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I woke up with someone screwing nails into my head. A low whine escaped my lips as I curled myself into a ball, pulling the covers up some more making it no longer cover my feet.
The drinking part was fun it's just the hang over part that was a total mood changer.
My eyes screwed shut as my mind tried to focus on what happened last night. Nothing, I couldn't remember anything after going to sit with the hufflepuffs. I tended to do and say stupid things while drunk and that's why I wanted to remember exactly what I did.
I inhaled softly and the slightly recognizable scent filled my nostrils, I wasn't in my bed I was in Theodores. What the fuck am I doing in Theodores bed?
Slowly I lift the covers from my face only to met by Blaise who obviously notice me. I quietly sit up on my elbows. "Impressing"I teased with a wide grin on my face.
"Hey!" He shouted as his hands flew to his front, his brown eyes wide and glowering at me. His hands grabbed the pillow that was covered in emerald silk and threw it out my head making me hiss.
The grin didn't leave my face as I looked over to the side which I quickly regretted when the light from the lake hit my eyes, making me instantly close them.
"What time is it, Blaise?" I questioned feebly as I slid the covers back over my head. Trying my hardest to go back to sleep.
"Quarter to three, yeah you slept all fucking day, get up Rebekah!"Theodore shouted as he came out of the bathroom, his tooth brush
still in his mouth.
"I know that it's a little challenging for you to put that giant head of yours to use but I was talking to Blaise, nobody said anything to you" I grumbled, his yelling only making my head hurt worse.
I thought he'd walked back into the bathroom and decided to leave me alone but the hope left my body when I felt the covers being snatched off of me. The coldness of the air quickly hit my body making me gasp and curl up into a ball.
A muffled groan left my lips as I buried my
face in his pillow, the fucking light was beyond killing me it felt like torture when my eyes caught a glimpse of it.
Theodore grabbed onto my wrist and mumbled come on before dragging me into the bathroomβ Merlin, I looked just as bad as I felt.
My eyeliner was smudge all over the place and under my eyes were bags. The tip of my nose was redder than it had ever been before.
My dress, well my strap was off my shoulders and it was ruffled all over, yeah I was never wearing this again. My hair was sticking all over the place and patted down in the back, I almost threw up at my own reflection.
"If you don't mind me asking, how did I get here?" I questioned as my eyes caught a glimpse of the bruise on the crook of my neck.
Theodore shrugged his shoulders. "When I got here you were already here talking with Draco and Blaise, might want to ask them" He mumbled.
"I swear to the gods that your so fucking useless" I snapped as I walked out of the bathroom, looking for my shoes.
Where are my shoes? Forget about
them I needed to get fixed up.
I walked out of the dorm room, ignoring the looks of disgust and mumbling from the boys that stood in the hallway of the boys dormitory.
It wasn't even anything like that, and even if it was what right do they have to shame me?
When I finally made it to the girls dormitory a girl with blue hair was standing on the outside, attempting to open the door.
"Late night for you as well" Ivy said with a large grin on her face making me roll my brown eyes.
She looked much worst than me.
I scoffed and pushed the door opened. "Your the only one who dropped their knickers last night, Ivy..." I murmured making her laugh out. "So who was the unlucky person?"
"Jade fucking Wright"Ivy had a proud expression on her face as she took of her dress, revealing her matching red underwear and bra.
I smirked and sent her a nod of approvalβ at least I could finally get that clingy tosser off of my back. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't found it kind of sick that she'd chosen of all people my best friend to sleep with. I don't even remember seeing Jade at the party yesterday, so how the fuck did they get together?
"And did you see who Blaise took to the party?
Loony fucking Lovegood, they sat in the corner acting as if they were the perfect fucking pair, wait till she finds out that he doesn't even like relationships, y de entre todas las personas la eligiΓ³, patΓ©tica" She growled that last part.
I was taught a bit of Portuguese when I was younger so I caught onto what she was saying
a little bit.
Oh, that's the reason she's been acting weird lately. You see her and Blaise called it quits about two weeks ago and since then she's been acting, odd. She'd caught feelings for him.
"I'm going to take a shower" I mumbled, deciding to ignore her complaining. I didn't know how to respond to her venting because I might let something slip and it'll come out extremely wrong.
My hands slipped my dress off and threw it into the nearest trash can, it was completely useless now.
I tapped the pendant around my neck two times turning it from gold back to white gold,
I'd changed it because silver didn't really go well to what i was wearing.
"Aw what the fuck!" I screamed as I looked in the mirror, looking at my hair that seemed to have a big chunk missing, What the fuck did Draco and Blaise do to me.
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I walked into the great hall pushing my Prada sunglasses onto my face, hey although I might feel like shit I don't have to look like it. My arms wrapped around my chest.
"I like it, makes you look older" Nathaniel complimented as the two of us sat down at
the Slytherin table.
