Wolfstar one shots

“Why couldn’t we just appear closer to the Order’s house?”

“Stop whining Lupin, you know why!” Moody, who was walking ahead of Remus said.

It’s been two month. Two whole months since Remus had left for a mission. Originally it wasn’t supposed to last so long, but problems had gotten in his way. But now after eight painfully long weeks Remus was back in London, back in home. Naturally Moody hasn't given him time to relax. Instead the minute they have seen, he told there was an Order's meeting where Remus was needed.

All Remus wanted was to go home and finally shower and maybe sleep a bit. The thing he however wanted the most was to see his loved one’s. James, Lily, Peter, baby Harry… Sirius. Oh how Remus misses him. After almost ten years of their friendship, later on relationship, there hasn't been a single month where Remus and Sirius haven’t atleast sent an owl to know how the other one was doing. For everyone's safety Moody had ordered Remus not to contact anyone. And at the same time no one else than him wasn’t allowed to know where Remus was staying. It had pained Remus, but it would have pained him more if Sirius would have got hurt because of him.

Remus sighed quietly enough for Moony not to hear him. He was dead tired, and didn’t understand what was so important in the meeting for him to be there.

“Are… are the other one’s going to be there?” Remus carefully asked. His and Sirius relationship wasn’t the biggest secret in Order. Not everyone knows, but most of the people do. After the knowledge of him and Sirius living together had gotten out, there wasn’t much room for guessing. They liked to keep things private and not talk about their relationship with others than their closest friends, let alone show it. But after months of missing Sirius more than anything Remus couldn’t help, but feel eager to see the raven haired boy.

“Yes Black is going to be there”, Moody said when got what Remus had meant with his question. “He’s been threatening me the past six weeks with any possible thing that has come up his mind so that I would tell him your location”

Remus couldn’t help but smile. He felt selfish and stupid for thinking that way, but it felt good to know that Sirius also missed him.

“How’s everyone? Everything is okay? How are the Potters and Peter? And Mary? It’s been so long”, he asked at the same time the Order’s house came into view. The lights were on so Remus assumed everyone was already there.

He started to walk faster towards the house, so he could get there as fast as possible. Being on a mission alone made Remus always feel lonely, which he didn’t believe was possible before. Seeing he liked to spend time alone, but with the war going on it was important for him to know everyone was okay. And he couldn’t do that while he was away, and alone.

Moody took a hold of Remus' shoulder to stop him entering the house. “Well you can ask yourself soon, but please for god's sake don’t start a scene”, Moody opened the door and talking could be heard from inside. “The meeting has already started, so we are going to go quietly in, okay?”

Remus just nodded and followed Moody inside. Moody went into the room first and walked to the end of the table where Dumbledore was sitting. Remus stood in the doorway, as if to gather the courage to walk inside. He took a breath and stepped in.

The second he was standing inside the room, at the other end of the table as Dumbledore and Moody, his eyes were scanning through the room and then finally his eyes landed on Sirius. He’s face was turned to the other side, but he was looking down at his hands. Not paying attention to what was going on. James next to him noticed Remus first and his face broke into a wide grin. He nudged Sirius with his elbow, and nodded his head to Remus’ direction.

Before Remus could do anything else his eyes grew bigger and mouth opened because in Sirius's face there was a noticeable stubble. Black hair was covering Sirius’ cheeks, upper lip and chin, and Remus was shocked. Not because he hadn’t seen stubble on Sirius before. Sometimes when the other boy, or should Remus say man now, was too lazy to shave there was a little stubble on his face. But nothing you could really tell was there without being close to Sirius or touching his face. Which both Remus normally did quite often, thank you very much.

And he looked extremely handsome, hot if you were asking from him. Remus licked his lips and swallowed. After not seeing his boyfriend for two months and now seeing him with a stubble did things to Remus, he couldn’t deny that.

Sirius turned his head around and then their gazes met. Sirius’ mouth opened and something like relief spread on his face. Remus smiled at the same time he felt a tingling tension in his lower stomach and groin. If they weren’t in the middle of a meeting he would have groaned. “Moony”, Sirius said and was about to get up when Moody, who had come to stand behind Sirius and James without them noticing, pushed him back to sit down. Sirius looked at Moody annoyed and muttered something under his breath that Remus didn’t catch.

