Wolfstar one shots

The word was full of stupid things. Like why the fuck would you run after a ball and then try to kick it in to a web? Act like a dog and then call it football so one can think you’re crazy. Or those horoscope things. What's your moon and rising? How the fuck was Remus supposed to know? He was lucky to remember his middle name so some moons, stars and suns were definitely out of question.

Though if being honest the whole astrology thing seemed pretty badass, so maybe Remus was just bitter he didn’t understand it.

But the most stupid, absolutely ridiculous thing was love.

Fuck that.

If you wanna shove your tongue down someone’s throat do it and have the wildest sex in your life. Good for you mate. But love, yeah no that thing doesn’t exist.

Why, you may ask. Maybe it was the fact Remus’ life has never been surrounded with love. His parents for sure didn’t love each other, or him. The only thing his mother loved was a bottle of alcohol and his father… he probably got turned on by paperwork so there’s that.

The only person Remus could think of loving was his best friend Marlene, but not in a let’s get married and have three kids and a golden retriever way. No, more like when I’m high and feel a little amount of emotions in my body I could say I love you, because you have been there for me always. Though the word love was something that isn’t part of his vocabulary so he always just ends up swallowing it.

Marlene did tell him she loved him, but all Remus did in return was flash an awkward smile or maybe squeeze her hand a little tighter. And that was enough, because Marlene knows and understands.

Recently there has been one thing Remus doesn’t understand. He didn’t understand why Sirius Black.

Yeah that’s it.

Why Sirius Black?

If you go to Hogwarts you know who Sirius Black is. If you don’t then get your shit together. He isn’t known for being the popular kid, even though his best friend James Potter for sure is. So maybe he is a popular kid too?

Sirius Black is known for not giving a shit. He comes to school when he feels like it and leaves when he wants to. ‘Someone smoked a cigarette in the hall’ yeah that was Sirius Black. ‘Someone made Mrs Sybill cry during her class’ yeah you guessed it, Sirius Black.

He is the obvious bad boy of the sixth form, with his shoulder length wavy black hair, the nose piercing.

The damn tattoos which covered his whole body. And Remus says his whole body he meant it. The only place he didn’t have tattoos was his face and neck, but otherwise they were everywhere.

How does Remus know? Funny you ask

Because he sucked him off in the school bathroom stall a week ago. It was a rather pleasant blowjob, though the one he received himself was annoyingly good too.

Fucking bastard.

He still doesn’t really know how it happened. Remus has been standing outside, leaning on one of the school building’s walls. He was just about to lit up his cigarette when someone interrupted him.

“Lend a fag?” Sirius had asked. Remus had glanced at the other boy. He wasn’t surprised to see the other boy there, it was in the middle of a class so it would have been more of a surprise to see him sitting in a classroom studying.

“We can share if you’d like”, he mumbled the cigarette, his last one, between his teeth.

“Sweet”

Remus took a drag out of it, keeping the smoke in his lungs until it burned before passing the cigarette to Sirius who had been looking at Remus closely the whole time.

“So”, he said and tapped some of the ash off of the cigarette, letting it fall to the ground. “Why are you here?”

The difference between Remus and Sirius was that Sirius made it into a show to tell everyone he couldn’t give a shit about being here. It was a status he kept on, maybe to make him seem cool, to get girls. Or guys apparently.

In Remus' case he just really didn’t care and he didn’t need an audience to do so. There wasn’t much he cared about, but it would be pathetic to let the world bring him down. So he keeps swimming, hanging on some imaginary hope. Hope of him waking up some day and realising ‘hey I do give a shit’,

Yeah no. Or maybe Marlene was his hope, who knows. She keeps him on the shore and Remus gives a shit about her. Such an angel of a girl.

“Why not”, he simply said. And after that he really doesn’t know what happened, but five minutes later he was leaning on the toilet stall, hands on Sirius Blacks hair who was kneeling in front of him.

Not a bad view, maybe a little bit surprising but hey who would complain? Not him.

But now a week later he was kind of complaining. Because why the fuck was Sirius there when he closed his eyes, trying to casually wank in the shower. A guy has his needs, ok? And then those damn silver eyes were on his dreams, since when did Remus see dreams? Interrupting his surprisingly pleasant sleep.

So yeah that was a problem, because it had never happened before. He have had casual sex before. Guys, girls, some little bit older bloke he met when he and Marlene sneaked into a bar. He doesn’t talk about it, not his greatest moment.

The point is he couldn’t get Sirius fucking Black out of his thoughts and someting needed to be done about it.

And when Remus Lupin has problems in his life, who does he talk to?

Marlene McKinnon, who were you expecting?

“So wait, you're telling you sucket Sirius off last week? At school?” Marlene asked after Remus' quick explanation. There were still fifteen minutes till lunch break was over so Remus found it as a good time to tell his best friend about his little problem.

“In defence he sucked me off first and I just thought that I would return the offer”

“Sure Remus sure”

“That’s not the point here, the point is I can’t get him off my mind!” Remus said way too loudly and quickly checked no one nearby was listening.

