Hogsmeade
The Marauders and Lily were an odd group, and everyone seemed to notice that as they made their way out of the castle and down the beaten, gravel path. Lily and Rowena held hands, turning to flash gorgeous smiles at each other and the boys every so often. Sirius had this arms thrown around James and Remus’ shoulders as they walked, all watching the girls. Rowena was slightly taller than Lily and her hair was darker, she also had green eyes and she was curvier. Lily was shorter, her hair a little more fiery and wild, she had green eyes and smaller proportions than Rowena but she was still… hot.
As they exited the wrought iron gates to the school grounds, Lily and Rowena were talking about boys, but their voices were hushed. No one could hear them, except Remus, who had tried to hone in on what they were saying when he heard Rowena’s sing-song laughter floating on the breeze.
“No, no one. I’ve kissed, but no…” Lily trailed off, reaching out for a few strands of Rowena’s hair and twirling it around her fingers.
“Never? But don’t you- you know?” Rowena bit her lip as she looked at the girl, the girl’s face flushed with pink and Rowena felt satisfied.
“Of course I do! I’ve just never, you know.” Lily mimicked how she had said the phrase before, poking fun at how Rowena seemed to be the most sexually experienced girl she knew and yet she couldn’t say the damn word.
“Oh- shush, you! Well, if you’ve never done it, what do you think about?” Rowena asked, feeling her stomach twisting angrily as she realised just how personal the question was.
“A lot of things I suppose…James…you…Donnelly McLoch, that Ravenclaw guy…” she trailed off and Rowena was still processing what she had said, frozen to the spot, with Lily carrying on walking, “what?”
Lily had turned around, an eyebrow raised at Rowena until she finally understood - her face matched her hair at that point, she was more embarrassed than she had ever been before. Rowena stared at the girl, she could hear her blood pumping fast and her ears were burning, she wanted to say something but she had no idea what to say. Sirius, James and Remus continued walking, though Remus was trying hard to pretend that he didn’t hear what had just been said.
“I-i didn’t, I mean-“ Lily started and Rowena shook her head, she wanted to hug the girl but she was nervous now.
“It’s okay, I- didn’t realise you thought about me that way,” Rowena bit her lip and Lily stepped towards her, tucking a strand of her own hair behind her ear as she looked at Rowena.
“It was just- last night, when we, you know… I kept thinking about it. But, we can just ignore all of that, right?” Lily asked meekly and Rowena wanted to tell her she didn’t want to, but then she looked ahead at James and felt a pang of guilt.
“Yeah, of course. I won’t even tell you how many people I’ve thought about,” Rowena laughed it off, walking once more, “at least I’ve got someone to help me out, though.”
The two girls linked arms once more and continued walking, now behind the boys. Lily felt embarrassed and a little annoyed, perhaps even sad. She knew that Rowena liked girls and that she wasn’t monogamous with Remus, so why didn’t she fancy Lily? Rowena was confused and frustrated - she didn’t want to forget what Lily had said but she didn’t want to upset James. Everything seemed to be coming back to James. She couldn’t sleep with the two men in her life because of him and she couldn’t even try things out with Lily because of him.
Remus grew concerned, as he noticed how quiet Rowena had become as they entered Hogsmeade. He knew that she had feelings for Lily and he didn’t know why she didn’t just say that when Lily had accidentally confessed of her fantasies. Sirius had noticed how quiet she had become, but he didn’t know why and that terrified him - he was always wondering if it was something he or Remus had done, or perhaps, hadn’t done. James knew something was off but he didn’t have the slightest idea - he still had his suspicions about whatever had happened between his three friends, but he was no closer to the truth.
“Right - Honeyduke’s first!” Sirius clapped his hands together as they arrived just outside the sweet shop and Rowena gave him a small smile.
“Need to stock up on chocolate, Rem?” Rowena asked, wedging herself her his arm, her arms around his waist and he nodded, kissing her forehead.
“Yes, bunny. It’s coming around again, sooner than I thought - Friday.” his eyes grew sad and his shoulders sunk, Rowena tightened her arms and let out a deep breath.
“It’s okay - we’re all here for you, you know that. Just let me take care of you, wolfy-“ he cut her off, turning to face her now and kissing her somewhat forcefully, she kissed back, of course, but she was surprised.
