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The sound of loud banging at the door of my bedroom instantly woke me up, at first I tried to ignore it and go back to sleep but when the banging got louder I knew that whoever it was going to leave until I answered the door.
There was nothing more in this world than my beauty sleep being interrupted, and whoever this was banging on my door as if they were born without any sense really better say their prayers.
I slipped on the Slytherin jumper that a stole from Blaise to cover the thin white tank top I had on. My eyes dart to the clockโWhoever it is better have good reasoning to be waking me up at two o'clock in the morning.
When I grab the door, unlock it, and aggressively swing it open, I see Draco standing there with worry plastered in his pale face. I hadn't seen Draco since the trip and as I said before we're not exactly friends so I had no idea why he was here. He looked honestly horribleโ his hair was beyond messy, he had dark bags under his eyes and he looks sick.
I wonder why he's not in sleeping clothes.
"Draco, it's two in the morning what the fuck is so wrong that you couldn't wait to tell me in the morning?" I snapped softly, shooting him a cutting glare.
He walks into my room without an invitation making my eyes grow wide. I slammed my door shut and stomped over to him and tapped on his shoulder. What the fuck is happening?
"I did something stupid, really fucking stupid" He says in a calm voice, but by the expression on his face it was obvious that on the inside he wasn't no where near calm. "Aโ and I know that you know... what I am, so don't act oblivious"
My spells must've didn't work, which means that he's been acting all of this time. Acting all of this time as if he didn't know that I knew.
"How stupiโ you didn't kill anyone did you Draco?" My eyebrows furrowed as I stepped closer to him.
Draco huffed and grabbed onto my arm making me wince. He was talking to himself underneath his breath and I was beyond pissed that I couldn't understand what he was saying.
"What the fuck is your problem!" I yell as he drags me out of my room, not caring who the fuck I wake up.
He didn't respond to me โ he dragged me
out of the dungeons and lead me towards the hospital wing.
Just as we reached the corridor that the hospital wing was in he grabs onto my shoulder and slammed me against the wall. My hand flys to the back of my head before I looked up at him.
"Now, your going to in there and see what sweet Potter and his flock is talking about"
He orders through gritted.
Who the fuck does he think he is? Making demands to me.
"And what makes you think I'm going to do what your asking me Draco? What has gotten into your overly thick head.. I want nothing to do with whatever you have going on in your stupid life" I whispered snapped, folding my arms on my chest.
He darkly chuckles and pushed some of my hair behind my ear, I flinch when he leans down to whisper in it. "Because If you don't, I'm going to tell everyone here that little Rebekah Moons likes getting fucked by a certain red headed blood traitor"
I looked back into the hospital wing and lying there on the rest cot just so happened to be that certain red headโ my insides curl as I wrap my hands around my stomach.
"What the fuck did you do Draco?" I asked harshly, shoving at his chest causing him to stumble back.
"That's not any of your business now is it?
All you need to do is what I told you to do" He growled. "Go on"
I wanted to protest I really did, but I'd just gotten back on the closest I'll get to my mothers good side and her finding out about Ron will ruin everything. I thought he was my friend, friends don't blackmail each other.
I also that Ivy was my friend and look what happened there, I really need to stop thinking people are my friends.
My hands shove at him as hard as I could and this time he actually toppled over like I wanted him too.
Hesitantly, I walk into the hospital wing.
Merlin I've never seen so many red heads in all of my god given life. They were all surrounding the cot but the person who was sitting on the edge of the cot looks up and her brown face turns red.
"Yโyou Slag! This is all your fault" Lavender Brown yells as she charges towards me with her first balled up.
My eyes grow wide as I hop behind one of the cots to shield myself from getting hit. "Wait! H-how is this my fault, what did I do?" I stuttered.
"Don't act stupid because your not Moons, you know exactly what you did to my precious WanWan!" She attempts to walk on one side of the cot but I just jump over to get to the other.
"And now you've come here to act as if you care about him"
"Hey!" I scream as she reaches to grab onto my hair. "I didn't even come here for your stupid boyfriend I came here to take my pills! I don't know what the fuck happened to him, stop!"
"The two of you need to stop right now" Madam Pomfrey says loudly and Lavender came to a stop making relief fill my body.
I slowly caught my breath as I fixed my hair and jumper, ignoring the glower that Lavender Brown is sending me. I'm not understanding why she's so angry with me it's not like their even dating.
"I can help you over here Miss Moons" Madam Pomfrey says softly before walking into her office. I huff softly before following behind her, just as I walk past the cot that Ron was lying in someone grab onto my wrist.