Remus was busy staring at Sirius, who stared right back, that he didn’t realise someone was talking to him. Not before Frank next to him poked his side with his elbow.

“What?”, Remus said and looked up to Dumbledore, who was already looking at him. As well as everyone else in the room.

“I said it’s good to have you back Mr. Lupin”

Remus clutched his eyes close, before meeting Dumbledore's eyes. “Um yes. It’s- it’s good to be back”, his eyes moved between Dumbledore and Sirius. Sirius who looked at Remus like he was undressing him with his eyes.

“Did you get any information that could help us?” his eyes moved to the other side of the table where Remus’ eyes were also concentrated. “Am I bothering you Mr. Lupin?”

Remus quickly looked back at him, but not before flashing Sirius a warning glare. “No sir, not at all. I’m just tired. Eight weeks is a long time being away. That’s all”

“Bloody hell it is”, Sirius, to really no one’s surprise muttered. Loud enough still for everyone in the room to hear. He moved his gaze slowly to Moody, looking at him murderously.

“Mate”, James whispered, shaking his head in a way that said Sirius shouldn’t say anything. Shouldn’t have said anything at all.

“Black do you have a problem with me giving missions in order to win this war?” Moody asked. There was a warning tone in his voice.

“No, I don't have a problem with that at all. But I do have a problem with it lasting eight fucking weeks. How’s anyone supposed to stay sane, if they have to be on a mission for two months. And not just them, but the people waiting for them at home. Friends, fucking families. How many of us have family, kids, people to take care of?” Sirius looked around the room, gaze stopping at James, thoughts probably going to Lily and Harry. “Try staying fucking calm and hopeful when you’re worrying the shit out of yourself for weeks. But guess you don’t know, because you don’t fucking care!”

Remus remembered Moody's words. Don’t start a scene. Practically he wasn’t the one starting it, but it was sure that Sirius' problems would become his problems too. Sirius did have a point, a very good one in fact. That still didn’t mean Moody would take his words lightly, because sometimes he really didn’t care.

“That’s enough Sirius”, Dumbledore said. His voice wasn’t angry, but it was firm. “What if you and Remus leave this meeting early? I’m sure Mr. Lupin will come up to me and Moody with any information he got?”

Remus nodded his head. “Yes of course yes! Thank you and I’m sorry about.. that”

Sirius got up so fast the chair he was just sitting almost fell down. In quick steps Sirius was in front of Remus taking a hold of his wrist and pulling him after him.

Of course not before getting the last word.

“I’m fucking not”

The door closed and it got quiet. Everyone was looking around the room, at each other. Thinking about what the hell just happened. James decided to be the one to end the awkward silence.

“Well.. he did have a point, didn’t he?” quiet yeahs and head nodding were seen and heard around the table.

“Do you wanna leave as well, Potter?” Moody said and pinched the bridge of his nose.

“I mean Lily is kind of waiting for me. This meeting was pretty sudden, if I can say that”, James tried to say as politely as possible, while touching his already messy hair.

“Just go before I do something I won’t probably regret afterwards”, Moody breathed

“Absolutely”

-

“What the fuck Sirius?” Remus snapped the moment they appeared inside their apartment.

“Okay look I’m sorry, but he really pissed me off”, Sirius defended himself while taking his shoes off. Then he looked back up to Remus, his eyes softening. “I missed you so much Remus”

In a second he was in Remus’ arms, wrapping his arms around his waist. Remus wrapped his own arms around Sirius’ shoulders and pulled him even closer. He finally felt like he could breathe again. He hasn't realised how stressful it really had been to be away from home so long. Things were starting to slip back to their places.

“You have no idea how much I missed you”, Sirius’ muttered to his chest. Relieved laughter came out of Remus mouth and he pressed a kiss to Sirius’ head. “I think I do. I missed you so much too, and I’m sorry I didn’t contact you. But you know Moody, he didn’t let me”

“I know, I know”, Sirius raised his head in order to look Remus’ in the eyes. He kissed him, and the tension in Remus muscles just vanished away. Sirius’ lips were soft and so familiar, but at the same time something not so familiar touched his face. Sirius stubble felt rough on his skin that was smooth, as Remus had just shaved himself this morning.

Remus broke off from the kiss. “Now there’s something we have to talk about”. Sirius looked at him puzzled trying to think of something he had done. Before he could ask what was wrong Remus’ fingers touched his face. First they were on his cheeks going through the black hairs in there, before moving to his jaw and chin. A Smile appeared on Sirius' face as he realised what Remus was talking about.