She knotted her fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck, not wanting to break apart from him. He was frustrated and he wanted to shout and scream, possibly even cry - as he did every month for as long as he could remember. None of it was fair. She felt hurt and scared, both for different reasons, but nonetheless she had a lot of negative energy to rid herself of. Kissing Remus seemed to at least distract her, if not take that energy from her. Sirius watched from behind, tapping his foot impatiently. He knew that his… partners? were hurting and he couldn’t show them he was there.
Lily noticed Sirius and headed over to him, leaving James browsing the ‘Silly Sweets’ section, full of joke sweets. Tapping him on the shoulder, Sirius turned around with sad eyes, sadder than she’d seen before. Sirius was frequently happy or angry, but she had never seen him sad - not like that. Lily tried to muster up the warmest smile she could, to the point where her cheeks ached, and she placed a hand on his arm, rubbing gently with her thumb. He looked down at her hand briefly and then back into her green eyes, he thought that she knew somehow - but she couldn’t do, surely?
“They love you too, I’m sure of it,” she whispered and he felt his mind buzz, his palms were sweating and he forgot all about his jealousy.
“What do you-“ she cut him off with a perfectly melodic laugh.
“Rowena’s my best friend, Sirius, I know. More than enough, to know that she cares deeply for you,” Lily gave him a genuinely sweet smile now and he let out a shaky breath.
“Alright, well, thanks,” he felt his cheeks burning and she couldn’t help but laugh at how shy and cute the infamous Sirius Black had become, “oh, and, Evans?”
“Yes?” she asked, now crossing her arms over her chest as she looked up at him.
“You called me Sirius,” he pointed out and she rolled her eyes at him, but she was wearing a smile on her face, so he knew that she wasn’t actually annoyed, he was happy once more - and he had Lily to thank for it, oddly.
Lily had never hated Sirius, per se, but they had never really seen eye-to-eye. She always found Sirius rather smug and so she’d not paid much attention to the boy. But ever since the end of their Fifth Year, Sirius had acted differently - he was more reserved and he seemed to hold back what he was thinking. Even in the last few weeks, Lily had noticed a change - he was maturing, she thought. Or maybe Rowena had finally managed to whip the boys into shape, as the same could be said for James.
“Oh, look! They’ve got a new flavour!” Rowena grinned up at Remus, tugging on his sleeve and he turned around to look at where she was now pointing.
“Wow, that does sound good,” he grinned and he reached around in his pocket before his face seemed to fall just a little bit, “maybe another day…”
“Don’t be silly, I’ll get it for you,” she grabbed the chocolate bar from the shelf - it was milk chocolate with hazelnuts and caramel.
“No, don’t do that, I’ll just get some normal chocolate this time-“ she lightly hit him on the arm and looked at him disapprovingly.
“I don’t want to hear it. I’m also buying us all snacks, anyway, so it’s hardly as if I’m doing you a favour, is it?” she asked simply, though there was a mischievous glimmer in her grey eyes - she did this every time, he thought to himself.
Rowena’s family were fairly well-off, as were Sirius and James’ but Remus never had much money and he always felt bad about it. Lily was okay for money, but she wasn’t able to spend excess amounts on sweets, that was usually down to Rowena. Rowena’s father, Augustus Miles, was an Auror, but he was well-renowned. In fact, he was Deputy Head Auror, and he was rather good at his job. Her mother, Agatha Bowes-Miles, was a Healer at St. Mungo’s. Again, she was rather good at her job and had earned herself the title of Head of Creature-Induced Injuries - perhaps it was only fitting that Rowena fall for a werewolf.
“Alright, fine,” Remus conceded; he knew exactly what she was doing but he didn’t want to upset her.
All of them paid for their various sweet treats and they exited the shop, making their way over to Zonko’s which Lily was less than thrilled about. She was mostly disappointed in Remus’ childish grin as they walked the aisles of the shop. Over and over again, she chided him, saying that he ‘Ought to be less enthusiastic over the thought of mischief and bother,’ she had then earned an eye roll four times over.
