Chapter 2
And by the time I had picked up the courage to go to you , you had already graduated. Maybe we shouldn't have started this because darling I am still obsessed with you
..like a fool
I lost myself more after that point and drunk away my sorrows. I saw you on T.V once , being a politician was always your calling...you charismatic asshole. And as I look down from the building seeing the speeding cars I wonder what to do with my life
It would be so easy to take a step forward , to finally rest and be free from all this torment and i considered ending it all but you wouldn't be there... Its funny how I came to be like this because of you and yet for you to still be my savior.
I met a red head at the pub yesterday. She was beautiful , funny and the perfect woman and yet while the people around me were envious the only thoughts in my head were about how she wasn't you.
I turned around to go back down But i felt my vision suddenly blur and suddenly I was falling. Almost like a broken record I whispered your name and almost laughed at the absurdity of it because even on death's door I was calling your name
Maybe there's no saving me
And maybe I was already broken from the start but as i hear the familiar panicked voice bless my ears and see your vague visage across the road I wanted to laugh
Fate must surely hate me but at least i could see you for one last time
And you me..