'perfect' doesn't exist.
(9:12 AM) REGULUS!?? you sounded posh but my god.
(9:13 AM) g, thanks.
(9:13 AM) hey, don't be irritable. it was a joke my love
(9:14 AM) surely there's someone else out in this big world you can bother?
(9:15 AM) sure we've got, ex wife who is now a lesbian, lesbian bestfriend, my 2 gay besties who are currently on a date, and....well that's it.
(9:15 AM) how do you accidentally get marries to a lesbian?
(9:16 AM) long story, anyway reg, ask me a question.
(9:17 AM) what question?
(9:18 AM) anything, go
(9:18 AM) ever been inlove?
(9:19 AM) wow straight to the sentimental shit, thanks reg.
(9:19 AM) and no, i don't think so.
(9:20 AM) think so?
(9:23 AM) well how do you know what love is? i mean, love is there mere acceptance that your going to be with whichever person you love forever, but how do you know its forever y'know? and what does it feel like? that undeniable feeling that this is the person you wanna spend your life with y'know?
(9:23 AM) and you said i was going straight for the sentimental shit, my god.
(9:24 AM) how about you reg? ever been inlove?
(9:25 AM) straight answer is no, i thought i was though ig?
(9:25 AM) thought?
(9:26 AM) well i mean, were not together and i found myself liking other people, and you cant only be inlove once because that wouldn't be fair, but ig it felt like it at the time? now i realise it wasn't, it was quite toxic really, it got to the point where i found myself not consenting to things...so i guess that could of never really been love, could it?
(9:27 AM) wow that was some top tier sentimental shit reg.
(9:28 AM) shut up james
(9:28 AM) you love me really
(9:29 AM) do i?
(9:30 AM) of course you do reg xxx
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For the first time in a while Regulus find himself blushing, like properly blushing, not just pink cheeks, the blush that snakes its way down your neck and up to your ears. The kind that makes you want that moment to last forever. Over a stupid text message?
It isn't possible. He thought, the blush letting its grip on him loosen. He was not falling for a stranger he had met over text just a few mere days before.
It was not possible.
So why was he playing those words over and over in his head? To be honest, he had no idea.