Chapter 24
Harry comes home seeing Sirius and smiles and was confused about why he was here, but happy to see he's safe and not dead
"Welcome home Harry, your aunt went clothes shopping for someone here," Remus says looking at Sirius who waves and Harry nods
"Ok I'll go unpack," Harry says and Remus nods
"Don't die, Harry." Sirius says and harry rolls his eyes which made Sirius gasp shocked as harry leaves "Did you see that shit? he rolled his eyes at me what the hell how did you raise that kid moony." Sirius says and Remus chuckles
"Well better than you would have," Remus says and Sirius gasps again
"Fuck you moony," Sirus says and Remus laughs
"Sorry I'm married Sirius," Remus says and Sirius chuckles
"Well anyways moony you ever gonna have kids?" Sirius asks and Remus shrugs
"I don't know, I get me and y/n got married young but kids isn't much of a topic, other than for the past few years y/n has been dropping hints of wanting a baby, I just am scared what if my child is like me? I don't wanna pass my curse to my child, especially after y/n had a miscarriage what if she had it because my child was a werewolf?" Remus says and Sirius was shocked well that had definitely happened by the time he was locked up
"Oh, moony I'm so sorry that happened, but miscarriages happen especially if the mom is stressed while pregnant or they slip and fall, there are many reasons for a miscarriage, she could have been too stressed which caused it, so don't blame a reason you don't even know is a real thing," Sirius says and Remus sighs
"But how can I not?" Remus says and Sirius looked ready to slap him
"Because you're making up facts to blame yourself like you made up facts on who y/n fancied when it was obviously you, but no you'd be like she laughed and held onto your shoulder Sirius I think she's in love with you, or that Ravenclaw boy and her get along she fancy's him not me, just shut up moony." Sirius says and Remus looked shocked at what Sirius said
"It's just—" Remus starts but you walk through the front door and Remus stops and smiles at you
"And Sirius your still where you were when I left." You say and Sirius shrugs
"Hey I was locked up, also moons really hurt me so maybe I don't wanna walk too much," Sirius says and you sigh and set the bags you had down
Remus gives you a kiss and smiled at you 'I have to stop always blaming myself, just I've done it so much that it's just something I do now, I really need to stop.'