“Now what is this thing on your face?” Remus asked. The smile on his face dropped a bit, the same time a wrinkle formed between his eyebrows. “What? You don’t like it?”, Sirius asked and moved his own fingers to his face. The stubble was a little bit messy, because Sirius had been too lazy to trim it from the neck where the stubble had also started to grow. The first reason why there even was stubble on his face.

First he had just been too lazy to do anything for the roughness on his jaw and cheeks. Why would he do that? There was no one here to complain about the uncomfortable feeling it would cause when kissing or doing anything else including his face touching bare skin.

God he wished there was

Remus was away on a mission and seemed like he wasn’t coming back home in a while. So Sirius decided to protest Remus going away, Moody taking away his Moony, and not do anything to his face. It was ridiculous he knew that, because the only person it would annoy was himself. But as it grew he started to like it, and seemed like other people did too. When James comments about his new appearance changed from “Mate you look fucking ridiculous” to “Okay I have to admit that thing suit you”, he decided to just let it grow. Even when Lily told him “Remus is going to make you shave that off of your face” where James said “Yeah and you’re going to do it, because you’re whipped”.

He did get a slap from that comment.

“No I do like it”, Remus said and kissed him again more roughly this time. His tongue slipped to Sirius’ mouth and a small yelp came out of him. He broke off the kiss. “Wow Moony I didn’t think you would like it that much. Or well at all”

“What no, it looks good. You look hot”, Remus smirked. Sirius felt how he’s cheeks grew hot from his compliment. “Well thank you”, he said, almost shy. “I was sure you weren’t going to like it, everybody told me you were going to hate it and make me shave it off”

Remus raised his eyebrows questioningly before licking his lips. “You shouldn’t listen to other people you know? How would they know that it makes me…”, he got closer to Sirius’ the same time his hands moved to his back, under his shirt pressing gentle fingers to his spine and lower back which sent chills through Sirius’ body. “Really horny”

Sirius’ breath hitched by Remus’ words, the same time blood rushed quickly to his groin. “Shit”, he muttered and pressed his front to Remus. “If I knew that I would have grown my beard out ages ago”

“Oh yeah?” Remus asked and then they were kissing. Sirius’ tongue found its way to Remus' mouth the same time he started backing them away from the hallway to their bedroom. Remus lifted his shirt and Sirius’ raised his hands to help take the shirt off of him.

When they were inside the bedroom they put the lights on. Remus broke apart to look around the room, a surprisingly clean room. The bed was made, and Remus certainly knew Sirius didn’t make the bed every morning. Otherwise he wouldn’t have to remind him of it and drive the other boy crazy.

“Didn’t you-”

“I’ve been sleeping on the floor. At first I did sleep on the bed, but then it started to feel wrong. So it was just easier to sleep on the living room floor as a Padfoot”, Sirius admitted almost shamesly. “I really missed you Remus. So badly and the wanker didn’t tell me anything about you. I was about to go mad with worry, the things I said at the meeting. I really meant them, I wasn’t just angry”

Remus felt the tears in his eyes as he looked at the other boy shed out the worry he’s been feeling the past weeks. He felt bad, so bad for causing so much trouble. He knew that Sirius had missed him, of course he did. He had missed Sirius too, more than anything. But it was heartbreaking to see Sirius look so small and fragile in front of him.

“I’m so sorry love, I’m so sorry”, he gathered Sirius to his arms and he felt how arms tightened around him. “I didn’t know. Gosh I hope I did. But everything is okay now right? I’m here and I’m fine and I’m not going anywhere for a while. You have me, all of me, every single part of me is yours now and forever. Even when I’m away for a while I’m still here”, he touched Sirius’ chest. “And here”, and his temple.

He lowered Sirius’ to their bed and came to sit on top of him, legs either side of Sirius' waist. He kissed his temple, his forehead and kissed a trail down to his nose and down there to his throat. He sucked on the tender skin on Sirius’ neck, the place he knew drove him crazy. The place he knew only he could kiss, and as selfish at it is, it made him feel better. He sucked harder and Sirius moaned and moved his hand to the back of Remus head.

“Does that feel good baby?” Remus whispered to his ear. The only thing he got as an answer was a groan. “I only wanna make you feel good, you know that?”

