'Don't leave me.'James had say to him. Face red and hazel teary eyes. Regulus almost didn't.
Regulus loved James. So much more than he let on display. But James was married with a wonderful woman, and Sirius' best friend. He wasn't close with either. But he knew betrayal. He knew that whatever they had was not worth it.
'Don't you see what this is doing to them? To me?' Black responded. 'You can't give me what I need, James. Fucking isn't enough. Not anymore.'
It was before. When Regulus thought he didn't deserve the whole thing, nothing, actually. That's how it started. Sneaking around to be left alone.
But James always found him.
Softs 'you okay?' From the older man. 'What's it to you.' Was the common answer at the beginning. Then he just nodded.
It was on a grim day when it happened. He was sitting on the edge of his bed, heart flooding with emptiness. Thinking, again and again. Hard. Why.
But once again James had look for him, settling delicately by his side, interrupting the nonsense that his mind was.
And it was hard for Regulus. To not fall so deeply in love when James was so attentive in a way he never experienced before. Regulus was Sirius and Remus' kid, and James was twice his age. But still he yearned for something to happen between them.
'You okay?' Regulus simply rested his chin on the strong shoulder, the tip of his nose ghosting the warm skin of James' neck.
He felt Potter catching his breath. Then a big, calloused hand on his hair. He turned his head, dearing to look at James, eyes glazed and reddish cheeks.
He had kiss him. Slow and careful. It evolved rapidly. Regulus launched himself onto James' lap. And Potter only placed his hands on Reggie's thighs, and then they kissed again. Hot and harsh, not what they needed at all. But they didn't stop. Instead James took a handful of Regulus' ass, petting and stroking, gaining low moans from the teen.
That day ended with the two of them drench in sweat, and cum. Lust, then guilt emanating from them.
That had happen months ago. Now, after almost getting caught and seeing the sadness it became their love affair, Regulus was done.
Done of using each other, of not having the full thing. He loved James and maybe James loved him too, just a bit, but it was eating him inside out.
He couldn't do it anymore. Wouldn't do it.
'I no longer want to continue.' He knew he was crying but he couldn't stop himself.
'Regulus. Please.'James begged. 'I'll do anything.'
'Forget about it, James. Go back to your wife. I'll be fine.'