I'll Always Hold You, My Star: not a chapter (important message), harry potter - j. k. rowling fanfic

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Characters

Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Albus Dumbledore, Evan Rosier, Euphemia Potter, Fleamont Potter, Filius Flitwick, Pandora Lovegood, Walburga Black, Orion Black, Euphemia Potter/Fleamont Potter, Cuthbert Binns, Horace Slughorn, Poppy Pomfrey, Peter Pettigrew/Original Female Character(s), Peter Pettigrew/Original Character(s), Bartemius Crouch Jr., Bartemius Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier

Tags

Not Canon Compliant Other Additional Tags to Be Added Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Emotional Hurt/Comfort Bisexual Remus Lupin Gay Sirius Black How Do I Tag Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Regulus Black Lives POV Third Person Pansexual James Potter POV James Potter Bad Parent Walburga Black Gay Regulus Black POV Regulus Black Good Regulus Black Bad Parent Orion Black Good Peter Pettigrew James Potter-centric walburga's A+ parenting Lily Evans - Freeform I'll add more tags as i go Peter Pettigrew is a Good Friend Sirius Black Being an Asshole no beta we die like canon Regulus Insecure James Potter Asexual James Potter Sirius black is an asshole only a bit tho lily evans acts like an asshole a bit too James and Regulus bond over trauma why does this girl not have her own tag i will add more tags as i go bcz i never know when to leave something well alone James is colorblind like only red and green tho like after chapters

Summary

"Why do you think I went there in the first place?" demanded Regulus, "because of him Sirius him"Or Regulus and James both like eachother and the both if them see the sides of each other that they keep hidden from the world(incomplete, stopped uploading)

Note

Hello my beloved ladies gentlemen and non-binarys,This is a fic which has been taking up space in my mind for like months and be aware that i did write this during my exams so definitely not th efinest piece of literature but this is definitely the most you can get from a sleep deprived little teenager. James is red and green color blind and i just live the idea of both james and reg seeing oarts of themselves that they keep well hidden from everyone especially those closest to them and then falling in love not only with the most visible parts of the other but the hidden broken and tortured too.I will not accept any bad comments related to any of the characters' trauma solely because of the fact that there's a bit of myself in all of them but most in one character.I hope you enjoy~Feel free to point out mistakes and make recommendations, also if someone has good NON CANON COMPLIANT jegulus fan fics please let me know.Also i will put the tw and cw at the beginning of the chaptersWith love,Nyx <333

not a chapter (important message)

April 20, 2025 at 08:09 AM

Hey guys!

so , yes i know i said that i’ll be posting a new chapter of all of my fics last week and that i didnt.

But hey, this is something too, eh?

So i’ll stop updating all my fics, and ill be orphaning this accounts for personal reasons.

But what i do wanna say is that for those who stuck by me and and my fics and who actually read after the first couple of chapters, i love you all and thankyou (and admire you too cz i know the starting chapters were shit)

I had plans to finish all of these fics and like 8-9 more fic ideas but things happen and plans change and thats life.

My work will forever saty here as a reminder of when i started to write and how far i came, and who knows maybe you’ll be reading one of my novels one day (low chance but one can dream)

To the people who read my stories, to those who commented and to those who subscribed i’m so immensely thankful to you for making me confident in my writing and just reading everything.

Especially to the commenters, if you commented once or on every chapter, if you commented one letter or an entire paragraph it’d bring tears in my eyes and y’all are all amazing.

This journey has been amazing and its been a hell of a ride from the cuteness in iahyms to the hurt in ymmsss to the mixture of both mmb its been amazing so to all those who followed along im ever so grateful and this whole experience will always hold a special place (in the vip lounge) in my heart

Special thanks to my good friends lyla and crimson (@/gay_bitch101_3 on ao3 check her out)

Have a nice life!