𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻; Ron Weasley

My eyes fall open from my sleep and I immediately sit up on the bed and looked out of the window and seen that it was still pitch black outside. Then suddenly I feel my stomach churn and I place my hand over my mouth.

I get out of the bed and run to the nearest bathroom, my vision becomes blurry for a quick second and I feel almost everything
that I ate a few hours earlier coming up.
What the fuck?

When I'm done throwing up everything that I basically ate in the last twenty for hours I take a quick shower to clean up and brushed my teeth. I run back to the room with a towel wrapped around me and changed into some sleeping clothes.

Then I came to the decision that I didn't want to sleep alone—But I didn't exactly feel like walking up all of those stairs so it's a good thing that I was good at apparrating. When I got in front of his door i instantly noticed that it was locked, so I pulled out my wand and tapped on it.

I pushed silently pushed Ron's room door
open because I wasn't exactly aloud to be in
the same room with him at night. I wrapped my arms around my chest and looked over my shoulder before walking inside but as soon as I entered the slightly cluttered room I noticed that he wasn't there.

My eyebrows furrowed and I tilted my head.
Well, where the fuck is he? I looked around and noticed a rusty orange hoodie sitting in the corner of his room and a smirk rises on my face. I quickly slipped it and it was more of a dress on me but that wasn't going to stop me from wearing it.

A loud creaking noise came from the wood as I stepped out of his bedroom and the door close with a loud slam making me slap my hand over my face, I basically throw myself down the stairs before I could get caught being up here.

It takes me about fifteen minutes to finally get down all of the stairs and when I finally do I go to the living to check and see if he fell asleep on the couch, but he wasn't there.

My eyes dart up and I see that the back door was creaked opened. Maybe he went to go get some fresh air. I grabbed a wand that I found on the ottoman and walked outside.

I see Harry walking away from the house holding a backpack making my eyebrows furrow as I start to approach him I noticed a tall figure following behind me making me stop in my tracks.

"Tonight's not the night, mate" A voice that I recognized as Ron says as he comes to a stop.
I wonder what it is that he's talking about.
I kneel down to hide behind some of the tall glass.

"And when the night does come, what are you going to do? Your just going to leave your girlfriend behind? No, I'm not letting you do that" Harry says and the sound of scrunching grass resumes, meaning that he continued walking.

Silence falls upon them before Ron speaks.
"Moons? That's why you don't want me to come with you because of fucking Moons?
She's not the most important thing right
now Harry"

I suddenly feel my heart drop and my insides turn again—Yeah, I'm not saying that I should be his top priority but I am saying that I should be considered to be important by him and if he is planning on leaving why didn't he tell me.

"Look Ron, I need to find these Horcrux, it's the easiest way to take him down... and staying here longer is just stalling...so are you coming or not?" Harry questions.

"Without Hermione? We wouldn't last two days without her... she needs to come with us we can't leave her behind" Ron says, his voice slightly cracking.

A wave of jealous washes over me and my grip on the wooden wand that was in between my hand tighten. Of course he couldn't leave her behind but can't even bother to tell me that he's gonna run off somewhere.

I felt hurt, maybe it was an overreaction but I feel the least he could've done is told me at least. And honestly probably be much more understanding if he told me about this whole thing.

"C'mon Harry..." Ron said, it sounded like more of a beg for him to come back into the house. From what I seen Harry took off whatever bag was on his back and handed it back to Ron.

I stand back up and run inside of the house without trying to be heard by the two boys
that was still walking. I throw the wand that I picked up earlier on the ground and apparated upstairs into the bedroom I was staying in.

Unknowingly, I began to pace all around the room and started talking to myself. Completely overthinking everything that I just heard from ease dropping. Was Ron planning on breaking up with me?

He couldn't be. But then again he said that I'm not important to him so who knows what he's planning on doing. What if he doesn't like me anymore and just doesn't want to be mean?
Maybe he liked Hermione now.

I could understand if he did, I mean I would never admit it out loud but she's beautiful.
She's smart and she's a very caring person.
She's a Gryffindor like him which means they have way more things in common than the two of us do.

"What are you doing awake?" My eyes dart to the door and there stands Ron in the frame of the door with his hand on the knob and his eyebrows furrowed.

"M-Morning sickness... I went looking for you because I wanted to cuddle but you were gone" I whisper as I look at the ground, Not wanting to mention what I heard from the jump of it all.