“You’re literally just horny, Re. Get laid and you will forget him”, Marlene said lightly like she didn’t really see the problem here.

Remus picked on his black nail polish covered nails before mumbling,

“I already did”

Marlene was just about to take a bite of and apple she’s been holding for a while when she stops and raises one of her eyebrows

“Who? When?”

“Like four days ago, some bloke from the year above. Nothing special but he was clingy as fuck. I told him I would go to the bathroom but really I just got the fuck away from there before he had time to start planning our wedding”, Remus explained. Now afterwards thinking about it, it maybe wasn’t the smartest move. He will see the guy around, Josh was his name? In school so hopefully he won’t try anything.

Normal people would probably feel bad about it, Remus didn’t. Who cares?

“Oh poor guy”, Marlene commented while chewing on the apple.

“What do I do?” Remus asked, starting to get desperate. If he didn’t get his shit back together soon things would get wrong and no one wants that.

“Maybe you will have to see him again?”

“Like sleep with him?”

Marlene rolled his eyes,

“No, I mean like talking to him. Like people normally do”

“Fuck that, I don’t wanna see him”, he said and threw his head back.

I could take his pretty pink lips around my… yeah Sirius Black is a huge problem

-

Talk to him. Okay maybe Remus could talk to him, though he had nothing to say to him. But fuck he needed to do something, because this wasn’t working. Not at all.

Finding Sirius was pretty easy. During one of his history classes Remus walked to the same spot he and Sirius had shared a cigarette last week. And there he was, leaning on the wall smoking.

Their eyes met when Remus walked closer and stopped next to Sirius, maybe a little bit too close, and leaned on the wall too.

Remus was just about to open his mouth when Sirius offered the cigarette between his slender fingers to him.

They didn’t say anything, just passed the cigarette between each other. Then Sirius dropped the last pit to the ground, stomping it with his foot. The situation started to get awkward and Remus was trying to come up with something to say, when Sirius turned his head to him.

“Wanna fuck?”

****

Well this wasn’t how Remus had planned this to go, but Sirius was already pulling him back inside, to the bathroom, to the same stall.

It was all fast, Sirius kissed him as their hands were running around each other's bodies. His hands found Remus’ trousers and pulled them down. That’s when Remus pushed Sirius against the stall door, his own hands moving to the other boy’s arse pulling their hips together. Sirius let out a small whine against Remus’ lips and tightened his hold on his waist.

“We have to be quick”, Remus breathed and pulled both Sirius’ trousers and pants down. His other hand sneaked between their bodies, stroking Sirius.

“Fuck”, Sirius said and looked Remus’ in the eyes. His pupils were already blown.

“Be quick then”

Remus moved his other hand on Sirius' lips, parting his lips with his fingers. Sirius opened his mouth, sucking on Remus fingers, covering them with saliva.

“Well look at you”, Remus muttered and pulled his hand away only to move it between Sirius’ legs. He was teasing his index finger at Sirius’ entrance, looking how the other boy reacted to it.

He could see how Sirius’ bit his teeth together, his jaw tight. “Fucking get into it”

He smirked and pushed two fingers in. Sirius’ mouth dropped open and he took a hold of Remus’ bicep. He worked with his fingers, curling them, looking for the spot. Sirius was breathing heavily, but suddenly gasped and threw his head back, hitting it to the door.

Remus moved his other hand behind Sirius’ head, “That’s the spot, yeah?”

He pulled Remus' underwear down and ran his thumb over his tip. Remus had to bite his lip as he felt the shivers running down his spine.

Sirius pressed on to Remus’ fingers the same time he rolled his hips, his grip on Remus’ arm was still strong as if it was the only thing stopping him from falling over. But suddenly he stopped and pushed Remus’ hand away from between his legs.

“Can you just already”, Sirius asked. His voice was almost soft, as if he was begging for Remus to do as he asked. It did something to Remus, but he just brushed it off.

“Eager are we?” he asked and for some reason leaned to brush their lips together. Which he didn’t usually do, too much kissing felt too intimate.

Sirius kissed him back, but pressed his hands on his lower back and looked him firmly on the eyes.

“You going to do it or do I just have to finish myself off?”

Remus liked the way Sirius was so aggressive about it, like he didn’t care about Remus at all. The same way Remus didn’t care about him either.

Obviously

Remus reached out for his trousers that were still on his knees. He shoved his hands to his pockets, but couldn’t find what he was looking for.

“Well fuck”, he muttered. “I don’t have a condom”

Sirius rolled his eyes,

“Well I guess you will just have to pull out then”, he took a hold of Remus’ jaw.

“Can you do that?”

“Fuck you”, he said and took a hold of his hips. Sirius was shorter than him, not small or fragile but a bit shorter.

“Yeah wasn’t that what you were supposed to do?” at that Remus slammed inside him, not even trying to be gentle. Sirius clearly didn’t mind, he let out a cry and covered his mouth with his palm.