“Why did you have to wear that dress?” Sirius whispered as he squeezed past Rowena, pushing his crotch up against her as he did so, which made her giggle.
“Whatever do you mean?” she asked innocently, looking around them before she turned to face him, still pressed up against him, leaning against the shelves behind her.
“You know damn well, bunny,” he bit his lip as he glanced down.
Rowena’s dress was quite tight, and it hugged her figure perfectly; it also seemed to have just enough cleavage on show to drive Sirius wild, while not looking too out of the ordinary for anyone else. She wore one of Remus’ button up jumpers over the top, and somehow managed to look adorable and sexy at the same time. His eyes darted around to check that they were alone, and he placed one hand on her waist, one on her cheek and he pressed his lips to hers.
Wrapping her arms around his neck, she kissed back hungrily and she couldn’t help but think of the night before. When he had been taken by Remus as she sat and watched, when she had been fucked to the point of exhaustion but not allowed to cum. She nipped at his bottom lip and he smirked before accepting her delicate tongue - he tasted minty as their tongues danced, she tasted faintly of chocolate. They moved their mouths in sync and he managed to grind his stiffening dick up against her, stealing moans as she thought about how desperate she had been to cum.
“Padsy, please,” she whined, her eyes were dark and her lips were rouged from the blood that had rushed to the surface.
“Please what, princess?” he smirked down at her, stealing a few more kisses before he leaned his arm on the shelf above her head.
“Not now… I-I, you’re making things difficult!” she hissed, glaring up at him and he raised an eyebrow, she immediately blushed and regretted speaking to him that way.
“That’s not how good girls behave, now, is it?” he dipped his head down, kissing her neck softly.
“Unnnf… no, Mister, sorry Mister.” she felt her knees weaken and she clutched onto his shoulders, her eyes fluttering closed briefly.
“Good girl, I’ll stop teasing now, shall I?” he kissed up and down her neck, eliciting a few moans and a full body shiver from the girl.
“Yes please, Mr Black,” she moaned and he hummed in agreement before sucking on her sweet spot quite forcefully.
“Oh- fuck!” she moaned, feeling her core pool with heat as he let her go and walked away.
Rowena stood there, breathing heavily as she leaned against the shelves behind her, her head slightly dazed as she thought of Sirius. She wanted more than anything for him to take her there up against the shelves, for him to slap her around a little bit and rough her up. Mostly she wanted him to fuck her like a rag doll until her makeup was all smeared.
“Twitch, are you okay?” James asked, popping his head around the corner and her eyes went wide as she saw him there.
“‘M fine, Prongs, honest!” she grinned, though her head was spinning just a little as she walked over to him, holding something that she had just grabbed off of the shelf, so as to not seem completely odd.
“Okay, if you’re sure…” he eyed the object in her hand and raised an eyebrow, “itching powder, Twitchy? We’re not First Years anymore.”
“You’d be surprised what you can do with itching powder, Prongs,” she quipped and he rolled his eyes as they headed back to the group.
Remus had clearly heard her moans as he had an amused look on his face as he saw her. Snaking an arm around her waist, he didn’t say a word about it. Still, that was possibly worse for Rowena as she couldn’t help but think about what must have been going through his head. He tightened his grip on her when everyone else went up to pay and whispered in her ear, so that she could feel his lips just grazing her ear.
“Can’t help yourself, can you? My little slut,” he smirked as she whined, her eyes wide and her fingers fidgeting with the hem of the jumper she was wearing.
“B-but it was Padsy who-“ he tutted at her, trying to fight the smile off of his face.
“Not trying to blame other people, are we? For your desperation,” he looked up at James and Sirius who were joking around, and Lily who was shaking her head disapprovingly.
“But it wasn’t-“ he tutted again and she pouted, crossing her arms over her chest and looking away from him.
“Come on sweetie, I’m only-“ she huffed and didn’t even turn to face him.
“Not listening now!” she clenched her fists and he rolled his eyes, dipping his head down to nuzzle at her neck.
“Come on baby, I’m sorry,” he kissed her neck, now spotting a light bruising and a darker, smaller bruise, “I didn’t realise we were so rough last night… did I look after you enough, sweetie?”
