Special
Diana was running, running so desperately her heels would hurt. If Eva really loved her back, she need the other to know, and most importantly, she wants to ask Eva what exactly is to be romantic.
Flashbacks of their previous encounters were passing in the girl's mind. When their eyes first met on the train, when she confronted her on the library, when she did the other's makeup and their bodies were so close she could feel Eva's breath on her skin.
She wants to kiss her face all over, to make her feel the most lover girl in the whole world. Diana didn't know how, but she would still try.
Tired from all the exercise, her hand finally meets with the rooftop door as she opens it. An excuse of why she was in a staff's oly area would be made later. Her shoes were making loud noises as the pink haired walked around, until...
"...Diana. You never found me here before."
Behind a wall in the very end of the place, there was her. Diana was too emotional, too weak to act positive now, she nearly falls over Eva as she pulled her in for a hug. Both of them lying on the school's rooftop, face red with tears.
"Eva, I-I'm so so--"
"D-don't apologize." Eva helped the other so they would be now sitting on the floor. "I was just... Overreacting. Had a bad night of studying."
"No! I'm sorry for not realizing you were suffering because of me. I've never thought on that other side of the coin, you were right, everyone is very special to me because of different reasons, I don't have one special person. I don't have, but..."
The Cosmetologist cupped Eva's face with her warm hands. "I have so many different thoughts about you, about how smart you are, how beautiful your face and hair look like. Eva, I don't know how to make you not angry at me, but I want you to believe that you are special to me. You're the only person in the world I want to chase, to kiss."
Diana couldn't even stay with eyes open as she confessed, she was so scared and embarrassed about everything, and salty tears falling only made it more difficult.
"... I'm sorry, Diana.I shouldn't have screamed at you, and shouldn't have made you so scared to the point where were you didn't had other choice instead of confessing this to me."
Eva gently removed the girl's hands off her face, holding hands with her. "Honestly, I never had someone special either, couldn't trust enough. Just forget about all I've said in the bathroom, let's take things between us... slow."
The black haired held her hands tight as she closed her eyes, too shy to move, but Diana made sure to pull her in. Finally, they were leaning towards each other like a magnetic attraction, the positive colliding with the negative. As their lips met, the simple act was blunt, but their feelings would let them both freezed in time.
They parted away, and as soon as they do, the Cosmetologist was quick to grab the other again and starts to mark her with kisses all over her face.
"MWAH! Don't you understand- MWAH! How long- MWAH! Did I wanted thisss?!?!?"
"D-Diana, you're going to cover my face with lipstick!!" She embarrassedly pushed the girl away.
"Ah, don't worry! I'm actually not wearing makeup right now. I kind of just woke up and came to look for you."
"Oh, that's true, you're not wearing makeup. Your face looks different, but... you're pretty with or without it." She blushes as she compliments the other.
Diana's face is flooded with heat as she covers it with her hands. "D-don't you say that! You're the pretty girl here!"
"It has been a while since anyone has called me pretty." Eva leans her head back on the wall again, yet still holding hands with the Cosmetologist.
"That's, wow, so unexpected! I bet at least one of your mathlete companions had a crush on you."
"I wasn't really close to them, but most people I knew from school didn't liked me. Some because of jealousy, some because I'm supposedly the "weird kid"..."
"You're saying you never had friends? At all?!" She approached Eva, looking surprised.
"There would be one or two that would talk to me but most of my friends were just online friends."
The pink haired is so sad to hear such thing. Eva, the most intelligent and beautiful girl she had ever met was bullied just for being herself. She couldn't say a word to this.
"Diana, I know we have gone through that argument back then, but you mentioned you didn't wanted to make me angry anymore, right?"
The girl looks back confused at the Mathlete, but nods either way. "Sure, that's right, what can I do for you?"
"That's the thing, nothing." As Diana keeps with her confused face, she continues "I mean you shouldn't do nothing for me, you don't have to be submissive for everyone, don't have to please everyone."
"That's really sweet for you to say to me but... I genuinely don't know how to change that. I can't help it, I just feel I gotta treat everyone kindly, and It's not really fair to stop that, I think."
"No, I'm not asking you to stop being nice to people, I'm saying you should value yourself."
Diana, who was slightly distracted by the other's warmth, suddenly is very surprised "What? I don't value myself?"
"You always want to be everyone's friend, but there will be a day this can't happen. There will be rude people, people who don't deserve the comfort someone like you are going to give. Don't waste your time for anyone, choose the ones you can trust."
"...I'm happy that you're worried about me, I guess I will reflect on that." Diana says as she rest her head on the black haired's shoulder.
"And, you can have your favorites, your special people. It's not unfair or anything." Eva rest her head back on Diana's head.
It's not unfair. Still selfish, but not unfair.
"Now you mentioned, there's something that made me angry about you as well." The Cosmetologist pause, then continues "You also don't value yourself either, always making sure you're alone and nobody is caring for you, but people care for you! Ingrid and Kai usually asks about you, and Damon and Cassidy likes you a lot."
"It's not that special I guess, as soon as we end school, we are all moving on. I doubt they would contact me."
"Even if they don't contact you in the future, they still like you on the present, Eva." She shifts up to look the other in the eye. "I still like you, right now at this moment. And after all you said, I'm so glad to realize: if theres anyone between all the special people I want to please, you're the one I want the most." She unconsciously leans close to the other once again.
"So please Eva, show me how to do it, how to make you feel the most special girl in the world to me. I truly want that."
Eva is the one to lock their lips this time, holding on the Cosmetologist's shoulder as she would taste the other mouth. Diana decides the kiss should be deeper, putting her hands on the girl's nape and hair as she twisted her face to the side.
"U-um Diana, I've never..." She was cut with oner kiss "...t-tongue kissed, so--"
"We can still try it." The girl licks her lips, dazed. " I mean, only if you want it obviously!!"
Eva was mad at this statement. God, of course she wants it, the view she has was a no makeup Diana with slight lust on her eyes, blushed face and lighted with the light orange sky as the sun as going to set. It was so romantic and pretty, how could she say no?
And so they would be there, kissing in front of the sunset as if past traumas never existed at all. Diana could let herself have a special girl, and Eva could finally be special to someone else.
They don't know it yet, if it's love, if it's destiny, if they will be happy ever after, but who cares? It's going to take so long for this to happen again, for comfort mix with lust, for them to be satisfied by someone else.
Maybe not on every universe, not on every possibility, but in this lifetime, Eva and Diana would be together.
In this universe, Eva, I want to be the one you believe that won't abandon you.
In this universe, Diana, I want to be the one that can break through your optimism.
Not on every universe, but at least on this one,
I'm going to be loving you.
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