James Potter And The Discovering of Sexuality

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/M
M/M
G
James Potter And The Discovering of Sexuality
Summary
james goes to the evans homes for a week in the summer and runs into snape after a fight.
Note
I'm posting this finally after writing for like 2 hours and almost falling asleep near the end, I hope its enjoyable, also is the first smut I've ever written sorry if it's awkward!!

James was a bit surprised when Lily had asked him to come to her home for a week during the summer, ecstatic of course, but surprised nonetheless. He was going to see where the girl he's been in love with for years grew up, which was exciting. He heard a lot about her home, sweet parents, and bitchy sister, but that didn't compare to meeting them all for real. They decided that the 2nd to last week of summer would be suitable for him to come and it was cleared with both families. They were all set for an exciting and hopefully romantic week.

Once the week approached James could barely contain his joy for seeing lily after a long summer, sure they wrote but that certainly doesn't compare to seeing her again. James’ parents dropped him off at the front of Lily’s house and gave him a hug and Lily’s parents a nod before apparating off. Lily hugged James before introducing him to her family.

“James, these are my parents and sister Petunia,” she said with a smile on her face, James tried not to swoon at how beautiful she looked while smiling. Her sister, who James thought resembled a hippogriff a little, though he’d never say it out loud to Lily, rolled her eyes and stomped up to her room. Her parents had charming looks on their faces and started to speak.

“You can call us Robert and Patty darling, please make yourself at home, and don't you dare hesitate to ask for something you may need.” Lily's mother said with a faux stern look on her face. James smiled at them and shook both of their hands before turning to look back at lily. “She's already kinda introduced me but it can't hurt to do it again, I'm James, James Potter,” He said with a dashing smile. They both nodded and headed to the kitchen to prepare dinner together.

Lily's parents were lovely and very kind, her sister not as much but he still looked forward to an interesting week ahead…

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3 days later

The last 3 days had been a total blast for him and lily, they walked around the small town and maybe made a couple of quick stops in secluded restaurants for a small snogging session, they tended to her garden and they made dinner together one night, it was the most fun he's had the whole summer, not that hed ever say it to Siri, Remus and Peter though.

This evening they planned on walking around town a bit again before stopping for dinner at a nice diner, and then finally sitting in the park for a couple of hours. He was excited but something felt a bit wrong, he wanted to ask Lily to be his girlfriend officially but he felt as if something was holding him back from doing it, he liked lily, hell, even loves her, which is why he doesn't know why he feels like he can't get the words out to make things official.

After the walk and dinner, they made it to the park, James conjured up a blanket and laid it out on the ground before sitting on it and patting the spot next to him. Lily grinned and sat next to him. He layed down and she followed, cuddling into his side as he pointed out certain constellations that Sirius had taught him and the other boys one late night. They were content until everything went wrong. Lily rolled on top of him and kissed him and he kissed back before she went to the buttons on his shirt. James panicked and pulled her nads away before sitting up. Lily, confused got off of him and sat in front of him.

“I'm sorry James, I thought, I don't know since we've been dating for a couple of months-” James cut her off. “What? Dating…Lily, I don't think I'm ready for the commitment of having a girlfriend..” He muttered not meeting his eyes, it was silent before he felt a sharp sting on his cheek. Lily had slapped him.

“Have I been a quick snog this whole time” She seethed “I will not settle being your quick shag, I deserve better than you James Potter!” James tried to apologize but she just shook her head and stormed back to her home, which was a block away. He contemplated following her but figured she needed time to cool off, She had her wand and her house wasn't that far, she would be ok. James got rid of the blanket and just started wandering around without thinking much about anything other than what just happened.

He was in a part of town he hadn't seen yet when he heard a commotion of obvious fighting, James being curious as ever followed the sound, his eyes landed on the fight and certainly did not expect to see his school ‘enemy’ on top of another guy, fighting without his magic. His slender stomach showed as his shirt rode up with each hit, the way he moved was as if he had been doing it his whole life. James just stared until Severus’ head shot up from his victim on the ground and met James' eyes head-on. He got up off of the guy and walked in the opposite direction quickly, away from James.

Of course, being the asshole he was, he couldn't leave snivellous alone just yet, so he followed him. Finally getting to a point where snape had stopped, James spoke startling the Slytherin.

“So you're not just a problem at Hogwarts for everyone…but at your own home too, I almost feel bad for you,” James snickered and walked towards Severus. “Don't you live in a pretty manor on the other side of the country potter? Got sick of the prince life and decided to try out mine, hmm?” Snape knew he usually had better retorts but he was tired and he wanted to go home. James glared t him and rolled his shoulders, Snape seeing this reached for his wand as it usually meant a fight was about to start. James seeing this smirked at him and raised his hands in mock surrender. He dropped his hands and shoved them in his pocket before speaking.

