Chapter 16
You got home and see Lucius sitting on the couch drinking something
"Well, how did it go?" He asks and you put your coat away and then look over at him
You give him a fake happy smile
"Good the baby is healthy." You say and he nods as you sit down on the couch in front of him and immediately a house-elf got you tea
Which you take and drink
"Thank you." You say and Lucius didn't look happy you said thank you to a house-elf
"Don't say that, they don't deserve thanks." He says and you frown at him
"I don't believe that, It's called manners Lucius learn it." You say and Lucius didn't say anything after that and just stayed quiet as you drink your tea, thinking worried of James who's in the hospital right now
You so badly wanna visit him maybe you should? You don't know what to do you wanna see him for yourself make sure he's ok
But you don't know if you should, you can't show you actually care for James or else you may get hurt and we'll you have a child to protect now
And even if you don't wanna have Lucius's kid
It's still your kid
'I swear I wanna be beside James right now and staying with him until he wakes up, making sure he's ok and take care of him I just wanna be with James right now, but I can't I have to be here with the man I hate with all my heart and not with the man I love with all my heart, and once I get married I'll probably never be able to see James again which kills me, it hurts knowing I'll never be able to hear his laugh or a joke from him again, I'll never laugh again or hear a joke again honestly I may just Avada kedavra myself all to get away from Lucius.'