Breathy yes came out of Sirius's mouth. “You make me feel good, Moony. In every possible way”

“What do you want? Tell me”, Remus urged the same time his hands went to Sirius’ belt and fumbled it open.

“I want, I want your mouth '', Sirius said breathlessly. In that second Remus moved lower, not without leaving a trail of kisses to his chest and stomach. His fingers hooked inside the waist of Sirius’ trousers and pants and pulled them down to his knees. The air felt cold at the tip of his cock and then Remus’ fingers hooked around the base and pumped twice. It made Sirius' breath sharply inside.

The past eight weeks Sirius had missed Remus in every possible way. After a couple of weeks, wanking at the shower hadn’t really done the job. He really was starting to get sexually frustrated. Especially when normally he had sex atleast once a week, more if he was lucky. The sudden change felt weird, but he wasn’t going to whine about it the second Remus got home. He wasn't a sixteen years old horny boy anymore. Horny yes, but not sixteen.

He definitely loved the sex life they shared together, but he still loved Remus himself more, so he tried to be a man for once and suck it up.

Luckily he didn’t have to do that. The werewolf clearly had a thing or two in his mind.

As soon as he felt Remus tongue on the tip of his cock his eyes rolled into his head. Lips closed around his cock and Remus started sucking in, lips moving on the shaft while his hand was working on the base he couldn’t fit in his mouth.

Sirius’ hands had moved on to Remus' hair, going through the sand coloured hair on his lover's head. “Rem, merlin I missed you”, he said, eyes closed. His lips parted and a moan left his mouth when he felt Remus take him deeper in. The tip of his cock hit the back of Remus' throat. He moved his hands to Remus' shoulders trying to push him away.

“No you don’t have to”, he said knowing Remus didn’t like the feeling. Remus looked up to him, while pulling Sirius cock out of his mouth, a dribble of saliva falling on his chin. “Shhh no I want to”, Remus said and kissed Sirius' inner thighs. “Let me just take care of you”, and then he took Sirius back to his mouth. He sucked and played with his tongue till Sirius was sure he was about to go crazy with pleasure.

“Remus I’m going to cum”, he said breathlessly. He got a moan as an answer from Remus who moved his own hips to the mattress at the same pace his head moved up and down on Sirius cock. Hand moved between Sirius legs to his ass, parting his cheeks. The second Remus’ fingers touched his entrance he was coming before he could even warn Remus. His hips jerked up from the mattress and head sinking to the pillow, mouth hanging open.

Afterwards Sirius just layed on the bed, eyes closed trying to even his breathing. He felt Remus move up from between his legs, and gentle lips press to his jaw. “I love you”, Remus whispered and settled next to him, pulling Sirius closer from the waist. Sirius smiled and opened his eyes. Remus was already looking at him with a smile playing on his lips. “I love you too, so much”, he replied and placed a kiss on Remus’ lips, tasting himself on his lover’s lips. He moved up to his knees, pulling his trousers back up. “Now it’s my turn to take care of you”, he said and moved his hands under Remus' shirt to his sides.

With that Remus cheeks got pink and an embarrassed smile rose to his lips. “Um no you don’t have to”, he assured looking down at Sirius' hands that had lifted his shirt up to his chest, fingers trailing the scars on his stomach. The new one’s were a bit pink from the past full moon. Some of them still felt a bit sensitive and the touch made shivers run up to his arms. Sirius’ noticed it and bent down to press a kiss on them. “Sorry love”, he murmured.

“But no, I want to take care of you too, like you did with me”, Sirius said and looked down at Remus pouting. He hoped it would make Remus give in, but he just laughed and moved a strand of black hair behind Sirius' ear. “Um well I may or may not have already come”

Sirius eyebrows shot up and his eyes moved to Remus’ crotch, then he smirked. “I see, well I can still help you clean up”, then his hands were on Remus' belt pulling his trousers off. “If I knew you were this turned on I would have done this before I let you touch me, you know?”

He kissed the skin around Remus’ cock, making sure he didn’t touch the cock itself, knowing Remus was probably still sensitive. “Oh fuck”, Remus groaned. “I promise that thing on your face is going to be the death of me, fuck”

Sirius saw Remus cock twist and get harder than it already was, he smirked again.

“I’m never shaving again”