Quickly I look back with a perplex plastered onto my face, Granger she was the one who grabbed me. I don't know why the fuck she's touching me or why she thinks she has the right to do it.
"You should stay, he'd want you here" She cooed as she scooted over, making a little
room on her chair.
My eyebrows furrowed and my mouth slighted dropped. He wouldn't want me to stay here, would he? That would be over stepping boundaries, but he was there for me when the girls ruined my stuff. Why would he do that if we weren't something. Maybe he just wanted to pity me and be a nice person.
These thoughts went back and forth in my for about five full minutes until an annoying voice snapped me out of them.
"No she shouldn't!" Lavender Brown shrieks from aside us making me send her a warning scowl.
"Wait?" One of the twins says (I know their names I just could never tell them apart but I'm assuming it was Fred). "Moons hates my brother why would he want her to be here"
"Exactly" I agreed with him, snatching out of Grangers grip and rubbing my wrist onto my jumper.
"Moons doesn't hate Ron" Harry said calmly and I tilt my head at him. He doesn't even know me from a can of paint how would he know if I hate him or not?
I scoffed. "You don't know what I hate, you bastaโ"Before I could finish my sentence Ron started mumbling in his sleep and I completely cut myself off.
Lavender flew over to the bed and grabbed onto his hand and began to whisper things to him nearly making me throw up in my mouth.
"Yeah, I'm gonna go" I groggily say as I slowly back away, not even remembering that I lied earlier and said I was coming for some pils.
"R..Rebโbekah" A voice murmurs and my walking comes to a halt. Maybe I'm just hearing things. I look over my shoulder and seen everyone looking at me. "Dโdon't go"
I feel my stomach flutter and my cheeks grow completely warm. He...he asked me not to go, to stay here. Then something else flutters again, but this time it's not my stomach... it's my heart.
There was more than a million thoughts running through my headโ I wasn't an overly no scratch that I never was good with handling affection until Ron. I'd never gotten butterflies just by someone telling me something.
I felt something with him that I've never felt before with him.
Knocking me out of my thoughts was a weeping Lavender Brown running past me,
Her shoulder brushing against mine as she
did so.
For a second I felt bad for her but then I remembered what she told me during the celestial trip. He'll never like someone like me my ass.
"Here you go Miss Moons" Madam Pomfrey says with a soft smile on her face as she handed me a pill cup. "You better be off now, I don't want to tell Professor Snape about your break of curfew"
Oh yeah, I couldn't stay.
"Tโthank you" I splutter in a quiet voice as I took the cup away from her. Not wanting to see the disappointing face on Ron's friends face I left without looking back.
Guilt washes over my body, I'm so fucking stupid. I could've stayed, I just didn't want to because I'm so fucking stupid. But I did want to stay I really did but it wasn't really my place to stay. He asked you to stay you dumb bitch.
"What are they saying?" Draco questions me, randomly coming out of the dark corridor, stomping obnoxiously loud.
"Don't worry Draco there not worried about you" I mumbled as I threw the pills in the nearest garbage. "But hey... Draco?"
His eyebrows furrowed. "Yeah?"
"If you ever and I mean ever try to blackmail me again I will cut your tongue out of your mouth" I said calmly, trying my best not to loose my temper.
I was still in total disbelief on what he did, I was Rebekah fucking Moons no one and I mean no one blackmails me and makes me spy on people.
"Your beyond over reacting" Draco mumbles and I glare at him. Me... overreacting? I wasn't fucking overreacting I was just being completely honest and saying how I felt.
"Yeah, because being black mail is such a nice thing to have done to you...Draco people who are somewhat friends don't blackmail each other, I wasn't going to tell on you! Because unlike you I value are somewhat friendship" I hiss. "Almost six months and I haven't said anything, yโyou don't need to black mail me"
For a second I could see some type of hurt glimmer in his grey eyes โ I was beyond happy that I was actually getting to him, and he's lucky I couldn't think of anything that would break him right now.
I mumbled the password and stormed into the common room, sending the first years that were still up and playing ugly glares making them sit down.
"Get fucked Malfoy, alright... get fucked!" I yelled, before storming into my room and slamming the wooden door behind me.
I yank off my shorts and got into my bedโ
I tried to sleep but all I did was toss and turn the whole night, the feeling of guilt just wouldn't go away.
My hands pulled the covers over my face and I huffed. I switched the sides of my pillows around but both sides of it was beyond warm, hot even.
Merlin, I wasn't going to get any sleep.