'Cause Lately I Don't Even Know
Luna walked through the halls of Hogwarts still avoiding everyone still of course. Neville acted like nothing happen between Him and Hannah and kept on asking Luna what as wrong. Luna said nothing just made some random excuse and left.
He's also asked his friends what wrong and they wouldn't tell him either. Of course they tried to talk to her but she just couldn't. Everything was confusing and hurtful. It was her 7th and final year at Hogwarts and well she needed to be studying.
So Luna grabbed her books and headed to Room of Requirement studying and thinking about things. Maybe it was mistake maybe she was forever going to be Looney Lovegood to Neville.
He confused her, it's like he didn't remember anything and well it hurt Luna. At least he could tell her he's sorry or something but no. This is why Luna didn't want to have boyfriend it was so confusing. Wait boyfriend? They kissed once! Luna open a book hoping that the thought of Neville will go away.
She wished she could just day dream again about Nargles and Such. Yes she had the Quibbler now that her Dad was gone. Maybe she should leave and find the creatures like her dad did from time to time. She wanted to become a naturalist at least that's what she wanted to be.
Her thoughts went back to Neville. She groaned as she put a pillow from a chair and screamed into it. Why was everything confusing?
She heard a noise and dropped the pillow turn around to Ginny and Hermione (with hands on their hips) and their boyfriends who looked concerned.
"Luna why have you been avoiding us" asked Ginny
"Because….you all seemed to be infected with Wrackspurts" Luna said with fake dreamy look.
'Luna for once this is not about Wrackspurts this is between you and Neville" said Hermione.
"I know which is why I'm avoiding him also" Luna muttered look down.
"Neville is in the greenhouse confused, won't tell him because you need to talk" said Harry, Ron nodded agreeing with them.
"I don't want to talk to him what am I suppose to say, Neville love you and when you kissed Hannah it was like a part of me died and I will never be the same" Luna said with a sigh. She put her head in her hands to keep from freaking out or crying.
"You Love him' said Ginny in shock.
"Yes I do, but he clearly doesn't love me, or like me for that matter, To him I will always be Looney Lovegood" Luna said sitting on a window sit, she put her arms around her knees and looked outside.
"I just want to be a lone" she said her voice cracking.
She heard her friends sigh and leave the room living Luna in her thoughts not about Nargles no about the boy she loved.
Luna walked out of the Castle glad that it was Saturday, and all her homework was done and in her bag she decided to talk walk to the Black Lake. She sat on the tree (not the willow of course) and stayed there.
She heard about people talking looked down of the Tree to see Hannah smiling at Neville and kissing him again.
Luna got down from the tree and ran back to the castle crying.
"Luna wait I'm sorry" yelled Neville, but Luna ran.