“Of course you did! We had such good cuddles and you always give me lots of kisses. I enjoyed myself, daddy,” she grinned up at him now, holding onto his shirt, her eyes twinkling.
“Okay, good. You would tell me if not, wouldn’t you?” he asked and she nodded, kissing him lovingly, “thank you, kitten.”
“Ready for the Three Broomsticks?” Lily cleared her throat and Rowena spun around, blushing profusely.
“Yep! Come on, let’s go,” Rowena turned back around and slipped herself under Remus’ arm once more.
As the five of them walked, James moved closer to Lily, throwing an arm around her shoulder as they walked and Rowena couldn’t help but stare. Lily didn’t move away and they looked quite comfortable walking like that. Rowena nudged Remus and pointed and his jaw dropped. He nudged Sirius who raised his eyebrows and started walking over to the two of them before Rowena managed to grab him and stop him.
“Don’t interrupt! Maybe they’re finally together!” she hissed and Sirius considered the thought before falling instep with Rowena and Remus.
Looking over at James and Lily first, Sirius reached out, grabbing a hold of Rowena’s hand. They laced their fingers with each other’s and stood close, to try and hide it. No one seemed to notice, and they felt a thrill as they walked along in public, hand in hand. Rowena felt peaceful, happy and everything in between. She was walking with her boyfriend and their other partner, she didn’t quite know what to call Sirius anymore, and they were able to be all three physically connected in public.
But then there was the James and Lily of it all. Lily had confessed to thinking about Rowena when she… Rowena blushed just thinking about it. And James, she thought to herself, managed to walk in on her with no top on that morning, and she had… thoughts. So had Remus, apparently, and she couldn’t help but wonder if Sirius had, as well. So they would be spending a lot more time all five of them - usually Rowena could handle it, she either spent time with the boys or Lily, not at the same time. But together? She wasn’t sure how she would cope.
Reaching the Three Broomsticks, Sirius held the door open after James and Lily had entered, and he waited for Rowena and Remus to enter before he closed it behind himself. Lily and James sat on one side of the booth and Remus, Rowena and Sirius sat the other side. James couldn’t stop looking at Lily; Lily was staring at the three opposite them; Remus was looking at Rowena; Rowena was eyeing James and Lily oddly; Sirius was looking at Remus and Rowena and then at James and Lily. Even though he had been welcomed into Remus and Rowena’s bed, Sirius couldn’t help but feel left out.
“So, what’s going on here then?” Sirius couldn’t help but ask, gesturing from James to Lily and back again.
“Uh- well, we-“ Lily started trying to answer and James rubbed her shoulder before answering.
“Thanks for kicking me out last night, Twitch,” James winked at Rowena and she shifted uncomfortably - she didn’t want to be the reason the two of them finally got together.
“Yeah, h-he came downstairs into the Common Room and I was still sitting there, so we got talking. Thanks, Ro.” Lily smiled at her friend and Rowena nodded, resting her head on Remus’ shoulder.
The five of them laughed and drank butterbeer for what seemed like an age, until Lily pointed out the fact that it was getting late. Rowena told her that she would meet her tomorrow before class and that she was going to go to The Reading Shack before they headed back up to the castle. James said goodbye and walked out with Lily. It was just the three of them now, and Rowena let out a deep sigh of relief as she saw the back of James and Lily.
“Well, that was interesting,” Rowena groaned and she rested her head on the table.
“Why didn’t you tell her?” Remus asked, rubbing Rowena’s back.
“How could I? Prongs made me swear I would tell him if anything happened. I swore I wouldn’t do that to him! And then, he’s with her anyway… whatever, it’s not like I’m unlucky in that department, is it? I have you two,” she wrapped her arms around their shoulders and kissed them each on the cheek.
“Yeah, that’s true, sweetie,” Remus grinned down at her and he wrapped an arm around her, rubbing Sirius’ leg with his hand as he did so.
“You’ll always have us, princess,” he grinned and kissed her neck sweetly.
“Alright, I want books now. So, if you’re coming with me then hurry up and move!” she giggled, poking Remus in the side to get him to move.
“I know books aren’t really your thing, Pads, but you should see her face when she walks in there-“ Sirius cut Remus off with something slightly unexpected.