“Just a bit curious as to why you were beating that man to a pulp back there is all” He uttered cooly. “It's none of your business, is it? Why don't you go back to where ever the hell you came from and leave me alone, “ snape sneered. James looked up at him and glared, rage filled his body, not exactly directed at snape, he just happened to be the unlucky bloke that it fell upon. HE felt rage from the sorta break up, and the constantly confusing feelings. Using that rage he brought back his fist and punched snape in the nose before shaking his hand a little to ease the pain. Snape confused at the sudden punch, staggered back before glaring up at him, “what the bloody hell-” he cut himself off and hit James back in the jaw, James fell to the dirty ground before kicking snape down with him, they fought for several minutes, the sounds of grunts filling the dingy alleyway, before finally, James ended up on top of snape, straddling his waist. He had Snapes’ wrist pinned above him and he was direct hovering above his face.

Before he could think he leaned down and slammed their lips together heatedly. Snape freed his hands and shoved James off. “What the absolute fuck potter,” He blurted. James didn't know how to defend himself exactly but he didn't mind, because everything finally made sense, he understood why he didn't feel right asking lily out, or why he didn't want to do anything with her beyond mindless kissing. Finally, James looked up at Severus again before kissing him again, after several seconds he kissed back and James pushed him down onto the ground again, with a hand behind Severus's head to protect it from hitting the hard ground.

James tasted the blood from snapes nose in the kiss, and pulled back a little, before licking a bit of it off of snapes upper lip, causing a small whimper to come from the boys mouth. James smirked at this sound a kissed him again, He thought back to snapes pale skin under his shirt as he fought and he decided he wanted to feel it, he slipped his hands up snapes loose t-shirt and felt up his stomach, and his alarmingly protruding ribs before reaching his nipples, he brushed his finger over one and felt snapes back arch off the ground. He tensed for a second when he felt one of snapes cold, bony hands trail up the back of his button-up before it slowly trailed to the front, feeling James' toned stomach. His cold hands on James’ warm body felt pleasurable to the point of a moan from James.

James pulled up from the kiss and looked at snapes face, his eyes were closed and there was an obvious blush on him, he looked euphoric. It made James want what was happening ten times more if it was even possible. James started on Severus’ neck, kissing down the side of it. The Slytherin pulled his head back and exposed more of his neck with a quiet moan. The sounds he made fueled James to move faster as he kissed him. He reached to the hem of snapes shirt before looking up at him.

“Can I take this off?” he asked breathlessly. Snape opened his eyes and looked into James' eyes and nodded after a second of thought. Without wasting any time he pulled snapes shirt over his head, before starting on the buttons of his shirt. After the first button snape swatted his hands away and started unbuttoning it himself, way faster than James was going. He watched snapes slender fingers work at his buttons and felt kind of mesmerized as they went down his buttons. Finally, snape pulled James' shirt off of him and leaned forward enough to kiss him again, they both went down to the ground again before James went down his neck again.

Reaching the spot where his shoulder and neck met, James bit down. Snape cried out and grabbed onto James' back, his nails digging into it. James kissed down his stomach slowly, finally reaching the bottom of it. He looked up to snape for permission and got a quick nod in return. He unbuttoned snapes trousers and pulled them, along with his underwear down. He didn't hesitate before wrapping his lips around snapes hard cock. He trailed his tongue along the vein that ran on the bottom of it and did his best to keep his teeth out the way. It was after all his first time doing something like this.

He bobbed his head up and down and did what he understood (by snapes moans) was the best feeling. Snapes' hand had found itself tangled into James’ messy black hair. He tugged on it before pulling him up and out of the way as he came with a cry. James kissed him again before Severus used all his strength to pull both of them over so he was on top. He continued the kiss but trailed his hand down James' stomach before reaching the button on his pants. He waited for approval before unbuttoning them and grabbing onto james. He slowly brought his hand up and down as James moaned into his mouth. Snape ran a thumb over the slit and used the precum as a sort of lube to help him move faster. After a couple of minutes, James came with a loud moan.

Snape took the opportunity of him recovering from that to put his clothes back on. He whispered a quick cleaning spell on both of them, as James layed there his arms over his eyes. He took them off when he heard snape mutter a bye and walk away quickly. After snape left, James got up and searched for his things before finally sitting down with his back to the alley wall.

“What the fuck just happened?” He breathed.