. “2.” You feel someone’s hand grab yours, you don’t even get to look, noises surrounding you as you just clung to that person's hand. You heard people scream as they were pushed out of your way and suddenly a door slams, you look up to see thanos, panting from running so fast. “Fuck-“ he laughs, you just stare. How can he be laughing right now? How-“ you choke out between sobs as the anxiety overwhelms you.
He kneels next to your curled up form, “hey baby it’s okay, it’s alright, everyone’s safe I saw them get their own rooms, it’s okay my handsome boy.” You looked up at him and in that moment you decided, there were lots of ways to cope with your anxiety, but with him in front of you how could you not kiss him, you wipe your tears and lean in, pressing your lips against his in a soft kiss, then another, and then the kisses grew heated, moans and whines escaping your mouth as your reached out and grabbed Thanos’s hair, pulling him impossibly closer to you.
Your teeth clashed as you slid down to the ground, his hand on your thigh and yours on his hip. He grinds his growing erection against your clothed core. You moan into the kiss and he tilts your head, changing the angle so he has better access to your lips. “Fuck…” he breathes out against your skin, voice soft and quiet. Suddenly the doors open and you both look up, a very quiet circle guard is standing there. You both stand up, quickly brushing yourselves off. “U-uh… you may go to your dorm now… the… cleaning is complete…” the guard stumbles over his words with a small nervous chuckle. You and Thanos exchange a look and nod, walking past the guard to the large room.
Your team looks at you two knowingly, “you two look like you had some fun…..”