Remus kept the pace quick, knowing that they only had like fifteen minutes before the lesson was over and someone might come to the bathroom. Sirius was leaning his head back, mouth hanging open. It was quite a sight and Remus could feel how he got closer and closer to comng, but didn’t want to come before Sirius did.

So he took a hold of Sirius cock, stroking him to the same pace he was moving in and out of him.

“Fuck, Remus if you keep doing that I won’t last much longer”

Something about Sirius saying his name made his abdomen tighten and he pushed in deeper.

“Good”, He leaned down a bit, changing the angle and that was when Sirius fingers pressed down on his back.

“There right there, fuck” and before Sirius could warn him he came all over Remus’ hand. Remus slowed down a bit to look at Sirius, the way his eyebrows wrinkled together and how his Adam’s apple moved.

He quickly recovered and Remus pulled out, still hard, needing to come badly.

“You didn't come already?”

Remus shook his head.

“Great”, then he dropped on his knees and took Remus’ to his mouth. It didn’t take much for Remus to come after Sirius took him deep inside, the tip touching the back of his throat.

It was rather impressive.

Remus leaned with his hand to the wall for support. He was breathing hard when Sirius stood up again, offering him some paper so he could clean his other hand. Then he pulled his own trousers up and opened the stall door.

“See you around”, Sirius said and walked off just as the school bells started ringing announcing the lesson’s ending.

****

-

“So it didn’t work”, Remus announced the second they sat down on their usual lunch table. It was just 20 minutes after their… session in the bathroom.

“He didn’t wanna talk to you?” Marlene asked and took a sip of her water.

“No he was for sure very vocabulary”, Remus casually said, trying to bite back a smirk. Marlene quickly looked at him, eyes big and mouth hanging open a little.

“You didn’t”

“I did in fact”

“Remus!”

“What?” he asked, holding his hands up in defence. “In my defence he was the one asking, I just went for it”

“He fucked you?”

“Fuck no!” Remus exclaimed. Marlene stopped to look at him, waiting for him to keep going

“I fucked him”, he said almost proudly, this time not even trying to stop the smirk from forming on his lips. Marlene looked at him as if she was her mother and he had disappointed her badly.

“I can’t believe you”, she muttered and looked down at her food. Remus knows Marlene isn't really mad; she's just worried about him in general. Playing the mom role, even though she doesn’t have to, but maybe it comes naturally to her, who knows.

“Marls don’t be mad”, he almost whined and took a hold of her hand over the table.

“I’m not mad. I just, I don’t understand how that just casually happens”, she let out a small laugh which told Remus everything was okay.

“Me neither, but hey maybe that was it. Maybe my problem is solved now”

Marlene struggled,

“I mean..”

“What”

“I just, I don’t think that helped”

“Why? I clearly couldn’t get him off my head because we didn’t go all the way last week. So problem solved”

She sighed and took another sip of her water,

“Okay Remus. Well if that was it then good, I guess”

Remus squeezed her hand that he was still holding and tried to smile at her in a way that said ‘I’m sorry I’m so messed up’. She brought their hand up and pressed a small quick kiss on the back of his hand.

“It's just weird seeing you sleeping around so much, but as long as you’re safe”, Remus groaned, “And use protection so I don’t have to worry”, she said firmly.

Remus looked down and scratched the back of his head. Marlene dropped his hand.

“Remus Lupin…”

He got up and patted his pocket looking for his pack of cigarettes.

“I think I need a smoke”

“Oh no I’m not done here”, Marlene said

“Be right back Marls”, he said and flashed the biggest smile he could before pretty much running out of the school cafeteria.

He lit up the cigarette the second he was out of the door. He turned to the corner all the students used as the smoking place, but came to stop.

“You got to be fucking kidding me”, he muttered.

Sirius was standing there, leaning on the wall as usual. But he wasn’t alone, beside him was James Potter and the boy who followed him everywhere like a lost puppy.

Peter was it?

Sirius smirked as he saw Remus.

“Were you looking for round two?” he asked smugly. The thing with Sirius was he acted like the biggest asshole when he was around his friends. Which was odd because James Potter wasn't an asshole, at all. He was nice to everyone, even to Remus. It doesn't mean Remus doesn’t dislike him, because he does. James got his tongue far up every teacher's ass, not that he needs it. The guy was extremely smart too.

“No I was looking for a place to smoke”

“Well you found it”

Remus hummed as an answer, not bothering to say anything else. He just wanted to smoke his cigarette in peace and leave, but it obviously wasn’t possible. Thanks to James, I got the biggest fucking mouth, Potter.

“Do you guys know each other”

“No”, Remus said and kicked a rock with his dirty Dr. Martens.

“Aw mate, we don’t?” Sirius asked, trying to sound hurt. Remus looked him right back and took a drag out of his cigarette, not breaking eye contact.

He let the smoke come slowly out of his nostrils, before opening his mouth.

“All I know you like to take my dick up your ass”, he took one last drag out of his cigarette before dropping it to the ground.

“Not blaming you for it, mate, can’t say you’re the only one”

Then he walked off.