Always

Ron pulled me into my room and sent gently on the bed, climbing over me.

“Now, where were we?” he asked, ready to pick up where we left off.

“Wait… I…um… “, I pushed him lightly so that I could look at him. “I’m not just a virgin… I’ve never… I’ve never done anything besides kiss...I… um… I’ve only ever kissed you”. I looked down embarrassed. Nineteen years, and I’ve only ever kissed my best friend. He sat down next to me and forced me to look up at him.

“I would never force you to do anything you don’t want to Kat, if you just want to kiss, just say the word, it’s okay”, he said softly.

“No, I want to. I’m not… I don’t think I’m ready for sex yet, but the other stuff… I want to, I just… I might not be good at it, and I don’t…” I sighed. “I don’t want to disappoint you…” I looked down again. He slowly pushed me down so that I was laying on my back as he hovered over me. He tucked a stray piece of hair behind my ear and leaned down to kiss me gently.

“You could never disappoint me darling. Besides, practice makes perfect,” he said, kissing down my jaw to my neck. I lifted myself up slightly and removed my shirt. He immediately placed his face in between my breast, and lightly sucked the skin in-between. I arched my back in response.

“Oh Ron!”, I moaned. I tugged at the bottom of his shirt, he sat up and removed it for me. My hands roamed over his chest and down his sides. He shuddered at my touch. I pulled him down by the back of his neck, my lips attaching to his again. He moved to kiss down my neck and over my collar bone. He took one of my nipples in his mouth, while he massaged the other one between his fingers. I bucked my hips up to meet his and wrapped my legs around him. He placed a finger in the hem of my pants.

“May I beautiful?” he asked permission.

“Please”, I whispered out. He removed my pants and kissed down my stomach to my hips, leaving bites along the way. My soft whimpers soon filled the room. He kissed the inside of my thigh, his fingers toying with my underwear. I nodded my head shyly.

“I’m going to need verbal confirmation darling”, he purred as he nibbled on my thigh.

“Ye… yes. Please Ron”, I practically begged. He lifted my hips while removing my underwear.

“Are you sure? We can wait'' he promised, asking for permission one more time. I pulled him down to kiss me quickly.

“I’m sure. I want this. I want you”, I said. He kissed my head and then positioned himself between my legs. Nibbling my thigh once more, he moved his mouth to my bud, signing his name with his tongue. “Oh” I said quietly. "Oh g… fuck”, I moaned more loudly, my hands gripping the sheet in my fist. He continued with his mouth as he placed a finger inside me, slowly pumping it in and out. My hips bucked with the sudden pleasure, he quickly placed a second finger and pumped in and out faster. His moans soon mimicked mine, the vibrations rubbing on my nerves. I started to clench around his fingers.

“Fuck. Ron… I think I’m… I…”, I yelled out his name, coming undone around his fingers. He held his fingers up to his mouth and licked them before leaning down to kiss me. I crammed my mouth against his, kissing him hard. I couldn’t get enough of him. No-one has ever made me feel the way he just did. I rolled so that I could be on top of him. I kissed down his chest and down his stomach. I placed my fingers in the hem of his pants.

“May I?” I asked, using his words from earlier. He lifted his hips for me. I pulled his pants and his boxers down in one swoop. I let out gasp. I mean I have kind of felt him through his pants before, but I was not expecting this. He was big. “Can I handsome?” I asked again. I had a feeling he would say yes, but I wanted to double check. Consent goes both ways.

“Please”, he groaned. I licked the precum on his tip. He moaned my name in response.

“Just let me know if I’m doing something bad”, I said, he nodded his head, and I placed my mouth around his erection taking in as much of him as I could. His tip hit the back of my throat causing me to gag, tears brimmed my eyes. He was moaning my name encouraging me to continue. I used my hands, pumping his cock up and down to get the areas I couldn’t’ reach with my mouth. I hollowed out my cheeks and bobbed my head up and down.

“Fuck Kat. Just like that. Don’t stop”, he moaned, his words mimicking that from his shower. His fingers gripped the back of my head. His moan made me moan. I bobbed my head up and down quicker. I could feel him twitch in my mouth. “Don’t stop, I’m about to… ugg”, Ron moaned out my name. Thick liquid shooting down my throat. I didn’t really want to swallow it, but I thought he would find it sexy if I did, so I swallowed it anyway, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.

“Was that… okay?” I asked nervously. Still sitting between his legs.

“That was perfect. You’re perfect”, he kissed my head and I smiled.

“Can we shower now?” I asked.

“We?” he asked, eyebrows raised.

“Mmm, yes us”, I replied, kissing him again

“Of course. You jump in, I’m just going to change the sheets quickly. I’ll be right in”. he said. He kissed my head and I headed into the bathroom. I turned on the water and waited a second before stepping in the warm water. I had my eyes closed, letting the water run down my chest. I felt Ron step in behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his head in my neck. I turned around to face him. I placed my hands on his stomach and kissed his chest.

He reached for the lofa and the soap and ran it over my body gently. Rinsing off, I took the lofa from him and returned the favor. We stepped out and walked back into his bedroom.

“Can I borrow some clothes?” I asked, smiling.

“I prefer you naked, but yes. Here”, he said walking to his dresser and handing me an old t-shirt to wear. I flicked my hand towards my room and summoned a pair of underwear. I pulled the shirt up to my nose and smelled it. I heard him laugh.

“What? You smell good… li…” I smiled as he interrupted me.

“Like fall and home. I know”, he pulled me towards the bed and pulled back the covers for me. He climbed in next to me.

“We need to talk about things” I said into his chest. Suddenly nervous, afraid he would tell me he was just in it for the kissing and didn’t want a relationship.

“I suppose we do”, he replied, pulling me up so that we were face to face.

“I suppose it has been a long time coming. Kissing you this summer was really fun”, I giggled. “I… I really like you, Ron. Like a lot. I only want to kiss you. To be with you. Just you.” I tried to look down, but he was holding my head still with his hands.

“I only want to kiss you too. To be with you too. Just you.” He replied. My eyes teared up with happiness.

“I mean, more than kissing and the other stuff. You take care of me. I want… I want more than just the sexual stuff. Which I really do enjoy because... fuck… you’re really fucking attractive and kissing you is like… when you touch me… it is like fireworks and …” I was rambling at this point, just a bundle of nerves. Luckily, he cut me off.

“Kat”, he laughed. “I want more than that stuff too. I mean we were practically dating anyways. Then with this summer, all those kisses you would try to sneak. I’m just glad you finally decided to say something. Now we just get to add the extra fun stuff”. He smirked at me. I smiled at him, leaning up to kiss him again.

“So… like officially…” I laughed at how girly I sounded right now.

“Officially… Katherine Avery Greene, will you be my girlfriend?” he asked me, smiling down at me. I giggled and nodded my head. He pulled me back down so my head was on his chest. I kissed his chest again, running my hands along his arms. I couldn’t get enough of him.

“Goodnight darling”, he said, kissing my hair and wrapping his arms around me.

“Goodnight handsome”, I responded. Sleep took over me quickly after that.