Ron begins to rub the back of his neck with his hand. "Oh yeah...um, I went go get a glass of water downstairs sorry... but if you still want to—"

When that lie left his mouth my hand lifted and collides with the skin with his cheek, leaving a large red mark. You see it was an reaction I totally did it without thinking.

"Your a fucking bastard you know that? I gave you chance to tell the truth and you lie in my fucking face" I snapped through gritted teeth.

He runs his fingers over his cheek and looks down at me but I didn't even give him chance to try and explain himself. I shove at his chest as I feel mine tighten.

"After every fucking thing...everything you can't even tell me the truth? I don't deserve to know that your planning on leaving?!" I yelled, trying to keep the tears that are forcing to come out of my eyes in.

"Why the fuck are you ease dropping on my conversati—" he begins as his cheeks turn a red color and he steps closer to me but I install put my hand out to stop him.

I didn't even let him finish his sentence because I knew exactly what he was trying to do. "Please don't try to change the fucking conversation" I snapped as I squinted my brown eyes at him.

"H-how about we talk about this in the morning Rebekah? Not right now okay, let's just go to be—" he suggests calmly as she gestures towards the bed, trying to push my towards it.

"Yeah, sure let's talk about it in the morning, whatever you want Ron" I say sarcastically.
"But oh, what if tomorrow's the day that your gonna run off? Huh"

Ron huffs and rolls his eyes. "Your over reacting" He says blankly making me scoff loudly in disbelief.

"O-Overreacting really Ron? How would you feel if I just randomly ran off without an explanation... how would you feel if I told someone that you don't need to know because your not important to me?" I hissed as I wiped my eyes.

"You know I didn't mean it like that, Rebekah you mean so much to me I swear.." He said, glancing away from me for a moment and I see his eyes fill up with tears.

"But obviously not enough for you to tell me that your gonna go put your life at risk a-and obviously not enough for you to care about
how I fee—" I began, yelling.

"I didn't tell you for a reason! And guess what Rebekah no matter how bad it hurts you I can't let Harry go alone and die out there" He interrupts me.

"Y-You don't care about hurting me...that's what your telling me Ron? Yeah, you sure have a way with fucking words you know what let me make everything so much better for you, I'm leaving"

"W-what?"

Without another word I turn around and stomped towards the cupboard and yank it open. I pull all off of my belongings to the ground, only for them to be picked back up
by Ron.

"Rebekah...I'm sorry is that what you want to hear? There you go I'm sorry just don't leave, p-please" He stammered as he tries to grab onto my wrist.

I ignored his pleas as I pushed past him to grab onto my black trunk, I threw almost everything that looked like mine inside and had to wipe my eyes a few times in the process.

"Why the fuck would I care about you not wanting me too leave when you can't even bring yourself to give a shit about me? And
you know what i wouldn't have even cared because Harry's your bestfriend and I would've understood... but it's the fact that you choose not to tell me and basically said fuck me!" I scream.

"I'm sorry" He apologize as he tries to reach out to hug me, but I instantly shoved him away and warned for him to leave me alone.

"I know that you are Ron, and that's exactly why I'm leaving" I yanked the trunk from off of the bed that felt much heavier from when I first got here and pushed past him to get out of the room.

I hear his footsteps following behind me and I see people standing in the shadows rubbing their eyes, I didn't mean to wake them up because I also couldn't care less in the exact moment about anything except getting out of here.

The I come to the realization that I don't even have my wand and couldn't go anywhere without it, I could simply go get another one made but that Oliver guy Is no where to be fucking found.

My eyes squint as I turn to him with an raised eyebrow. "Where's my wand? I let you use it the other day" I say as I hold my hand out.
A few days ago they left while I was sleeping and all I know is that George came back with one ear.

"I don't want you too leave Rebekah, I-I don't think that I'll do without you" He breathed shakily as he grabbed onto my hand and I was to caught up in my thoughts to even pull away.

I feel my stomach drop and I almost choked on my next breath—You can't just stay because he said that he can't live without you that voice in the back of my head says. I tell that voice to fuck off.

"Y-You can't do that Ron, it's not fair" I sniffled as loosen my grip on my bag and finally let my hand relax in his. No, I couldn't let my guard down that easy because if I do he'll think it's okay for him to keep doing.

He sighs and wipes his face. "I don't want you to leave, okay? And if you want to take a break I'm fine with that...j-just don't leave, I don't want anything to happen to you at least when your here I know that your safe..just stay? Okay"