“I’ve seen it, every time we’ve come to Hogsmeade, for five years. Her eyes sparkle and she can’t stop talking about all of the books. You’re adorable, princess,” he kissed her nose and Rowena felt her heart melt.
“You’re the sweetest,” she threw her arms around his neck and kissed him square on the lips which caught him off guard, but he kissed back and held her by the hips as she did so.
“Come on, I want to get you a new book,” Sirius whispered when they broke apart, and they turned towards the book shop but not before he was able to steal another kiss.
Rowena skipped along ahead of Remus and Sirius who watched her with swelling hearts. Sirius reached for Remus’ hand as they walked and Remus slipped his fingers through Sirius’, feeling a different warmth in his chest for the man beside him. Remus leaned down just a little and kissed Sirius softly, their stubble scratching against each other’s as they did.
“I want to buy you a new book, too, Moons,” Sirius spoke softly and Remus couldn’t help but smile, kissing him once more.
“Thank you, Pads. Now, let’s get a move on or she’ll think we’ve abandoned her.” Remus chuckled as the two of them sped up to Rowena who threw her arms around their waists as they got to her.
The sun had set over the school and Remus, Rowena and Sirius had just got back to the dormitory after their extended stay in Hogsmeade. Throwing her bag down on Remus’ bed, Rowena said hi to James and he nodded, not meeting her eyes for some reason. Sirius peeled his shirt off and then his trousers before throwing on a pair of pyjama trousers and a vest. Rowena hated to admit that she couldn’t take her eyes off of the man as he did so - even though they were involved, she still felt like a desperate whore when she did so.
Remus was next, but he didn’t bother putting a vest on and instead laid down, his scarred chest on display. Rowena bit her lip as she sat on the bed, drawing the curtains around it before she turned away from Remus and asked him to unzip her. She slid off the jumper and he sat up, pulling her closer to him before he moved her hair out of the way. He kissed her neck slowly before unzipping her dress, his fingers tracing down her back as he did so. Finding it difficult to keep quiet, Rowena kept her lip trapped between her teeth, trying to stifle the whimpering that threatened to escape.
“How are you feeling, kitten?” Remus asked as he slipped her dress off of her shoulders.
“Feeling like I need cuddles, it’s been a long day,” she sighed and got up on her knees, to shimmy the dress down.
“Well once you’re dressed we can cuddle up - how about I read to you? You normally like that, sweetie,” he dug around in the drawers beside his bed, trying to keep the curtains closed as much as possible, and brandished a t shirt, throwing it down beside Rowena.
“Mmm please, that sounds good, Rem,” she grinned and laid down, pulling her dress off fully.
“You look so good angel,” he couldn’t help but whisper as Rowena sat there in just her bra and panties.
“Stop it!” she giggled before slipping her bra off and pulling Remus’ shirt over her head.
Laying down, she nestled her head into his shoulder, breathing in deeply. Remus always smelled of old books, chocolate and a deep, musky aftershave that he frequently used. He rubbed her side gently and kissed the top of her head before opening a book that sat next to him on the bed. He couldn’t help but think that the bed seemed a little empty, but he wouldn’t mention that to Rowena as she already seemed a little out of sorts.
As Remus read to her, Rowena traced the scars on his chest with her delicate fingers. He let out a contented sigh as he felt her fingertips skimming a scar just below his collarbone. She finally started to relax as he finished the first page of the book he was reading - it was the new book that Sirius had bought him, and it made him feel all warm inside when he thought of that fact. It was a book on Charms which was his favourite subject. Specifically, it was about the creation of new charms.
“Are you getting tired, bunny?” Remus asked as Rowena started blinking a little more slowly than usual.
“Mmm I think so, your voice is so dreamy, wolfy,” she kissed his chest lightly as she trailed her fingertips down to the waistband of his pyjama trousers.
“Kitten, come on, you’ve had a big day - none of that right now,” he smiled lazily down at her and she looked up, reaching her hands up so that they rested behind his neck.
“Hmm, fine. Maybe we should just go to sleep, then?” she asked, but Remus didn’t say anything - he seemed to be listening out for something.
