I’m so confused
Okay, lately I’ve been having a lot of dreams that are basically real life, but they aren’t and I just think they are
So basically you may or may not now I deal with a lot of suicidal thoughts and eating problems where I don’t wanna eat at all
And my parents, who know about this, have been telling me I need to stop eating and lose weight, when they now that I lost twenty pounds in a very short period of time cause I was over exserscing and not eating at all
AND my older brother keeps telling me to off myself, and my four year old sister is starting to copy him, and my parents don’t care at all!
Like do they just care that little about me or and I still dreaming
Why am I making this if I think I’m dreaming, I don’t know cause it also might be my hallucination problem as well and I just don’t know what to do cause I feel like I’m going fucking crazy right now