Their was no coming back from what happened to my hair, so I had no choice but to cut it. My hair that once stopped in the middle of my back now was no longer than my shoulders.
"Yeah just wait until I get my hands on Draco and Blaβ" I snapped, with venom dripping from my tone.
Ron and Harry walked inside of the great hall with Ginny and Granger behind them. It doesn't take long before my eyes land on Ronβ things about last night began to puzzle together.
I choke out my orange juice as my eyes grow completely wide. Merlin, I'm about to jump of the astronomy tower if what I'm putting together really happened. But it couldn't have, I wasn't that fucking stupid. I was good at handling my liquor.
But in the memories I'd put together I broke my shoes and left them in the corridor, which could explain why I couldn't find them. Or maybe, I just wasn't looking hard enough for them.
There had to be an alternative, because there was no way I willingly kissed him. I mean I did it fucking willingly. Sober Rebekah would rather eat glass.
"Are you alright?" Ivy who was sitting in front of me questioned, as she looked at me in concern.
No, I'd done the most embarrassing thing in my fucking life. What has my pathetic excuse for a life came to, I mean fucking really.
"Yeah... I am" I mumbled as disgust filled my face. I unfolded my arms and pushed my sunglasses farther up on my face.
Ivy awkwardly chuckled. "Good, because it kind of looked like you were chocking on your orange juice over there" she bantered.
"I'm fine, yeah, just fine" Something came into my mind and my eyes darted to Nathaniel who was aside me. "Did I leave the party last night like ... randomly?"
Nathaniel ate the whole fried egg in one swallow making me gag, he had no fucking manners, at all. "Yeah, you did... y-you didn't even say goodbye but you had an stupid grin on your face like you were up to no good, I was going to stop you but.. well I don't know why I didn't" he shrugged.
You asshole, you should've fucking stopped me, stopped me from going out and abashing our family's purity. Plus, who knows what weirdos could of been in the corridors that late at night.
I came to the conclusion that my brother was the worst twin ever and I was going to blame him for all of this. Better pinning it on him than me, I mean I didn't have time for my shitty conscious.
Plus, I promised myself that It was never
going to happen ever again in my fucking life.
No matter how drunk I am I'm not going to a shame my family's honor by snogging some blood traitor.
"I've got to use the loo" I say more to myself than the two people in front of me as I stood up from my seat. The two of them sent be a quick nod before I walked off.
As I walked I started missing the feeling of my curls bouncing off of my back at each step I took. I was going to fucking murder Blaise and Draco, even if it's the last thing I do.
My hand grabbed onto the door handle and
as I was about to open it the door to the boys lavatory swung open. Ron walked out, running his fingers repeatedly through his slightly damped red hair.
"Take a picture, it'll last longer" he mumbled under his breath making me snap myself out my thoughts and frownβ this was extremely awkward I mean first I kissed him, then I was starring at him he must think I fancy him or some shit.
"No thank you, I'm very fond of the camera
my dad just bought me and I don't the lens breaking from such an hideous face" I stuck my tongue out at him.
A low chuckle leaves his mouth and he slightly shakes his head, "Hideous? according to you yesterβ"
"I was drunk!" I yelled, not even letting him finish his stupid remarks about last night.
I didn't need to be reminded about the most disgusting night of my fucking life.
"You know what they say... drunk words are sober thoughts" he smirked.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "If that helps you sleep at fucking night, because literally no one says that" I hissed.
"My brothers say it!"
"Yeah, your brothers also dropped out of school to run a shop that's based on their life, a joke" I said under my breath but loud enough to make sure he heard it.
He glowered at me but said nothing. I furrowed my eyebrows at his silence and folded my arms again, now leaning against the door to hold it open.
"Cats got your tongue, does it Ron? Have nothing slick to say?" I taunted him as I tilted my head.
"Fuck off" he hissed, his fist balled up at his sides and but his face remained the same shade, making me slightly upset.
"I came here to use the loo, Weasley, which means I have a purpose of being here.. you do not so I think you should fuck off instead" I teased with a large smirk on my lips.
He did nothing but merely laugh before walking away, letting the door of the boys lavatory slam so loud that it made me jump.
Finally, I walked into the girls lavatory cursing at him under my breath. Before this year, I don't think I hated him. I didn't have a liking for him but I didn't hate him.
But now I hated him so fucking much, even more than Granger. And boy did I hate that stupid mudblood.
Some people may say I was being over dramatic, but I was highly disgusted with myself. I'd done something so fucking stupid.
But something in me and merlin I hated that fucking something that always felt, odd.
Something In me didn't regret it the slightest.
That something in me was fucking stupid.
The thing that disgusted me the most that if memories were right I'd asked to kiss him.
I kissed him first, not the other way around.
I kissed him.