The door had opened to the dormitory and they could hear someone walking over to a bed - it was either James or Sirius’ bed. Someone sat down before there was giggling and the low tones of a man’s voice. Rowena sat up instantly and Remus did too, pulling Rowena onto his lap as they listened out. It wasn’t long before they heard what sounded like kissing and Rowena felt her stomach churn as the thought of either possibility.
Either it was James, which would mean that he and Lily were getting at it. Or, it was Sirius. She couldn’t bear to think of the second option but then, the first option wasn’t much better in her eyes.
“Oh!” she heard giggles and she wanted to block her ears.
Not much time had passed before there was a faint creaking of the bed, and more kissing. Every so often there was a moan, from him or her, sometimes both. Rowena turned herself around so that she was facing Remus as she sat on his lap. He placed his fingers under her chin and lifted so that he could kiss her. She kissed back at once, wanting to forget whatever was going on in one of the other beds in the room.
“Please?” she asked and he kissed her softly before nodding.
“It’s all up to you, though, kitten. Whatever you want, we do. Okay?” he laid down, looking up at her and she nodded.
She got up, sitting beside him before she slid his pyjama trousers down, his cock springing out. Licking her lips, she grinned and reached for the lube in the next drawer - she didn’t want to mess around and although she was already a little aroused, she thought it best - his cock was so big that even after all this time she still struggled to take his full length. Squirting a little out, she rubbed it on his cock before sliding off her panties and rubbing some more on and around her pussy, making it slick.
Kneeling with one leg either side of him, she lowered herself down on his cock and let out a gasp as she did so. Every time she rode his cock, she felt his cock deeper inside her than any other position, and it always satisfied her deeply. Remus held her by the waist as she adjusted to his dick deep inside her and he let out a moan as she lifted herself up and slid herself back down. As she started riding his cock, grinding her hips just a little as she slid back down, his cock balls deep inside her.
“Fuuuck, that’s it princess,” he bit his lip as she picked up the pace just a little bit.
“Oh fuck, daddy, your cock is so big!” she moaned, placing her hands on his chest as she bounced herself on his thick cock.
“That’s it, kitten, just like that,” he slid his hands up her waist, under her shirt and cupped her breasts, tweaking one of her nipples.
Rowena tried to simply get lost in the moment but she heard the other girl’s moaning and she could only imagine Lily. She picked up her pace, bringing one hand down to okay with her throbbing clit as she rode Remus harder and faster. If it was Lily, she imagined how her tits looked, how her arse looked. She had seen the girl in her bra and underwear, but she’d never seen anything more, which she supposed was normal for close friends. But she wanted to be more than close friends.
She imagined fucking Lily with a strap-on, watching the pleasure contorting her face. How her tits would bounce and the moans she would let slip as she picked up the pace. She imagined kissing the redhead more passionately than before. Then she imagined eating Lily’s pussy, how sweet it would taste. Then she imagined Lily eating her pussy, cumming all over her pretty little face.
That was enough to tip her over the edge. After being fucked like a rag doll the night before and not being allowed to cum, Rowena let out a cry of relief as the waves of her climax consumed her. She felt her whole body trembling as she creamed on Remus’ cock. Remus was gripping her hips tightly now, his fingers digging into her skin so hard she thought he might break the skin. She never minded that, though, as it would mean some pretty bruises the next day.
“I’m gonna-“ he felt his cock pulsating inside her, pumping her full of cum as she rode him still, slower now than before.
“Thank you, daddy,” she grinned as she kissed him, sliding his cock out of her pussy as she got up and laid down beside him.
“No, thank you, my precious angel,” he pulled his trousers back up and threw the covers over both of them.
“Night, Moons,” she snuggled down beside him, her head resting on his chest.
“Goodnight, sweetie,” he wrapped his arms around her and closed his eyes.
Both of them laid there, thinking about which scenario was true of the two scenarios they had thought of prior to fucking. Either Sirius was back to his old tricks and was fucking some rando girl, or James and Lily had just fucked for the first time. Rowena couldn’t help but tear up as she thought of this, as it would have been Lily’s first time, too.
Neither of them even stopped to consider a third option, but then, they had drifted off to sleep in each other’s arms that night - peacefully even though they were thinking about the worst possible options they could come up with for who was causing such a noise in their room.