"Know that I loved you so bad, I let you treat me like that. I was your willing accomplice, honey."
Of course..Draco wasn't the best at love and some things he didn't really understand were bad. I mean I knew what kind of life he had as a child and what he thought love was. So..I dealt with it.
"And I watched as you fled the scene, Doe-eyed as you buried me. One heart broke, but four hands bloody."
Um..he left. It was an argument. I tried to get him to understand it wasn't okay to treat me like this, even so late in the relationship. I don't know why I lost myself for him. Let him bury away the real me. It broke me.
"Those things I did, just so I could call you mine. The things you did..well I hope I was your favorite crime."
I was determined to fix him. To save him. I thought I could do it..all the pain..all the crying..all the things I did just so I could call him mine. And in the end..he walked out.
"You used me as an alibi, I crossed my heart as you crossed the line. And I defended you to all my friends."
Everytime he did something bad I promised him I'd stay! I promised him I would help fix him. And everytime someone brought up how terrible he was I always told them: "No. He is trying..just give it some more time and we will be alright." Boy..was I wrong.
"And now every time a siren sounds I wonder if you're around 'Cause you know i'd do it all again."
And the worst, most horrid thing is..I wonder where he is. I wonder if he has another lover and if he is doing the same to them. Because I find myself looking around for Draco if I am out and about..I would do it all again if he would come back.
"All the things I did. Just so I could call you mine. All the things you did..well I hope I was your favorite crime."
It still hurts to think about him. I just hope he truly loved me at some point.
"It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do 'Cause I was going down, but I was going down with you."
Yes..he hurt me a lot and maybe I said some things that should not have been said..but at least we were together. Maybe..even happy for some time.
"Yeah, everything we broke and all the trouble that we make. But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face."
Since day one, all we have been is trouble. All the things we broke. It was so much fun after we grew up..I love him."
"All the things I did..just so I could call you mine. All the things you did, well I hope I was your favorite crime. 'Cause baby you were mine.”